went to checkout this bloggie featured in lil's msn bannable offenses. its all about ffxi but its entertaining and yet funny in a way that i think you peps can try reading the first few posts eventhough you aint a gamer or an ffxi player. got hooked with it and finished up to the very first post. cant stop laughing at some point thou i skipped some parts of the posts as they were too lengthy. oh, did i mention that there's some real-life incidences which were included in his posts? esp the DSL modem's light is not on part and i-need-ram part. super make you wanna vomit blood. lol. customer service and SG's not the only worse one.

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shouldnt have eat LAKSA today for dinner.. now rashes coming out. ugh. can i just click and drag my rashes to the recycle bin? no.. i think shift+delete will work better. gone for good. followed by a reformatting of PC.

dunno y, always feel v hungry at night. and wot a day it was.. no one's free to meet up. its always like that, when you are free, the others are not or the other way round. sounds familar? bet it happened to you before too.

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praying and hoping that clift will get well soon. :(
and also that his illness will go away for good.

which reminded me.... dont know whether am i been very naggy or over-concern or not. sometimes i try to overlook it and not to nag.. but usually its difficult. how do you define over-caring or under-caring? do people nag when they are concern? does being caring/concern counts as naggy? i cant differentiate with being over concern and moderate concern. thou i can know about dont-care at all.. but when it comes to that.. it would mean i dont give a shit about you anymore.

hmmm.. the above sounds very complicated? very pointless?

sometimes i cant help but to keep asking the same question because i do not have any assurance. because it happened before. because i'd rather find out the cause and have it cured before its too late, before it's beyond hope, before anything happens.

perhaps i worried too much? should i not if its someone whom i care alot for. regardless a family member, a lover or a friend. its the same, i do not wish to see anything happen to the people around me because it hurts alot. 10years may have passed but the grief is still there.

but then again.. people can take care of themselves. unless they really dislike me caring/nagging at them, they can tell me. thou so far ther's none yet. phew~ mayb people still like being pampered. hA. especially from such a SWEET and CUTE girl like ME! :P

hey hey, thats wot my future boss said ok?!

hmmm.. mayb.. hur hur.

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looking forward to playing the next game.. though wii has been on my much more nowadays. guessed im quite excited by the console itself. motion controllers, how cool is that?! cant wait to get my hands on that set!