sorry for the removal of certain posts. read an article on blogging and was thinking of some stuffs. realised that, though you wanted to put out your point of views in a harmless way, but it can be cause quite a stir once people 'bumped' onto your blog and read it.

causing problems like nation/racial/emotional conflicts. unwittingly, you'd started a mini 'war'. though you wanted to have a so-call free speech, but sometimes you gotta be concious of your surrounding. sensitive topics they are, you should keep to yourself or write it in your own personal diary for your own viewing only. if you are lazy to write, then type and save in your own pc instead of publishing it online. online = worldwide. anyone, anywhere, people might read your article.

hence, i'll only discuss my thoughts with my close ones or juz keep it to myself. ^.^

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was kinda pissed with someone. might not be posting it here for now until i 'buay tahan' n ramble my stuffs here. just hope that certain 'someone' will learn to b appreciative of people around him and learn to grow up. the world will be harsher on you once u are on your own.

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mom was telling me about my childhood days when she was reading on the article on the 2 girls who fell off the ride in Downtown East (is it?).

we were very young that time when mom brought us to World Trade Centre. we had planned on what to ride - 1st Spaceship ride, 2nd Viking and lastly, the type of ride where there's a screen inside for you to watch i think.

we enjoyed the first ride and hopped onto the viking. when its over, mom came over to us and was wondering why were our faces that pale... and we aint walking straight nor happily towards here. our legs turned to jelly... mom asked if we wanna continue our 3rd ride, we immediately said NO! we wanna go home. the viking ride was too scary as it swung up right and then swung left.. too much for us to handle.

i came to realise that, as i grow older, i'm more afraid of such rides.. coz u wun know when are you gonna get flung off. sorry >.< lol if i spoilt your mood on such rides.

have you ever wondered.......

1. if u r travelling in a double decker bus and going over the expressway where on your left is the 'forest' and was turning into a very dangerous bend (eg: the bend to BKE). bus lose control and toppled over the 'safety fence' (sorry dunno what's the correct word for that long stretch of metal fence). how will it be? what will you do in that kinda scenario?

2. travelling in the MRT (train) and suddenly the divider broke and you were standing on it. will you jump on to the carriage nearer to the driver's or the other one? again. what will you do?

3. taking one of the amusement park's rides - viking/roller coaster/the kinda seats that'll fly at a high speed and swings u around. what happen if the safety belt were tight enough? or you were too skinny and 'flew' out?

hahah.. sorry. i was too imaginative but sometimes my brain will just wandered to that section and made up these scenarios.

best scenario: if you suddenly faint in the train/shopping mall, a handsome guy came over and helped u... what will you do/feel?

^.^V

another scenario (for those who played games lik resident evil):-
u stepped into a shopping mall that looked kinda deserted n quiet. imagine what happen if those undead were there around u.

haha.. that reminded me of a dream i had once. its craps, so dun read it if u aint interested ok?

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sg was under atk by undeads. military personals were seeking citizens for volunteers. i was one of em - volunteers.

everyone who's not infected by the undeads and were alive of coz gathered together @ the HQ of MinDef where there's a huge generator generating power for a shield to cover that area to prevent undead from coming in.

we were instructed and briefed on our mission. everyone were divided into teams and armed with the SAR21 (is that the correct model?). some were snipers, others handled other weapons. (kinda like CS.. coz i was playing Half Life then..)

our eqs (equipments) were very cool. we wored those goggles, had the ear piece and wored.. either army's uniform or like the 'counter-terriosts' type. ah.. forgot again. it was some time back duh..

no ending to story coz i woke up at that point. but its very intense as we did kill n were ambushed by undeads.

oh oh, and there's a point where our generator malfunction and those guards gotta standby.

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wanna hear another crap dream? dunno i ever post it before. pls ignore again if u dun lik crappy story and scroll to the sentence b4 my posted time.

i invented this car (looks lik mercedes benz) where the inside was like i.robot's. its sound activated by the owner only and its interchangable - you dont have to reverse. just change your seats to the other side and the car will change the backseats for u. which means, if you hit a dead end, you just tell d car to change sides and you'll be facing the other side instantly with pedals, gears, etc ready for u.

well, the gov wants it and are chasing me for it. i have an assistant w me.. (^.^) to help me navigate our way through.

overall, car's voice activated, is bullet proof, runs fast, can go on land n water, and best, doesnt feed on petrol. it feeds on .. water? not sure.. and it conserve energy. meaning you dont have to refill it often and can run non-stop for... the whole day?

k, dream's again, very breath stopping coz i was constantly chased and gotta do stunts as they ambush me with their vehicles. lol car's going full speed too. =P

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2006's coming in .... 3 WEEKS 4 DAYS. time to make a list of your new year's resolution ya?