i dont know. but im sure wot im gonna say here is gonna diss some ppl off. but fark it. i dont give a shit anymore.

is it because i have too much expectation on something or what? that things just turned out differently.

anyway, juz logged from game. had this fireworks viewing w/ a few friends. there were some cockups here and there which delayed the time by a few hours can caused some people to have lesser hours of sleep. sigh, yes. this is 1 thing which i didnt put into much thought, as in, the planning and such. why? because always, our phototaking were impromptu. me and kei and later a few strangers and passerbys joined us. we were lucky then, because they didnt mind the wait and a close friend, who was forever very patient.

anyway, i apologises to vivi, that he gotta work the next morning (?) and have to sleep in late when he's already very tired.

last but not the least, i did realise that organising such online event is quite different in organising one IRL. least, iRL is much more easier. in game... lets juz say, its the opposite.

well, ya. i was terribly disappointed. supposed to take plenty of pics. but the results was, nope. no pics were taken today - from my side. i dont wanna say liao. anyway, i wun organise such stuffs again. or mayb, i'll keep it small.

i think.. mayb i'll follow xxxx, or a friend. mayb. i'll do juz that. temporary or permanently.

anyway, am rather pissed w/ someone. PLEASE LAH! IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED, AT LEAST GIMME A MSG TO INFORM ME CAN OR NOT? DONT B SUCH A BLOODY FARKER AND LEAVE W/O A FARKING WORD!

its damn irritating when u actually ask someone something and no replies were given.

here lik this, THERE ALSO same pattern! WHY?

made me so feel lik dropping the groups and join the other group, who were much more .. steady.

fark it. not in the mood.