oh yah, am looking for 5566's "LOng time no see" = hao jiu bu jian. anyone has it? and hmmm, god.. forgot what's d other song i was looing for.. damn!

realised tht im kinda forgetful now.. example? in game got one instances.

someone asked me to get a velvet cloth for him. then i asked whether is he doin d rdm's AF? (artifact) he said ya, so i asked to do together. asked him to wait a moment coz a friend's coming to assess my eqs (equipments) on which part needed to be upgraded. lucky, all of em r alright and still can keep for another 10 lvls except for the earrings.

tht fella hurried me le coz he's waiting too long. so went over to find him n go to CN (Crawler's nest). reached there, ran in halfway, realised i'd forgotten to bring my chest key. already sian 100% lor. then drk found chest for rdm, he soon bian help me find 1 more. i was lik, already planned on doing it the next day, so kinda lazy to do warp back and get key. suddenly, drk called and said he found another chest. i was ... wah lau.. then he add on, lik its all worth it whn u get d boots, etc.. make ppl gian. warped and returned. open chest got key item. went to the ??? area. click and got this response only "Someone's been digging here". asked the rdm, what did he get whn he clicked on it. he said xxxx and i was lik.. huh?! i didnt get tht part.. drk asked, whether did i return to talk to curilla. i went.. shit. i didnt. -.-" totally sian again lor. wah lau!!! muz wait a day in jp's time to get boots. hopefully i do by jp's 00:00hr then mayb can click n get things. heh..

ah, ok. thought i'll post d pics up then update what'd happened on 28.12.05

i was the first to reach. xiaobai pia cab down and bel last min shopped for christmas gifts. heh. chris? umpf. called his mobile dozen of times. no answer or tio hung up.

we decided to heck him and went to makan on our own @ the soup restaurant, suntec. yummy.. really enjoyed our food and were talking about our sec sch days. bel were updating us on how junjie, robert, yuanjin, etc were doing. seems lik everyones doing quite well.

were informed that broadrick had shifted over to the new school (which i managed to see it on my way home that same night - beautiful! but dajie n i agreed that d old one is more.. comfortable? homely? coz all our memories were based there. kinda sad, lik our pri sch.. revamp) and were talking about the teachers there. most of them had retired except for d minority.

we were talking about ms leong.. xiaobai mentioned something that i dont really recall sayin that part. ok, i was very naughty last time and like to bully her. she was always chasing me in the class and she threatened me once that she'd call up my parents to tell them how naughty i was in class. i retorted with "go ahead. they knew it already.". lol, ms leong was speechless.

later chris woke up and came over to meet us. wanted to catch a show but didnt. quite a limited shows showing now. played in the arcade. after that, we decided to go somewhere for a drink. starbucks were packed, so we decided to walk over to raffles city to see if there's any seats available. saw 2 cafes there (forgot what's d one beside TCC). decided to sit at tcc. bel's sis came over to join us with her friend. wah! she'd changed. now prettier and slimer. face's longer instead of rounder. sigh, time flies. last time she just entered school and now.. lol. missed those days.

overall, enjoyed ourselves though i was kinda disappointed that chris' gf couldnt come. sigh, i wanna see her in person ley. oh, before i forget.. CHRIS! wher's the pic of the CUTE GUY u said u wanna send to me?!

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bel, me, xiaobai and chris

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heh, wondering if xiaobai's chin got grow pimple not.. coz i was lik "tickling" his chin. teasing him, haha, fun nia! but better not overdo.. later he box me. -.-"

was tuning in to the radio. heard them playing nicholas tse's song. totally sux. it sounds like he's straining his voice badly to hit it - which he cant. overall, sounds totally out of tune. luckily it didnt cause my ear to be half deaf.

another dumb song by alex to. it contains something lik this (translated from mandarin to eng) "remove your clothes, remove." *as in, remove all your piece of clothings.* din really hear all. v meaningless song.

ever met someone whom after finding out your nationality - that u are an Asian and dropped u as quick as lightning? fret not, treat it as u had just met an ignorant person who has yet to see the world.

met someone who has a fetish for Asian girls? (sorry, guys not included. gotta buy separately) no worries, its a compliment to u. asian girls are exotic. ^^V

****ever wonder if any NA/UK/EU/etc girls find asian men exotic?****

woo, Merry 'late' Christmas to u all!!

ok, its kinda late and i should be wishing u all Happy New Year in 3days time.

going anywhere for NYE countdown? planning anything?

me, aint sure yet.. dunno whether do i wanna mingle in d crowd or not.. skalli all the tikos (perverts) go just to.. *clears throat*

planning a countdown ingame.. but seems like no1's keen on it. tio ignore nia.. so malu. to think that somebody ask me try to ask. say what, no nd feel paiseh.. can feel my skin sunk into my cheekbones after askg nia.

anyway, realised sth.. there's some females (real) playing that game, (talkg abt sg players only). and had this similar problem yet again. once it was in MnM, now here. well, the female was obviously enjoying the attentions she's getting and when another female joined the group, she'll started to get defensive.. =
if only i can tell her => you may keep your boys. im here to play n have fun only.

think if lil was there, she may roll her eyes nia.

ANYWAY, what did u rec for xmas gifts?

me, ^^; dajie gave me a bag.. kinda workg bag.. and proudly announced to anyone who came to admire the bag that she's gonna FORCED me to change my dressing.. into something more presentable.. like my current is not. -.-" ok, it doesnt go well with the bag.. oh well.. but its nice n i love it. mayb, MAYB only, may consider buying better clothes.

dear gave me a cute display mini cardboard(?).

peng peng gave me... a ff7 advent children's poster!!!!! and its SO NICE! lol, poster featuring cloud carrying an unconscious kadaj (bridal style). *.*

lilian gave me a pen (>.< so ps.. i din give her any.. omg...) *dropped a roasted mutton in her mh instead. since ff dun have roasted turkey* (just saw alot of sweet treats in auction house.. din think of buyin from there.. >.< )

nomadexx gave me a... hehe.. heart chocolate. *.* cost 25k.. omg.. so ps nia when what i'd given him was.. sth worth even.. 10times lesser than that!!

xiaobai asked what i wan.. told him i wan ps3 w unlimited games.. heh.. happy saving huh. i let u skip 3 christmas gifts (2005-2008) for that 1 item. heh...

