Did I mention that I watched "Shallow Hal" and "Titanic" again last night? Well, not really the whole show but half of the show, till the ending.

Ya, you may think "Wouldn't this girl gets tired of watching the same show over and over again?".

The answer is NO.

There's a reason why I re-watch these shows repeatedly. I get to remind myself that inner beauty is more important than outer beauty and that we should look past that before judging people. Most of the people focus too much on "Outer Beauty" and tend to forget to use their heart to look for something more important. The only time I get a taste of inner beauty was when I was still in polytechnic where I chanced upon this very pretty girl who caught my breath and yes, she looked plain on the outside. That was that. Otherwise, I'd saw a lot of beautiful girls but got a total turn off when her real character shows. It's damn ugly! I mean, if I'm a guy and a really pretty girl like that shows up and display her ugly character to me, I'll get turn off immediately and wish to stay as far away from her as possible least I, having to suffer later.

As for "Titanic", what caught my interest wasn't the romance between Jack and Rose but the chance of getting to see that sunken Titanic. I'm very fascinated with History. Selected History. ha. Titanic, one thing that caught my interest was that my grandpa was born just before Titanic sink and I guess I just like the fact that it's a gigantic sunken ship with a history of it's own. You just can't get bored of it.

I know that I'd said this before but I still wanna say it still! How I wish there's a time machine where I can go back to the past and see what's happening with my own eyes, to feel it with my own skin, to witness something that no one has even see before! Of course, the people in the past will not be able to see/hear me, otherwise that will upset the history right? And yes, I'd like to be immortal please! Least I stepped onto a mine or something. Then I can have a free run, lets see what do I have in mind.. A rerun of how SG were invaded by JP, the war in Berlin, the tunnels between Germany and France, what happened to the Titanic. Yup, that's about it for now. Sorry, American history do not interest me as much as Europe's or SG do.

And I wish that Don Wildman will come to Singapore for a run of Cities of The Underworld. Singapore although may be a small country but we do have had our share of war as well as mystery or secret tunnels that were yet to be explore. Remember 'Hey Singpore!' where Lisa Ang found a secret tunnel? It'll be cool to see the secret tunnels here, that were not opened or found by the people. :/
Some of the tunnels here were revamped into museums, so it looked more modern than history.

Dearest Harry Potter, as much as I'm not a fan of your show and neither do I have a collection of your books nor do I follow your movies, and that my ignorant friends kept comparing ME and YOU together just because they can't differentiate on the hairstyle and yes, the spectacles, but PLEASE! Lend me your invisible cloak so that I can do some digging of my own without incuring "THEIR" wrath! Thank you!!!!! You can get your owl to send the cloak over ASAP!

Did I mention again that The History Channel was looking for a host? How I wish I can be the host (think: Don Wildman - he gets to see all the cool stuffs!) so that I get to see the same as Don does! But, they required someone who can speak FLUENT English (definitely not me, since they would prefer someone with a familar accent) and (i think) with a strong history background or some sort. Me? I LOVE History but I'm bad with numbers. I can't remember dates. Sigh. I'll just have my own History program. :)
Which I'll embark once it's time. heh.

Now I know where did my gaming streaks come from...

Mom played Zuma till 5am!!!! OMG! So indeed, it runs in the blood.. Lol.

I'm not sure if I'm just feeling emo or something, but I just felt very sick and tired of work suddenly. Somehow I felt that I'm being paid to see people's face. They can't make it clear themselves and do they have to be that nasty about it? What fuck is $38? It's SMALL AMOUNT ok? Why kept stressing on that? If I could, I'd just throw the money on that fatass man's face and yes, he's another ANG MOH who think he's that almighty!! Yet another one, who talk alot and said we are the one who's wasting his time! Bloody hell! Sometimes its just them who made me look at people of his same kind in another light and its very HARD to convince myself that not everyone are like that. Yes, I know. Not EVERYONE are like that, but you have to SEE for yourself in order to be convinced right? Damnit! A few bad apples can spoil the rest of the apples in a basket. *PUI!* Still dare say that he'd stayed here for 14years and DARE to compare us with that.. THAT country? Come on! Maybe they see that you are an ANG MOH. ANGMOH = carrot head! Be nice to you and thats all. I don't give a SHIT if you are AM or not ok? What makes you think you deserve that special treatment just because you are different?

