updates...

today was the first time i EVER stayed up till so late that me, jason and julie were the only ones left in the shop! not that im complaining...

celine came over today!! :)
great to see her again and today was kinda different.. i was working.. hee

had my 1st brush w/ gastric pain. it was horrible man!!! seriously.

and..... saw ALOT of cute guys today.. hee. no wonder time passes by so fast.. ther's this Hideaki guy lookalike on his sideview, ther's this v tall ang moh who's quite good looking - even ben agrees! ha! but i suspect he's a gay.. coz he came w/ his partner.. hee. oh! and this cus who came in the morning, who looked rather charismatic. crystal n i agreed!!

finally... my potential-can-be-boyfriend for the girls. such a pity that he didnt turn up today.. haha. dun wanna disclose too much about him here.. :P but kanesh n rest were saying im crazy.. muawhahahahahah... ok. time to pack my stuffs for tmr!!!!
its kc's BIG DAY!! am so excited as im one of the jie meis.. hee...

well, kinda hit the lowest peak of my emotions last night, after seeing clift off..

how should i put it? it feels as though, my life had changed. for the worse. i cant play online as much as i used to, i cant meet up with my friends as much as i want to, and i seemed to stop making friends, stop socialising. period. yes, i felt like i have no life suddenly. as much as i was awared of the things that i'll have to sacrifice - long working hours, working over the weekends, but i guess i didnt expect it to be that horrible. even if im working 8.5hrs a day, but by the time i fin work, my friends are already snoozing away.

yes, i do admit that the pay is good. that's why there are some who actually stayed on because of the pull of it. you cant get that much outside especially if you are expected to go through the same thing all over again and your starting pay will definitely be really low. i wonder, whether will i want to stay here for the rest of my life? will i want to invest in something else, that'll reap rewards at the end of the day? though responsibilities will be bigger of course.

sometimes i wish i could live the life of a 'tai tai'. play games at my own pace, go overseas as and when i wish, do everything without having to work at all! but, having said that, you must be or have something that'll give you that sort of life right? cant really put it through words, you'll get what i mean eventually. not everyone can be tai tai you know?

just checked my payslip today and i can tell you, that its my first time seeing such BIG numbers.. its so big that i can say im earning what he used to earn.

something which jessicat said made my mind click. it made me think, alittle of the future..

i think, i need to open up more. i want to try.. something. but everytime i try to do so, i'll end up failing miserably.. i'd want to try and see and listen on how people communicate and not sounding so fake. which he does sometimes.

oh well, get to see her and unknowingly, she made the rest of the day pass by very fast. and bonus was, i get to chat up with her for at least... 10mins? :)

so many places i want to visit, so little time.

busy busy busy, gotta get prepared for kc's wedding this sat! :)
oh, i need to give my eyebrows a trim....

and lastly... CONGRAZ to cat n doris :)
no worries, i bear no grudge about your D-Day.. but.. show me some of your pics taken on that day can? :)

ah, decided to do a quick edit n posting of some pics taken on my belated bday. *juz remembered that Mr V haven't send me the pics taken on the exhibition... hmmm*

Belated bday celebration at Marina Square KTV


not good.. annkia's sleeping! once more!


informal shot?


my 1st bday gift from them. the 2nd one from them was very helpful too. thanks guys! na mo you wo de xin.. hee :P




gossip gossip...


some shots before we leave.. fun, tiring yet enjoyable.. :D




hee...





more to come.. ;)

am on mc today.. down with flu and slight cough. today's weather doesnt seemed to agree with my body. chilling wind will blow in now and then although its noon already, floor were quite cold, luckily for my mom's slippers which she bought from .. i'd forgotten wher but its definitely not from SG which helped to block out some of the coldness, slipped on long pants to protect my leg and for the first time in my life, i actually sneezed >4times since the morning till now.

just heard some really bad news from master lil. she v moody now coz of her pet dog. he's sick and i'm kinda affected by it in a way i guess coz of the way she'd describe her dog and i get to see him once when i went over to her place for visiting. fierce on the outside but soft on the inside. hee. hope he'll make it through this week! GANBATTE doggie!!!!! >:D