it's been a rather depressing week since... i dont know when.. anyway, the sight lil's msg or alson's perks me up. oh oh, and the occasional calls from my dearest chris. ^.^ thanks lots!

hey, thanks for calling eventhough u just wanted to say hi only but i'm feeling sooo bad.. what if your bills rake up so much $$ how? anyway u'll be returning soon (yep, m counting down mentally hehe.. 9 days to go!!) so dont call me le lah, juz msn me when we are online. hehe, and dont forget to bring back a handsome hunk for me.

hmmm, nothing much to update since i dont really have the mood to go out. wher got mood to go out when you are on a budget? >.<

but am praying that lil wouldnt be going out this sunday and that i can go her house stay overnight on sat (though i think might b difficult since her parents only met me once...) to pak games. keke.

a depressing day today.. even the skies outside made it even worse.. its cloudy..

at this moment, i'd wish chris was back here in sg. coz his room was like my haven. v cosy, peaceful and guess lotsa memories? lol.

wanted to try the police force. yep, after my army stunt which i didnt join in the end due to some reason. i'd decided that i dont wanna just have a monotonous life. i want my life to be filled with action? but... just remembered that there's a height limit. geez. 158. can i stretch my limbs to that much? i wanna work as a clerk in CD, CMPB, etc etc but seems like only those signon personnels can do that. though am glad i didnt join the air force because im not really tht interested in repairing aircrafts, thou i love to see planes. ^.^ oh.. and their pilots coz its soooo cool when they were wearing that mask!

ok, i DO have a fetish for tall n lean guys esp when they are in uniforms/shirts & pants (for better effect, to be w tie and a suit? the black jacket), short cropped hair and ohh lala, tanned skin. hahah and lil had a spot on - i like guys with silver hair nia... (which i didnt realise till she pointed tht out)

ah well, i juz wish the gov will stop sayin the economic is gettg better when in fact, for the small time biz, its juz not getting better esp after they'd removed the rebate for the land rent. it just adds to their burden and thou they are giving out money, its just for temporarily effects only. imagine having to pay the full land rent, the salaries (sg ppl cant afford to have low pay coz its juz too ex here), the taxes, cpf, bills, etc etc. but what can they do? juz hope they have earned enough to get by or better, some profits.

and the money the gov is giving out.. they perhaps should try targetting families with more than 3 children since they are encouraging people to have more babies and also to back what they are trying to spread to us, the citizens. perhaps there's a change in the budget thingy but seems to me, they are targetg more on the elderly aged 50 and above i think. anyway its juz my humble opinion.

hehe, super sweet dreams tonight.

coz.. CHRIS DEARIE called me juz to say HI! XD

*SUPER BIG HUGGIES for U!*

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well, juz a thought.

if a guy compliments u.. saying you look beautiful whn you had on your makeup. its nothing flattering. if u put makeup n yet, dont look beautiful, its not doing it job. makeup = enhancements only.

if a guy compliments u.. saying you look beautiful when you are .. well, just the way you are (no makeups, dressed in your norm tshirt n jeans), that's something flattering. coz u ARE yourself!

dont understand?

well, went to HMV with dajie yesterday since we still have some time before our class starts at 7pm.

decided to look for our LOCAL bands namely ronin, the observatory, the suns (used to b called boredphunks if i din get d name wrong) and ended up, got more than what we had expected. we also found this gruop called electrico (which Her World happened to interview their lead singer) woot~!

oh wait.. while searching for them myself, i searched all 3 floors.. and i cant find them!

asked the lady at d 1st storey whether do they carry local bands? she said its on the second flr. ok, mayb i missed it? went to find again.. cant find it. (they works the alphabetical way right? R - nada. T - nada too.

went to ask d fella there and he showed me the exact spot - in a corner where not many will go n notice. -.-"

i was lik.. wth... hey, ITS OUR LOCAL BANDS u know? shouldnt u try to put it in a place wher its MORE NOTICABLE?

will listen to their albums, buy and let u guys hear it for urself. ronin's cd is nice, but i prefer the observatory - all black, simple and mysterious i would say.

muz support local bands. if u dont, who will? and its so embarrassing to find that the suns was / is very popular w the australians there.. when i din know till i saw their interviews here. omg. pls, hit me.

what's wrong with these people?

is looks really that important? that you will only talk to them if you find them good looking enough?

from last time till now, things just wun change.

i used to write letters, STILL do now but am glad that its a really nice lady ^.^ and anway, some years back, i once wrote in again under the penpals column. received lots of letters and... lets say out of 10 letters, 8 of them are quite straight forward. asked u to send your pic to them. -.-"

what happened to the other 2? oh, they asked for one on the 2nd letter.

i was lik.. wth?! do YOU think i trust you enough to enclose my pics to u? (yes thou im puttg my pics up in my blogs.. but im contemplating to rmv all of them.. including those in my friendster)

had signed up for this wholivesnearyou thingy, -no comment- on that but this guy.. actually said these.

guy: hi. how are you? do u have any pics?
me: -.-" im fine. pics? nope, i dont have.
guy: go take lah and send me 1 leh.
me: huh?! take for what? for u to see? what for? sry but i dont know u well enough to entrust my pics w u.

i was like... ey mister. if U are looking for a GF through that thingy, please lah. either go up to girls in the street OR ask friends to intro OR go places where there's lotsa girls wher u DONT have to ask for their pics and can choose on the spot ok? there, settle it once and for all.

shy? ha. if u r shy, u wun b askg for pics and takg d initiative to chat up w peps le!

anyway, m deleting that a/c.

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*SUPER SQUISHY DUPER BEARY HUGGIES to LIL~* thank you!! for helping me buy my ice staff. keke. now aiming dark staff le~ muawhahhaha.. cant wait.. to end my blm's life. am going to lv her till 40, for warp II and aiya, 3 levels to go only... chop chop. hopefully wun get some crappy members. nyak nyak~

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one last time - IM NOT LOOKING FOR A BOYFRIEND nor m i interested. PLEASE STOP TRYING TO HINDER WITH MY LIFE. WHAT i do OR WHO im meeting IS TOTALLY NONE OF YOUR BIZ!

keeping at friends level only. IF you wanna be MORE than just FRIENDS, forget it. i'm out.

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dunno y... m feeling so damn bloody moody. pms? nope, not the time of the month yet. mayb because of something.. geez.. heck. dont wanna think too much.

good news? i managed to give myself a 3 days spelling on some words and managed to pass through it. now, im going on with the other sets of words to learn. >.>

any CUTE guys who's living alone?
need a housekeeper?
provides lodging / food?

please, gimme a call.

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juz a sudden though... its kinda weird.. and it seems lik "opposites attract" is kinda true.

u'll see good looking guys with *ahem - dont bash me* not very pretty girls

tall guys with v short girls

or vice versa - super pretty girls with not v good looking guys

tall girls with guys shorter than her lik, half a head, a head, etc...