I'd decided to continue where I'd left off in Dragon Age: Origins. I know I know... Awakening is out already as well as some other expansions. Gears of Wars III is due April 2011, Fables III is due this year, as well as some other fantastic games. So, when I started picking up my controller and tried refreshing the skills, buttons and such mentally while waiting for the game to load. A little worried that I may totally forgot how to kill the mobs and such.

All my worries were forgotten when the game starts. Somehow, DA was smart enough to know that I'd not been playing the game and popped out the needed tutorials to refresh my memories. WOW! I was so impressed! I mean, of all games I'd played, DA was the first and only to offer such needed asssistance! xD

Then, next mission, to get Alistair to LOVE my character again. After checking out other characters (for achievement sake!), he was mad at me and do NOT want to have anything to do with me again!! T.T
I'm so terribly heartbroken! I can't win him back, I can't be queen and Alistair is going to die!! Oh well, at least I still have the flirting elvaan.


I can't shake this motto off my mind.

In war, victory. In peace, vigilance. In death, sacrifice - Grey Warden's motto

And, I was hit with the realization why I stopped playing Halo Reach eventhough I'd been waiting for the game to be launch for like, months! I knew everyone died except for me... But I just can't accept that truth! The reality sucks!!!!! People asked why am I so attached to the game when it's just a game only. I love the storyline, the game play and I feel for the only surviving spartan, who lost his brothers and sisters, the land he called home and having to fight the covenants alone. It's just too painful! So when the ODST jumped to earth to find out what happened, you can really "feel" what Master Chief aka John went through. So ya, after playing awhile with Clifton, I packed the game into my shelf and kept it there for the time being. Until I am ready to face the harsh reality, otherwise.. It'll be staying there for a really long time. I love all my spartans and I want them around me. The starting part where I fought with the other spartans was overwhelming, it felt too good! It's too sad. Why does Bungie has to make it so? WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!
*Pulled an imaginary bungie developer and shook him while asking WHY?!?!?!? WHY SPARE ONE SPARTAN ONLY?!?!?!* I still can't believe it. No..... no.. +Shook my head sadly+

It's not just a game! NO! *okay, I am starting to sound like a crazy girl*






And no thanks to Clifton, who passed me some catalogues his friends got from TGS 2010. I realised how much I'd missed out on, especially on Square Enix products. I'd featured them in my fb. WHY didn't I save up money for TGS2010?!?!?!?!? I'm so full of regrets. Argh. Maybe I should stop gaming. Totally. No more games.


Ya right. =.="