posting updates though it may not be that good now coz am not feeling well. experiencing some painfullness - not stomach cramp.. its alrdy d 4th day le leh... which reminded me.. sorry to make u worried about me not taking my meals regularly. :P
coz the first thing he'd txt in his msg was 'taken ur dinner yet'? haha. paiseh. din know i have that reputation of not eating dinner embedded in u. however dont really have the appetite nowadays. din take lunch, not much desire for dinner and feeling giddy at times. perhaps something is really wrong w/ me. hmmmm. but i realised yet another thing thou.. on how much i eat depends on some particular factor.

well.. back to story. went for andy's gig last night at the Gas Haus. initially his band was scheduled to perform at 6.30pm but was pushed back till quite late. around 8pm? the few bands performing before his.. i wasnt really that interested as they were usually screaming their lungs out thou there were some which i quite enjoy - their beats, etc but not the singing part.

i may sound biased but i'd say andy's band is d best. i mean.. they dont scream, they play ok (thou i tot i may have heard some missed beats or sth. mayb my ears are not functioning well.. it was temporarily deaf from sitting too close to d speakers) and i quite like their own written songs. nice.. haha, perhaps partly is because d vocalist/guitarist was quite cute. (can imagine alson rolling his eyes and say 'there u go again..' after i told him that night.) imagine how romantic it is if he'd written a song for u and sang it to u... woooo~ i think d girl's heart will melt ah!

anyway, left after andy's band finished performing coz i was there solely for his gig.

somehow, i felt lucky again.. to have ppl caring for me eventhou they are bz w/ their own lives. last night was good. least i get to see someone whom we always try to meet up but will either cant make it today or something. hee. it was fun and i get to experience things which i think others dont get to. thanks man. for everything~*

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remember me mentioning about some memories popping up unexpectedly in my mind.. well, it was in sequence and last night, when some bands were playing, that last piece of memory came. and it reminded me of the time. v painful. n now, it kept popping, as if to tell me that its happening now. again.

told my 'bf' *winks* it and thanks for the blunt comments. really. i need that. i think.. another frd used to tell me that too..but in another way. i'll try to heed some of your comments and see if it works.

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welcome home babe! (haha, i knw u'll hate me for calling u a babe coz u prefer something else..) returned to sg quietly... tsk tsk. but im glad for the morning msges.. hee. least it helped perks me up earlier. :)
u r sweet. and.. i MISSES U v v v v much! XXOOOOXXXXXOO
btw.. i know its u who dropped it in my mailbox.. isnt that obvious? lalala~
but thanks.. i appreciate that. xD