Anyways, I'd made up my mind. Die die to continue my studies and no more delay. Hopefully I'll try to find a part time job in an industry that I like. Some may say that it's inpractical and a job is a job. HEY, if you do not like that shitty environment you are working in or if you do NOT enjoy what you are currently doing, why should you stay and make yourself miserable? After TWO years of facing idiotic customers, I must say, it's only the really NICE ones that made me stay.

Sheesh, just thinking of those people made me lost my 'inspiration'.

I.hate.my.sucky.job.at.times!


This song came to my head right now!

Sometimes I'll feel that my job sucks. I know its childish to feel that way just because I can't get what I want and that I should understand it since I'm working in this industry, this trade. There's always such a thing called "Leave Freeze", "Peak Period", etc.



This had in fact strengthened my resolve to quiit and resume my studies ASAP!



Sometimes they'd asked various things, why do we eat into our time and such. Why is it that we get scold but they themselves are doing the same? Shouldn't they be the ones who's supposed to show a good example?



What had happened to Hachiko (think: Pulau Ubin) is happening to me now. Time to go low.



Sheesh;

Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld

I'm THAT close to throwing my netbook away! *shows pinkie*
Yes, THROWING IT AWAY! It cannot support Facebook. (not mine anyway, I'm lodging on a friend's account. Smart eh? Which in turn lead to another Question from friends: Why not create an account? ME: Huh? Just to play game? Nah, I don't wanna be oblige to 'accept' people whom I'm not close with and there's no point in creating an account just to play game eh?) ANYWAYS, back to where I was earlier. It cannot support ... Okies, it just cannot play Cafe World smoothly! And yes I know, a netbook is just for surfing of the game but.. but... with such advanced technology in this mini version of a laptop (mine is overshadowed by dajie & mei's laptop.. what with the 18" screen. Might as well get a desktop???). This gave me MORE excuses to buy the desktop which I'm aiming at. I just need to check whether can I increase the ram that's all. Wonder if the graphics card is good enough too. :/
I'm tempted to get a laptop but I guess my heart is still with the good ol' desktop where you can customise it according to your needs. hehe.. *rubbing hands together*


Oh well, here's a glance on what I'm looking for Fujitsu. Why this? I love the sleek tower (saves space and I've already thought of where to place it at ok??). I'm quite ok with the specs provided but there's any chance of improving it, I'd love to go for it. :D


Things I'd like to change:

- the processor (I've yet to check on what's the latest one is, I'm not going for the latest but preferably somewhere between the current one to the latest one.

- the RAM! I'd love to increase it with an additional 2 slots or better, just throw in another 2GB RAM for me hehe, so I'll have 6GB instead of 4!

- HDD to 500GB maybe? Gahahah! No partition please! I have enough portable HDD to cover my nonsense.

- I don't really need a DVD-Rom drive that can write since I rarely "burn" DVDs. Just a simple one in case my mom do 'charity work' again, 'burn' photos for her ungrateful friend (just the thought of her friend complaining about my camera when my mom was kind enough to loan him makes my blood BOILS!!!!).

Only thing that baffles me was the graphics card. I'm no good at that. *Head bent backwards and began talking into the void above, "Whoever is reading my nonsense and is good at IT, do lemme know what you think of the specs? My main purpose is for online gaming." Woah! I can practically heard my voice echoing out! Please pardon me, I just love talking to myself and also to voice my thoughts out loud. Like my temp staff said "Can you stop talking to yourself?".


Had my cousin over to look at our house and to quote us a price for installing 4 units of aircons. Now we were discussing whether should we go ahead and install it or not. Is it a necessity? It's gonna cost us like S$4k or so I think.. Gah. Still thinking.