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meeting xiaobai, chris + gf, bel today @ suntec.

kinda pissed with chris. hey, at least send me a reply lah! make ppl worry whether did u rec my msg.

dunno what is "take initiative" meh? got gf forgot about others le huh?

he should be feelin lucky that i dont intend to fuck his head off in front of his gf. 23yrs old le, still dont have the word "Responsibility" in his dictionary. dickhead.

omg.. oh my frikking god..

think viruses are spamming my pc right now. at this moment. thought of sending it to its doctor but dunno he's free anot since he's working at ibm now. =
geez.. even now my encoding's all gone haywire.. frik. mayb it knows ima gonna change its parts, so its doing this to get back to me.. by holding an early christmas party n inviting all its hooli-viruses gangs.. frik.

give up on sending friends christmas greetgs via friendsters' testies..

*ran off to run POL and buy gifts for friends online.. hmmm.. should i buy for that elf? my 'so-called' fishing kaki..*

muawhahhaha.. finally one decent christmas song being put up! courtesy of alson! thank you~! ^.^

next will be.. some decent christmas outfit...

went shopping for christmas gifts w dajie n xiaobai yesterday. damn, still as many people but cant be compared to wisma ~ taka.

bought 10 tins, yes, 10 tins of chocolates for friends whom i'll be meetg up next week from original sins. alas, the paperbag given was not very nice. i want the ones xiaobai had! >.< spent 200 bucks on that. -.-"

then bought godiva's choco there. yummy.. the pkg are not bad and yes, pricey.. omg.. bought 1 set and some chocolates to munch on ourselves. total spending = 60+?

walked all the way to suntec and had dinner at nydc after touring a round. dajie dun wanna eat chinese food but western food, jp restaurants had v limited offerings so we ended up at.. nydc.

ordered salad, pizza and soup to share and each ordered a main dish.. omg.. too much. we cant finish. -.-" xiaobai, of all times, muz make that comment on what jiawei would say if he's there and sees the soup. cut the last piece of pizza into 3 EQUAL parts thou xiaobai insist his piece was bigger... next time i'll take ruler go measure then cut equally bah. then.. saw this couple who order desserts only? 2 of them share while looking into each other's eyes.. omg.. lovey dovey.. 3 desserts, filling meh? the after, this group of teenagers sat on that same spot after that couple left. 1 couple and 1 friend. think she muz b feeling quite awkward bah.. oH OH! i think she kept looking over my table.. is she eyeing ME? or.. eyeing xiaobai? hmmmm...
total spending = 70bucks?

sigh, feeling my wallet getting heavier and heavier.. not w notes but with receipts!! juz spent 48bucks on facial. lucky ah! initially should be 100++ but mei's consultant remembered there's this promotion for that pkg i was taking up. later muz count my spending and see if there's enough to last me till my next paychq and oh, to pay for my insurances.. ugh.. my wish for christmas? throw me 1 unlimited cash growing wallet pls.. *laughs wickedly*

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was reading some game magazines that i bought ytd.. omg.. spent.. 30 on 2 mags.. ya, coz uk mag cost more.. anyway, reading it made me wanna save up $$ and buy new parts for my pc!! plus saw this new processor while surfing wcg's webbie which was specially for gaming uses. damn chio! then upsize my ram which is standg at 512 now.. juz realised there's alot of DDRs names.. lik ddr2, gddr, dunno what ddr.. -.-" hmmm, upgrade graphics card, motherboard, mayb sound card too and oh yah, get a DVD rom.. yes.. my pc's gonna be joinin the dino world in yrs to come.. oh, change new casing.. saw this case @ dage's exhibition. v chio, i think its either silver or black in color.. and cost >100 (d last time i saw it) for tht casing itself. mayb need to get coolers? haiz.. then trash my mouse n keyboard and get a new one. saw razer's mouse/mouse pad, chio! oh.. lucky no nd change hdd for d time being thou its standg at 80gb now.. but saw d other consoles having at least 200gb... omg.... sigh, nvm. i'll upgrade slowly. first off, i'll have to get new antivirus. saw norton's 2006 @ $174. end mth go buy. T_T

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saw the local gaming mag, they interviewed some only.. why dont interview CANADA's team_eg?? thou they got bronze lah.. but still top3 wat.. >.<

wanna try my hand at DoA, seems fun ley. yah.. fun at gettg trashed. lolx. no xbox @ home. =\

haha! new pics taken specially for christmas and luckily, just before nomadexx leave for his grandparents.

actually, there's just 3 of us. saw another 2 players by the side displaying crackers. asked them to join us. ^^ they were japanese players. took some pics and just as we were to shift to another area for our next photoshot, another player tagged along and presto! he joined us ^^ nomad's another friend ran past and joined in and asked another friend who happened to be in the same area to join us too. so.. as you can see in the pic, there were more than 3 people. lol. fun and well, italians and jap are very patient people. that's lucky for us. threw in some "snows" here and there but guess they were captured that well in the shots. oh yah, our official christmas photographer was lilian aka keigo. XD

me? nah, i was in charge of throwing crackers. heh heh. kinda fun.

as for the mp3, couldnt get a christmas songs and well, old problem, itunes yet to have a store in sg, so i put up this originally by frank sonata's - fly me to the moon. it was taken from a jp anime OST which xiaobai had passed to me some time back. yes, felt that, during christmas was magical? wanted to put michael buble's put your head on my shoulder but well, the first 1 won me over. ^^ so, enjoy a fun, magical and yet romantic christmas~

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supposed to create yet another blog for my ff.. but decided not to coz i'm not good at giving comments on what a pt should do and shouldnt. or which skillchain is good, etc.. so i'll juz throw all in here. anything. ^^

oh yah, keigo aka lil, if can, ask hmm.. whts his name. land.. myland? to view my blog!! heh. if u dont mind lol. oh and tht bz person dun mind readg craps too lol.

