is it really true that some people, after breakg up, said to remain as friends n both parties agreed to do so n yet began avoiding one another or one party avoiding the other? do they really have to make it so obvious when u asked d person out n was declined n yet when their friends asked em out for d same occasion n was accepted? do they really have to b such jerks?

most of my friends' relationships ended up ugly. either d girls hate d guys, or vice versa. really no place, not a tiny weeny place for this lil bit of friendship? afterall, every relationship starts from that right? if thats the case, i guess i'd rather remain as friends to avoid all sorts of problems. friends are still better than lovers as friends remain with you forever. lovers dont. friends >>> lovers >>> enemies = no thanks

if cant b friends, y even agree to b friends upon breakg up in d first place? might as well say, goodbye n dont contact me? duh.

if possible.. i'd rather not know that person..

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but guess im lucky, to have friends who, after things happened, still remain as friends. in fact.. closer n better! hmmm.. think WE r long lost lovers/friends. =P

coz we talk like friends, fights like lovers (big n small also have, but forgot abt it le coz.. best to put d ugly past behind n think of d nice things we did together ^^) and.. discuss things that no1 ever dare to venture into. lolx. chris a big perv. im a small perv (influenced by him!!) oh and MY xiaobai too!! hmmm same things happened but XD things cant b disclosed at this point. he know, i know can le. juz sad that im always not to contact him. (guilty as hell) nxt time i'll make a mini ear in his room, so he got things to talk, juz talk to my "ear" heh heh. (bet he's rolling his eyes now.. -.-")

aiya, my 2006 resolution = call him everyday, 24/7. muawhahahha (ltr he kill me nia)

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ohhhh, and recently chatted with aaron, liner n yong siang!! all din contact for 2yrs ++ le. liner = since 2001? dunno but really long time loh! all go army, so bz. hp also lik extinct le. -.-"

lookg at phonebook, see who else i'd not been keeping in contact.. my michelle! >.> din call her up since.. dunno when. omg!! haiz.. think i'll ask her out for a date soon.

arggh, i wanna change myself!! make attempts to contact all friends le.

*starting to miss chris. T_T time flies man. he's flying on next monday, 22.08.05*