Argh!!!! I'm so pissed off! Stupid ABNN! I was preparing to leave my seat to alight the bus but seeing that it was an old lady in front, I let her go first. To think while the old lady moved down the steps, this ABNN quickly moved forward. Wah lau!! Can't he be a frikking gentleman and let me go down? (There's a line of people behind him, so if he moved, I'll have to wait till the rest alight then its my turn and that's gonna takes ages!) So I just moved down and blocked him with my bag. Don't care if I'm in my uniform or not. Bloodyhell!

Had attended a friend's father's funeral. Frankly speaking I don't really perform well in this category. To make someone laugh, I can make a fool out of myself to do that but.. To console, I'll just have to wait for the person to find me and I'll be glad to lend my hugs or shoulder. But advices, nah, I'm bad at that too. So, when I reached the funeral, I don't really know whether should I smile and look happy so that he wouldn't feel sadder than he already is or should I have a solemn face and to remind him of the bad experience. So, I just did a little of both. Its really weird but I'd just attend a funeral because they are my friends.

Anyways, after hearing his story of what had happened to his dad, it kinda made me shudder at the thought of how fragile a human life can be. Even if you are a healthy person who doesn't smoke nor drink, you still will not be spare from the hands of death. Cardiac arrest, how did it happen? What could have trigger it?

My dear friend was full of regret now. Not being able to see his father one last time (he was recall for reservist, to serve the nation), not being able to celebrate the belated father's day, and his father not being able to at least see his 3 sons getting hitched. From what I'd learnt that if a family member had passed away, you'll either have to get married within 100 days from their death or wait for 3 years after. It made me think of all and what would happen if its on me, on my family members. *touch wood!!! I pray everyone is healthy and happy! And of course with a job, or those searching a job will have one knocking on their doorstep soon!!*

Anyways, enough of the gloomy stuffs. On a lighter tone, I'm currently at tampines outlet to relief for a week as they are having some events there and may need an extra hand. I missed oub a lot but its a blessing in disguise to be at tampines because I get to catch up with some of my friends whom I'd worked with in the same outlet last time. I'm glad that ms yang is pregnant!! Yay! I really can't wait to see how her baby will grow to be like whom and how ms yang is gonna perform as a mom. We always teased her, saying that she's gonna be one hell of a hot mama! Haha. (Oh, took a pic with her today and my gawd!! I looked so fat! Even shiling was already poking fun of my flabby arms.. ), saw hairie's cute baby girl, she's sooooo cute that her big round eyes are gonna attract the bees around her! But I still misses oub, I misses my darling, my hachiko and my father!! Haha. Oh, no way I gonna post up the fat picture of me! Time to hit the gym and not be lazy.. Lol. Its like the hundredth time I'd said that huh? To think fat fat, jw and annkia asked me to run the standchart 10km run.. *twitch*

Forgotten to bring my handphone out today. Did I miss it? Nope, in fact I only bother sms-ing one person about it, in case he can't reach me and gotten worried. I wonder, how many missed calls or sms unread will be listed in my phone? Maybe none at all? Maybe there's a lot? ;)

Suddenly felt kinda lost. Had a conversation with joe and that got me thinking of the recent events. Regarding my job, my relationships, my education, my friends..

Frankly speaking, I have no idea what do I wanna do in life. Clifton posed a question to me - where do I see myself in 5years time. I don't know.

What do I wanna do tomorrow? Why do I look forward to sunday? Why do I look forward to going to work? Why do I look forward to knocking off?

Well, today is another offday and funnily, I'm wondering how's my mom treating my camera. Part of me wanted her to just spoil it so that'll gimme a good reason to get a new one.. But part of me would rather her to take good care of it coz I happened to love that cam. :/

I had a recent brush through with someone whom I thought was closed to me. But.. I guess I was wrong. Maybe just no fate to have friends of the same gender? Why people can get angry with you for a long time over something small? Why some people can't just say that's on their mind? I'd rather we talk it out than just sayin that its 'nothing' and ended up still treating me differently (which is very obvious by the way).

That at the same time made me appreciate a friend of mine. The one who got a blur look and always get disturb (of coz cannot overdo) by us all. We did has some misunderstanding before but once with friends' help it got cleared up. Another was a recent one too, which we'd talked it out.

Well, I love my other family especially my buddy!! She's soooooooo cute! That I envy sometimes.

Oh well, on the way to hachiko's house to play some games!!