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my apologies to xiaobai. supposed to go shopping with u on monday but din expect my AV to come early this time. originally it should have come today onwards. dunno y. also experiencing cramps till now. yes. till now. hell, whats wrong w my stomach? i'd been running to the toilet quite frequently now too.. no.. not coz i drank too much water but to shit. yes, loose stools. god knows y.

oh well, am truly sorry and hope you'll friend me k? ^.^
*sending yet another hot cocoa over to xiaobai* yum yum.

chris' back, welcome home bitch.

mom told me about an incident which she saw yesterday @ the ICA. she was walking towards the building when she saw this mother and daughter. just made me blood boil after hearing it.

the mom was limping, badly. mayb some accident or whatever. daughter was walking IN FRONT of the mom and didnt - wait for her mom nor help her. not only that, she was IGNORING her mom as she was talking to her. my mother said, the daughter seemed to be ashame of her mother. ashame of what? obviously its her mother's handicapped.

ah, the story doesnt stop here. when they were in the room waiting for their turn. there happened to have 2 empty seats. daughter sat down, NEVER offer her mother a seat or ask her mother to sit beside her. the poor mother stood beside her. IMAGINE THAT!!

the mother, limping, had to catch up with her daughter and had to stand beside her. and the Q no was very long. mom told me her Q no was 1400+ and the Q no showing on the board was 1300+.

pity i wasnt there with dajie, otherwise i'll definitely make the daughter wish she'd have treat her mother better.

stupid girl, shouldnt she treat her mother better instead of shunning her? and to think her mother's making a passport for her. the daughter should be thankful for the food and lodging and whatever her mother's paying for her.

i really pity the mother ..

was and am so heartbroken now.

siti told me that my hamster was lying on his side, not running around as usual. panic hit me and felt guilty for not checking in on him for the past few days. was prepared to see him lying and not breathing anymore.

went to see him immediately and look for signs of him still being alive. saw it! thought he was sleeping and decided to poke him. *poke. no reaction (usually he'd jump up and bit whatever is poking him. coz everything to him including my fingers are food...). poke poke. still no reaction.* removed cage and tried to shift him. still no reaction and eyes were close. moved him onto my hand and was stil hoping that he's only playing with me. still no movement. no nothing. no jumping up and biting on my hand. resign to the fact that he's dying any time. spent the next 1hr with him and still praying that he'll jump up. he seems to be crying as his eyes were wet. he tried very hard to open his eyes too. when he managed to, he's still very weak, lying down.

he jumped on his feet suddenly. i was very surprised and dropped him onto his cage's tray. expecting him to run around looking for food. but no.. he's lying on the spot. picked him up and apologised for dropping him. (hey, sometimes they understand u ok. lik d other hamster) then again, he's there breathing.. lying.. i was talking to him, askin him to try and open his eyes. he seems to b tryin to and he did it. its lik.. he understood what i was saying.. before that, he was trying to clean his nose, lik he always do. but lack the energy to do so.

then i noticed his eyes getting bigger and he looked lik he's having a seizure or something lik a heart attack. i was STILL hoping that he'll jump up n run about again. sadly, once the seizure's gone, his heartbeat stopped too. i stared for a long time. hoping that his heart will beat again.. tot my eyes were playing tricks on me.

no.. he's juz there, lying. body stopped moving. couldnt help but to cry. didnt know its so painful to witness him, lying there till his time end. unable to describe that feeling in me.. but its so.. heartbreaking. wrapped him in tissue and buried him in the garden, below the christmas tree, with his friend/brother that's buried there too.. placed a tiny flower there..

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r.i.p my beloved hamster
date when he moved into my house: 23.06.2004
date when he left my house: 14.12.2005

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a rather old memory suddenly jolt from somewhere.

i used to know this friend, very good friend and someone whom i can act freely without feeling embarrassed nor uncomfortable. and we can talk about anything under the sun.

i met him in poly. he's quite tall and lanky, wore specs and had this ears that reminded me of mickey mouse. he talks alot and we more or less hit on very fast.

but i dont know why, we drifted off later. no idea and cant remember. mayb coz i'd know some new friends? or busy with school? no idea.

i have this very bad habit. i tend to drift off to the new friends side and after a period of time, i'll drift back to old friends. and after that, i'll drift here n there. and i'll stay alone for myself. no idea why. perhaps i wanna know more about d new friends? hence straying more over there?

life can be so funny sometimes..

when you and somebody had a huge fight and were ignoring each other. suddenly, that someone started treating you very good -indirectly-. you would wonder, whether to pity for him seeing that he's alone and all..

to hate a person is easy, but to keep that hatred constant is difficult. it makes you feel angry always.

watched chicken little with dear, pengpeng, dajie n jer @ plaza. haha, dajie and i were craving for the duck noodles at the food junction there.

went into the cinema for the show.. very unpleasant. WHY? coz of the parents who brought their stupid kids and couldnt control them, TALK loudly, KICK and RAN around. the dad just followed his son up n down the stairs. -.-"

couldnt stand KIDS! sigh, thats 1 of d reason why i hate watching children show.. perhaps GV should make a day for ALL PARENTS w/ KIDS so that they can make as much noise as they like and want but no one is gonna be pissed.

other than that, the show's aint very interesting, kinda lame instead but chicken little's cuteness made up for it i guess... =P

he's soo tiny and cute! esp when he's doing that dancing part in the starting..

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walked over to timbre to listen to nuris' performance. din go for some time, and her voice is still as good as ever despite she's having a sore throat and had a severe asthma attack the week before (so serious that she's gotta be admitted to the hosp). ^^ peng also commented that her singing's good.

sorry for the removal of certain posts. read an article on blogging and was thinking of some stuffs. realised that, though you wanted to put out your point of views in a harmless way, but it can be cause quite a stir once people 'bumped' onto your blog and read it.

causing problems like nation/racial/emotional conflicts. unwittingly, you'd started a mini 'war'. though you wanted to have a so-call free speech, but sometimes you gotta be concious of your surrounding. sensitive topics they are, you should keep to yourself or write it in your own personal diary for your own viewing only. if you are lazy to write, then type and save in your own pc instead of publishing it online. online = worldwide. anyone, anywhere, people might read your article.

hence, i'll only discuss my thoughts with my close ones or juz keep it to myself. ^.^

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was kinda pissed with someone. might not be posting it here for now until i 'buay tahan' n ramble my stuffs here. just hope that certain 'someone' will learn to b appreciative of people around him and learn to grow up. the world will be harsher on you once u are on your own.

