wah.... in a way am kinda touched when i realised that there's some low profile friends who although do not have much action in your life can actually understand you the best. just went msn and through just mere words, she can feel that im in a bad mood.. :P
*huGs*
no wonder she's called master lil... haha.

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anyway, these are just my own opinions.

am in a very bad mood. more like frustrated. feel like punching sth to release all the frustration within.

why people always want to feel so comfortable with life that sometimes they cant accept the changes? the world is constantly changing, why people cant adapt to it and change with it? why must some people b ------- when the world is going /\/\/\/\/\/?

then whn sth major happened, they cant adapt to it and kept thinking it must be somebody who changed that person. but have they ever thought that it could be some other factor?

they do not understand the real me, what i want. because all sgns dont speak out their mind, their thoughts. the thoughts i used to have since sec sch surfaced. the thoughts that i used to tell zhiwei. why am i born here? since then, i have always wanted to do this and that and try this and that but they disappear slowly with the period.

now that i have the 'push', i wanted to really do what i want to do and they just cant seem to accept the fact that its what I want to do. why do people like to always push blame to others available? why cant they just accept the big changes in life?

just because i kept quiet for a really long time doesnt mean i can keep doing so. its like feeding water to a bottle, sooner or later it'll be overflow or burst if covered.

it doesnt matter if i'll regret it later if i do this and that. i just wanna try. even if it hurts terribly, at least i know that feeling. i dont wanna regret not trying. i wanna do the things i wan. i want F-R-E-E-D-O-M!

over caring is harmful, not caring is i-dont-care-if-u-die. caring alil here and there is alright. care ok, but dont because i go out till late u have to have a say in it. 25yrs old so what? people 18years old already tried most of the things i have NOT try before. they are already doing something. 25yrs old is SHIT if its empty.