a depressing day today.. even the skies outside made it even worse.. its cloudy..

at this moment, i'd wish chris was back here in sg. coz his room was like my haven. v cosy, peaceful and guess lotsa memories? lol.

wanted to try the police force. yep, after my army stunt which i didnt join in the end due to some reason. i'd decided that i dont wanna just have a monotonous life. i want my life to be filled with action? but... just remembered that there's a height limit. geez. 158. can i stretch my limbs to that much? i wanna work as a clerk in CD, CMPB, etc etc but seems like only those signon personnels can do that. though am glad i didnt join the air force because im not really tht interested in repairing aircrafts, thou i love to see planes. ^.^ oh.. and their pilots coz its soooo cool when they were wearing that mask!

ok, i DO have a fetish for tall n lean guys esp when they are in uniforms/shirts & pants (for better effect, to be w tie and a suit? the black jacket), short cropped hair and ohh lala, tanned skin. hahah and lil had a spot on - i like guys with silver hair nia... (which i didnt realise till she pointed tht out)

ah well, i juz wish the gov will stop sayin the economic is gettg better when in fact, for the small time biz, its juz not getting better esp after they'd removed the rebate for the land rent. it just adds to their burden and thou they are giving out money, its just for temporarily effects only. imagine having to pay the full land rent, the salaries (sg ppl cant afford to have low pay coz its juz too ex here), the taxes, cpf, bills, etc etc. but what can they do? juz hope they have earned enough to get by or better, some profits.

and the money the gov is giving out.. they perhaps should try targetting families with more than 3 children since they are encouraging people to have more babies and also to back what they are trying to spread to us, the citizens. perhaps there's a change in the budget thingy but seems to me, they are targetg more on the elderly aged 50 and above i think. anyway its juz my humble opinion.