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mom was telling me about my childhood days when she was reading on the article on the 2 girls who fell off the ride in Downtown East (is it?).

we were very young that time when mom brought us to World Trade Centre. we had planned on what to ride - 1st Spaceship ride, 2nd Viking and lastly, the type of ride where there's a screen inside for you to watch i think.

we enjoyed the first ride and hopped onto the viking. when its over, mom came over to us and was wondering why were our faces that pale... and we aint walking straight nor happily towards here. our legs turned to jelly... mom asked if we wanna continue our 3rd ride, we immediately said NO! we wanna go home. the viking ride was too scary as it swung up right and then swung left.. too much for us to handle.

i came to realise that, as i grow older, i'm more afraid of such rides.. coz u wun know when are you gonna get flung off. sorry >.< lol if i spoilt your mood on such rides.

have you ever wondered.......

1. if u r travelling in a double decker bus and going over the expressway where on your left is the 'forest' and was turning into a very dangerous bend (eg: the bend to BKE). bus lose control and toppled over the 'safety fence' (sorry dunno what's the correct word for that long stretch of metal fence). how will it be? what will you do in that kinda scenario?

2. travelling in the MRT (train) and suddenly the divider broke and you were standing on it. will you jump on to the carriage nearer to the driver's or the other one? again. what will you do?

3. taking one of the amusement park's rides - viking/roller coaster/the kinda seats that'll fly at a high speed and swings u around. what happen if the safety belt were tight enough? or you were too skinny and 'flew' out?

hahah.. sorry. i was too imaginative but sometimes my brain will just wandered to that section and made up these scenarios.

best scenario: if you suddenly faint in the train/shopping mall, a handsome guy came over and helped u... what will you do/feel?

^.^V

another scenario (for those who played games lik resident evil):-
u stepped into a shopping mall that looked kinda deserted n quiet. imagine what happen if those undead were there around u.

haha.. that reminded me of a dream i had once. its craps, so dun read it if u aint interested ok?

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sg was under atk by undeads. military personals were seeking citizens for volunteers. i was one of em - volunteers.

everyone who's not infected by the undeads and were alive of coz gathered together @ the HQ of MinDef where there's a huge generator generating power for a shield to cover that area to prevent undead from coming in.

we were instructed and briefed on our mission. everyone were divided into teams and armed with the SAR21 (is that the correct model?). some were snipers, others handled other weapons. (kinda like CS.. coz i was playing Half Life then..)

our eqs (equipments) were very cool. we wored those goggles, had the ear piece and wored.. either army's uniform or like the 'counter-terriosts' type. ah.. forgot again. it was some time back duh..

no ending to story coz i woke up at that point. but its very intense as we did kill n were ambushed by undeads.

oh oh, and there's a point where our generator malfunction and those guards gotta standby.

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wanna hear another crap dream? dunno i ever post it before. pls ignore again if u dun lik crappy story and scroll to the sentence b4 my posted time.

i invented this car (looks lik mercedes benz) where the inside was like i.robot's. its sound activated by the owner only and its interchangable - you dont have to reverse. just change your seats to the other side and the car will change the backseats for u. which means, if you hit a dead end, you just tell d car to change sides and you'll be facing the other side instantly with pedals, gears, etc ready for u.

well, the gov wants it and are chasing me for it. i have an assistant w me.. (^.^) to help me navigate our way through.

overall, car's voice activated, is bullet proof, runs fast, can go on land n water, and best, doesnt feed on petrol. it feeds on .. water? not sure.. and it conserve energy. meaning you dont have to refill it often and can run non-stop for... the whole day?

k, dream's again, very breath stopping coz i was constantly chased and gotta do stunts as they ambush me with their vehicles. lol car's going full speed too. =P

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2006's coming in .... 3 WEEKS 4 DAYS. time to make a list of your new year's resolution ya?

ah.. before i forget one thing...

CHRIS dear, you must be preparing for your exams now right?

i just wanna wish you GOOD LUCK for it. study hard ok? ^.^

cant wait for you to return to sg and also with good news about your results. ^^

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planning.. to go italy.. heh catch WCG 2006 there. mayb to meet up with a gaming friend there.. dunno team sg will organise a trip there for us to support em.. hope there'll be. ^^ more fun to go in a group..

こんばんわ～

well, had this rather frustrating incident on the way home. there's this mitsubishi car with a triangle plate in front of us. driving on the 3rd lane but going rather slow.. we caught up with him very fast and he .. being either an idiotic creep or some KS creepo who dun wanna give way, stick to the right lane and just die die wun move.

nevermind, thought we wun see him after exiting to eunos. saw his car beside. oh, he's a... late twenties to early thirties guy? no idea.. see him made me wanna do this sign V (those who know will know..). initially he was in front of us and he seems lik he cant make up his mind whether to shift to the right or stick to the current one. thus he was in between the 2 lanes.. -.-"

afterwards, he was 3/4 to the right lane, he suddenly returned to the original lane back. grrrRRR! later, we were gonna turn left from the split road, that creepo, just shift left without any signal. whats worse, start the left signal after shifting left or just shift left without warning? coz there's lik.. 2 lanes for u to either turn into the split road or juz head straight (kinda difficult to understand huh.. nevermind..). usually ppl will pick up speed once the road in front is clear... that's what happened to us.. idiotic creep. drive slow, hog the road, no signal, ugh.

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had a rather full meal.... -.-"

stomach's v bloated...

kena constipation...

heheh... nearly forget something..

melanie said.... she showed d pics we took @ christmas'04. her friend who's a HE, said I, yes, ME. HE said that I'M very cute. muawhhaahhahahah...

fine.. dun puke or spill your drink all over your keyboard..

*sulk in a corner..*

ah soon, dun go laugh laugh huh.. i know what you are thinking... u bian bian nan! wait i really get xxxxxx the pooh for you then you know! muawhahhahahah.. and change the pooh's head to ... ha!

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heard of this really nice and meaningful song.

sorry, was unable to find the mp3 coz istore doesnt have a store in sg.. >.<
if i get friends in usa to buy for me will cost double? anyway enjoy.. the lyrics. if u wanna catch the song, try tuning in to class95.

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When the children cry by White Lion

Little child, dry your crying eyes
How can I explain the fear you feel inside
'Cause you were born into this evil world
Where man is killing man and no one knows just why
What have we become, just look what we have done
All that we destroyed you must build again

When the children cry let them know we tried
'Cause when the children sing then the new world begins

Little child, you must show the way
To a better day for all the young
'Cause you were born for the world to see
That we all can live with love and peace
No more presidents and all the wars will end
One united world under God

When the children cry let them know we tried
'Cause when the children sing then the new world begins

What have we become, just look what we have done
All that we destroyed you must build again
No more presidents and all the wars will end
One united world under God

When the children cry let them know we tried
'Cause when the children fight let them know it ain't right
When the children pray let them know the way
'Cause when the children sing then the new world begins

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was very unlucky to have 'served' this client who's sooooooo demanding. just wun wanna change designs no matter what. -.-"
sick.. hope i'll quickly finish their stuffs.

their little kid was so unbearable. just cant stand/sit still. ugh.

i realised.. no, im definitely convinced that i cant, totally CANT stand kids. stupid kids. though they are cute (babies only) but they are brats when they get older.

eh heh.. im feeling so proud of the sg team~

GREAT JOB to all~ and also GOOD LUCK~!!

hope they'll bring in more gold.

though we cant really shine in sea games/olympics but then, they are trying harder than they should. so.. as long as they'd tried.. its worth some praise right? =P

dunno y im chasing after sg's news now. mayb due to the after effects of WCG. even start buying local gaming mags.. -.-"

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dont feel easy posting such a thing. hence the truncation of such stuffs..

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ah well, changing topic. Such topic required too much of my brain cells.. =P

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gonna do tarot reading for mom later. She’s a queen of such stuffs… -.-“
though its fun to have ur future read.. but.. ah nvm.

Anyway, there’s a good play coming to town by local performers. ^.^ seems kinda interesting. In fact, me and dajie are planning to go and catch it. *planning schedules to make sure it doesn’t clash*

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Performing: Oi! Sleeping Beauty
When: 30.11.05 – 23.12.05
Where: Drama Centre, National Library
Tickets: SISTIC

Summary: what if sleeping beauty was from a kampong in Temasek and had fallen asleep in 1905? Would she be shocked to wake up a century later in 2005, to find herself in a woodbridge hospital?

Casting the drama people including pam oei, selena tan, Karen tan and Christina sergeant.

source: TODAY, 30.11.05

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wanna join us? Drop me a msg ^^

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Been wanting to post this up. Read it on TODAY’s dated 22.11.05 as they were reporting on the execution case. (sorry, too lazy to go n look through the newspapers for his name). found this paragraph quite interesting and logical at the same time.

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If you choose to smuggle drugs through a country that punishes the crime with the death penalty and you don’t want to die, don’t smuggle drugs.

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edited .. again

watched Channel News Asia earlier.. i wanna say CONGRATULATIONS to the SINGAPORE WATER POLO TEAM!!! yeay!!!! Good Job lads! cheered for joy earlier once i saw the news. XD

kekeke... was browsing WCG's webby and saw this link for viewing of 2005's championships.. click and presto! saw d players real face of the 3 teams which won.. then....... saw this guy from Team_EG - Stevenson (remembered his nick in CS, along with others of coz). wahhh.. din expect him to look quite cute. lolx. ^^ anyway, enjoy.. =P

WCG Champions
3rd place: Team_EG, Mattew Stevenson (the cute one lol).

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Edited this post.. felt v uneasy after posting his pic.. lol. later wcg sue me.. 24.11.05
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bought 2 of SG game mags.. yes, its my first time buying local game mags.. lol. coz compared to UK or USA, its not that good. lesser game reviews, critics, etc.. anyway what spur me on was.. WCG lol. decided that in order to keep myself updated with local gaming news, i need to read from of coz, LOCAl game mags.. which sadly, only Playworks cover more of that. perhaps.. lol. anyway, really felt worse when i realised how much i'd missed out on the final day of WCG (yes.. its over lik.. 2days and im still harping on it.. coz... this event is something that'll happen once in a blue moon? hey, so far there's not much news on such gaming events.)

what i'd found out was there's cosplay on final day!! (can take pics... oh by the way, the pics i'd taken on WCG, its not very nice, decided to keep it for myself.) and hip hop competition. lol.. nvm. hopefully there'll be more of such event and not only WCG itself since their 2006 destination will be italy.

went to chris house last night.. found my game.. which is not in their box... found some unknown cds together with... d original ones.. what's missing from the box - LoD Expansion and Battlenet... yay. how to play with lilian. so.. conclusion..
CHRIS IS SOOOOO UNRELIABLE!!!! never take good care of my stuffs and left my cds ANYwhere, EVERYwhere!!! no hugs for u!

anyway chris' exams is drawing near.. So... STUDY hard ok? score good grades for your parents ah! or.. i'll tell em its a waste of $ to invest on u.. invest on me instead. ^^V

ah, forgot to add.. went to timbre on friday's night. there' sthis event (gotta check with dajie again). through invites only. went in, saw that the whole area was .. cleared.. no chairs, no tables. lol. gotta stand all the way. anyway, beer also cost more too. 1 bottle of heineken beer cost 12bucks. a bucket of it with 5 bottles cost 50bucks. lol, 10 dollars discount. food cost extra 2 bucks too.. sigh and quantity is less.. ugh. music was not bad but it got kind abored awhile later. no one dance on the dance floor which i guess was the reason y they cleared the space.. for people to dance. feel sad for the Djs. went off @ 0000hr...

woot!!!! managed to go to WCG 2005 today! lol, went with lilian. at first she's lazy to go out coz she reached home around 3pm and gotta go out at 5pm. =P then she soft heart, came out with me.

it was a rather exciting and intense tournament there. watched USA's Team3D VS Canada's Team_EG @ 1930hr. its lik an experience. a whole new one for me as i get to see such event and it's an international event where u see the professionals players. am disappointed that Singapore's Team_Titans didnt make it to the semi finals (lost 16:2 to Team_EG) and that i didnt get to see their exciting match ytd and today. (if i didnt get it wrong) must support home team right? ^^ bet it was a rather fun and exciting one when singaporeans cheered and supported Titans on when they were losing the first 3 rounds. its very heart warming. and was disappointed that i wouldn't get to see tomorrow's finals as i have something on.. sigh. seems like Kazakhstan's k23 is very strong. won all matches.

tmr's schedule will be Kazakhstan's k23 VS USA's Team3D @ 1330hr, Russia's Virtus_Pro VS Canada's Team_EG @ 1100hr. have a feeling that k23 will win Team3D and Team_EG will win Virtus_Pro. ha, we shall see if my prediction is correct. ^^

will try to catch the show on TV or internet if possible. hope Channel U's hosts will shutup. the 2 commentators for the match i'd caught - Team3D VS Team_EG are quite humurous. lol. interesting. pity.. next year it'll be held at another country... sigh. when will they come over again?

argh... heart pain!!!! today's the first day + opening ceremony of World Cyber Games held in Suntec, Singapore!!!! supposed to meet lilian go.. but i actually forgot about it!!!! damn damn damn!!!!!!

view for more info: WCG

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decided to name ah soon bian bian nan. coz he always will mention "da bian" in his conversation.. muawhahhahaa

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nearly had a minor case of heart attack.... everyone couldnt receive my email on a friend's pjt.. yea. get em to help me chk whther are they able to RECEIVE and OPEN to view its contents.. anyway, thank god... ah neo's able to open and view though its marked as read-only.

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heart's with.. WCG.... WCG.... WCG....

ah, am sooOOO sick of watching Channel U. WHY? because in every commercial breaks, "Super Host" (i think that's what its called) pops out everytime! bloody hell! if they dont get sick of it, IM SICK OF IT! geez, dont they have any other advertisement to put instead of that? even the newspapers and people who's watching channel u are comlaining of it! kao. no more channel U. very bought this taiwan drama which channel u is showing it too "Prince turn to frog" or whatever its called. ITS A CRAPPY DRAMA!!! what crap man, girl kept opening her eyes wide like she's staring, kept crying and crying. geez, dont they get sick of it? even JAP actresses doesnt make emselves cry till that extend. then that guy, "Jun Hao" i tink, is sooo expressionless and doesnt even change much even when he's the before amnesia or after, his facial expressions are still the same! (sorry fans of that crap show but its juz total crap!) only good thing about that show? ha, the 2 background guys made up for it. that 5566 guy and the other. other than that, we just FF it all the way to the end.

ah, such coincident! chris called me in the morning!! ^^ very nice morning. chatted alil and boy, i missed him sooo much. haiz.. and i called his mommy around 4plus. she picked up! ok, wasnt able to get to her before that. turns out she was outta town, in melb to play golf. sigh, chris mommy is a tai tai sia... anyway, chatted alil and its time to knock off!

*tempted to buy sting's cd* >.< so sad that i missed his concert this year.. wanted to buy but its SOLD OUT! damn damn damn!

oh yah, realised that... lilian's a very fast learner! sigh, v stress sia. lol, lucky she's patience enough to help me otherwise i think she'd have vomit blood by now.. lol.

speaking of which, last week, we spent the whole night taking screenshots, trying to make a LOVE STORY lol. she happened to use a male character, me, a female one. lol. hope it'll be nice. i'll be the script writer, she, animator. ^^ muz make use of what she'd learn mah.. hor, DMD student? =P

ha, having free italian lessons online~ hahah, giving free english lessons too.. =P

christmas coming~ preparing anything yet?

me.. headache.. trying to think of what to get for dear's family.. and also for chris.. argh. chris dear, does your mom n dad like chocolates? or cakes? or those aromatic candles?

for unknow reasons, i couldnt post anything for the past few days.. dunno y. it juz wun come out. grrrrr... anyway now that i CAN.... here's my previous post.

05.11.2005
bleh.. my 2nd posting liao... dunno why the first one didnt get "eaten".

so.. cut my story short.

on hari raya (03.11.05), woke up early. couldnt wake up on time. dajie, mei n i put on makeup to look pretty. took a cab down to jer's place to pick him up. headed straight to rabiah's place. dear's already @ the void deck waiting for us. chatted + ate lunch - longtong, chilli ayam (chicken), prawns, mutton, veggies, etc. the traditional malay fest. food ^^ THAT reminded me of the time i went to maz's place for dinner with amir and anwar when we went over to do project.

stayed till 1600hr and headed to dear's place first coz he wanna change clothes. dajie + ver went to our factory first as we were celebrating hari raya with our workers. ^^

this year's dinner was rather sumptuous. they prepared alot of food. >.< my lunch had yet to digest that time... cant really enjoy. after that was fruit. wow.. last year dont have. =P

ah.. dont really wanna go into details. this blogger's driving me crazy earlier. *edited template, gotta refresh page, size, etc till sian.*

after dinner, took pics. ^^ din take before too. this year seems kinda.. special. no idea why but i guess mayb the big project which we were rushing earlier kinda brought us closer together. everyone helping, working together, rushing together. haha.. our workers were more stressed up than us. they were lik, no enough time to finish this, that, how how? lolx. am very touched.

oh, dad sent us to raffles city where i was meeting dezmond (din meet up with him for a long time! since.. 2000?haha.. i still remember the time where he "disappeared" and suddenly i received a postcard from him. stamped in new mexico.... anyway am really glad to have meet up with him. he looked more mature + fresher now compared to last time. good good. higher chances of finding a girlfriend. XD

walked over to timbre where jer + gregory were waiting for us there.

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am really grateful for lil + ah soon's help yesterday. coz i was unable to get online to one of mom's links. (ministry of manpower) lucky he's able to print out the application form for me. as my worker's work permit is expiring on next week. >.<

dinner's on me ok? ^^

THANKS again!!

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was thinking of which song to put up till class95 began playing "Dont wanna miss a thing" by Aerosmith. kinda missed this song... so here it is. ^^

enjoy the pics below ^^


Hari Raya celebration @ our factory


me + dezmond (girls interested? heh.. sms me!!)

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hmmm, some things happened for the past few days. doubt i'll post it here lah. 1)dun wanna let people worry right? (if there's any lah) 2) no point putting and let ppl know.. its not a pretty sight anyway. lets juz say.. i nearly got punched? ha. anyway bought another new organiser.. ~.~ yesterday went for dental appointemtn with dajie and soon bian went over to takashimaya - kinokuniya. saw.... another spot with organisers and have more space to write one... gian, bought it. also bought a box of christmas cards~ ^^ sharing with dajie since i wun b mailing out all 30 of em. >.< hope this time my mail wun get bounced back from usa...

called up Singnet Broadband (Biz) & Starhub's too. discovered something...

Singnet's bB's pricing is a BIG diff fr Biz n Residential... Biz for 256 (note) is 160.. residential is what, 50bucks only... kao..

anyway... that's not the main thing. was totally pissed off by starhub's customer service.. so diff to get through their hotline and the electronic voice that said "press 1 for xxx, press 2 for xxx" then end up almost all asked you to go check out their website at xxx. -.-" might as well hack away their customer service hotline? duh.. nearly give up calling then finally got one.. but dunno what number was that.. d fella asked me to call another toll free hotline (who cares if muz pay or free ah.. tot all 4 digits free except for those 100 or 1900 xxx thing?). also not very helpful and worse.. they dont cover our area @ aljunied.. yay.. wth. so thumbs up for singnet. d electronic voice is more direct, least ALL will lead u to a CSO if u cant find what u r looking for instead of asking u to check out their webby (wonders what happen if i dont have isp?) and friendler.

ah.. another COMPLAIN.. lol. *complain queen << i loves complaining ^^*

went for breakfast @ siglap MacDonalds.. the lady serving me *fawn, wht name is that?! lucky she din call herself cola or whatever*
she DIDNT:
- smile
- greet as what the others always do
- most importantly.. din inform me that i gotta wait for my pancakes. -.-" if i din see my mei went back to her seat (she wasnt informed too) + see that in-tray (where burgers, etc were waitg in line to b taken), i would have stand there lik a fool....
- brought pancakes over.. never say "Enjoy your meal". early in d morning make ppl bad mood liao. worse.. the manager same pattern.
- manager + staffs (counter n cooks) all talking and laughing loudly lik a bunch of fools..
- manager not respected by staffs coz d staffs said sth n d manager scold them "Siao" (crazy), the staffs counter bacl with the same. so no face...

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project's finally over but still have lotsa pending works.. lucky our clients are very patient. least still have work to do after this major project. now gonna plan something else to bring in MORE money. ^^

went for dinner @ blooies on last saturday with dear, peng, dajie, jer and mei. not very nice compared to timbre's. least.. timbre's fries are more in quantity, no extra charge on sauce and their sauce is very nice!! burger sux, pasta sux too.. next time go blooies drink only.

ah... initially dont intend to drink coz need to work the next day (Sunday, overtime) yet.. end up drinking. nearly cant wake up the next morning... ~.~

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Wishing ALL my Muslim friends a SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

sorry if i spelt selamat wrongly. >.<

ah.. got this fella who added me in msn.. think is a girl bah. at first thought she was a player fr an old game.. but she used this singlish "gong gong ani how ...." ley. so muz b fr sg. wanted to ask her but she offline liaoz. -.-

weird.. lately been getting some requests fr ppl whom either i dunno or dont remember talking to them.. or did i? hence.. rejected em all.. scare virus mah.. haven do backups on my pc yet.

yay! juz did some settings to my pc thx to master lil (her friends called her official hacker le.. LOLx!). now i can type jp / eng le. didnt know chee chung learnt some on his own. so clever. can share half of your brain with me?

glad to hear that zoey's fine there. *phew*

no nd shy la girl. wah! which pri school? hmmm, sounds interesting thou.

stupid chris... OL never msg me... *kicks his butt*

thought i'll give some lessons on Singlish (kinda lik our Singapore Slang bah?) to friends who's outta this country.

as u can see, sometimes i'll use shortcuts otherwise known as BAD eng (this reminded me of chris daddy... my mom once scolded us for the many slangs... that reminded me of chris daddy again..) or broken eng or added "extra sounds that carries no meaning" lik LAH, LEH, LOH, LOR, etc.. dun pay any heed to it. juz sounds nice. ^^ oh, and words that doesnt even appear in dictionary.. also makeup by me coz i feel lik it.

hahahahhaha.. cant wait for next monday. coz that's our completion date + approaching PUBLIC HOLIDAYS! (deepavali + hari raya).

ooo, cant wait for this weekend.. coz lil + friends will b online! they funny sia. LOLx, all cows.. lol. =P

.. wait.. that makes me sound v old.. noooOO..

ah! juz changed d mp3 ^^ hope u'll like it.

no pics for the time being though.. coz no time to sit down and edit.

ah! missed me? =P

ok, this mth really sux.

- been working overtime for.. 3weeks! (including this week). not only that, i'd to return to work on sat/sun! sux! totally sux. anyway hopefully my nightmare will end this week.

- missed the october fest held @ far east square (if i didnt remember wrongly.)

- mised TWO of my japenese lessons (no frikking makeup classes wher lil n i heard that fella said there is!)

- missed my yoga class too

- cant update blogs for u guys

- argh.. cant sleep till late on sunday!!


BUT!! looking @ the message in my tagboard really really brighten up my night. (gonna have a good night slp together with sweet dreams). saw zoey's message!!! ahhh! *HUGGIES* cant stay up too late as im already very exhausted. get to go off early today, hence the chance to update alil something for my loyal "fans" to read. ah.. all craps but we love it! =P

oh, and belinda's too! hey! didnt know u still keep my webbie! btw, how ya doin babe?

oh oh oh! zoey sis, pls keep me update on your side ok? juz saw the news.. hurricane hits mexico.. (wrote wrongly in my mail - miami -.-") and possibly florida.

and chris dear, SO SORRY about last night as i was doing some important quest there. SORRY!! see ya online on wednesday night (most prolly wun be online tmr) ok? will b online earliest midnight (your time) coz i fin work @ 7pm (yes.. stupid OT), reached home shower, eat dinner, blah blah. pending stuffs to settle: most importantly: renewal of passport which is expiring in 6 months time! >.<

*HUGZ* for u k? dun be angry. show me the thing on wed ^^ i wanna see d CUTE GUY!! oh.. i'd yet to call ur mom.. v embarrassed.. coz the vcr's left with your mom for a really long time.......

okies. gotta go. ~.~ am very tired.

GOOD NIGHT/MORNING EVERYONE!! *HUGZ*


ps: chris, i missed u k. XD think of me.

ah.. forgot what i wanna put here..

anyway.... went for so-called supper (-.-" alson n ah soon both see that we r meeting at 10pm, so tot its dinner... both complaining of hunger. lik i torturing them nia...) @ changi village with dajie, jer, vernice, ah soon n alson. ate and jer came fr his workplace. wah, see him eat d meepok soup lik very nice.. u can get alot for $4. seems alot to me of coz!

they said its quite nice.. gonna try another time. after that, we were discussing on wher to go. ah soon suggested d "Bark xxx" forgot the word behind.. went there to drink.. fruit punch.. heh. crap, chat, etc and then.. the waiters informed us that they are closing in 10mins time. its not even 0030hr. ah soon v unreliable.. said that they close at 0100hr.. soon, we were chased out by them b4 0100hr. for me, i find d place ok but dajie dont really lik the place + thou they r selling erdinger @ 12bucks but its not as smooth as d one at timbre. timbre bring over d bottle and pour drink in fr there but not @ d place we went to. BUT plus point, toilet is VERY clean + more cubicles. better than timbre nia. anyway, we'll try other place once alson's recourse is over. ^^

oh~ took some pics. enjoy~ ^^


alson, me and ah soon


again.. coz they said my head looks kinda small. now its bigger.. but still.. it look more lik from BIG head to SMALL head (starting fr the right lol)


me + vernice ^^

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time flies. its lik.. 7 weeks to chris arrival? ^^ cant wait. chris, im BOOKING you first~! oh.. need to call ur mom.. T_T din know she has such good memory...

and.. was talking to dajie.. then we were counting the years im with dear.. so fast. next yr apr is our 2nd yr liaoz. kinda surprised since non of my relationship last for more than 1.5yrs? ^^

okiez.. my IE got something wrong.. mayb tio invaded by some of my admirers (ha! thick skin, i know =P ) or some viruses that r attracted to me. ey.. take note. my entries may have LOTS of vocab/grammar/spelling errors... but.. I DONT CARE ok. coz as long as people understand can liaoz. =P

now whenever i wanna post something... it juz wun go to the next page for me to republish my post!! so damn ley chey.. -.-"

lately.. getting tired of smsing.. ok.. not tired. fingers tired. dunno y. its lik suddenly friends all sms me at this certain period. then after that peak period is over.. hp quiet like hell.. so quiet that i'll even considering txting this girl (who's a damn damn vixen! lolx. did i forget to tell u that i love badmouthing people? haha.. now u'd learnt something NEW about me ^.< )

before i forget.. chris was telling about this cute guy ( oh oh..!! i saw his roomie! he's a head taller than chris.. O M G!! chris was lik.. tall enough n he's taller.. -.-" lucky i aint there b4 he moved out.. ha. reason y he moved out? he cant stand chris crapping + flirting with males..).. back to story. this cute guy who happened to be his erm, close friend? and is a mixed, 22yr old (LADIES .. take note) and... lives in BUKIT TIMAH area.. he's rich, good looking and has a bright future. so.. anyone who wanna know MORE about him.... DONT MSG ME!! im keeping him.. k. CHRIS is keeping him.. k.. im crapping. lolx.

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oh oh.. had actually forwarded this particular message some nights back .. or was it monday night? wait. its tues today right? (DAMNNIT!! i used d hair mask.. -.-" )

k, sunday night it is i think. wher it says xxxx. those who'd received it knows wht im talking about. was really surprised to see some (who din scroll DOWN to read the whole txt...) actually offered to help so readily. i mean.. not d offense side lah but its lik.. wow! esp those who's not even that close to me offered without a qualm. wah.. suddenly felt very lucky... heh.. thank u guys.. m(-.-)m

juz a thought...

sometimes when you thought you know that someone well enough but when they said or did something unexpectedly, you'll think that they'd changed. cause its not lik them to say / do that. or their behaviour towards you changed.

wher the fact is.. its juz a part of their 'behind' behaviour. you'll notice it when u know them longer. it might not surfaced in 2 ~ 3 years time (sometimes it'll show within 1yr) but perhaps.. 6 ~ 7 years later. it may not appear under normal circumstances.. unless the env makes them perform that behaviour. well, that's when u really learnt something about / from them.

you may wonder.. why some people, though are constantly complaining about their particular friend's character/attitude and yet, still hang out with them or even are best buds with them. well... mayb its coz.. they are friends? close friends that they'll overlook that 'undesirable' behaviour as its only part of their shortcoming?

geez... xiaobai juz sent me a drawing that he'd juz completed.

on norm glance.. its juz lik any other drawing u'll see on animes.. but on a closer look + d sentences attached to it.. d char in d drawing seems... in very pain? k, i cant find any words to describe it. but its really in tally with the description in d drawing.. meaningful i'll say yet heartbreaking too? i seriously cant think of any words.. but its very nicely drawn. with emotions with it.

woot~! back from my show @ marina square. ok.. there is no way, NO WAY that im goin back to MS~!!!!! its damn frikking crowded (well, as towns always are. can b forgiven) and its bloody CONFUSING!!!! cant go through here n there and there's no decent directory nor are there any through route to get from point A to b! so frustrating!

anyway, watched "The Corpse Bride". while some of u guys who have had caught it and find it boring. BUT do take note, this movie isnt like your normal CG (Computer Graphics) movies lik Final Fantasy, AppleSeed or etc.. its made from puppets. yes.. their set/studio is the small lil sets. everything is made to size for the lil puppets and painstakingly recorded. so its thumbs up for their efforts. storyline isnt too bad though its kinda short - 75mins only. well, u may find them kinda stiff but its due to - puppets instead of CG. girls may sniff a tear or two on certain parts. i love the music sung by them. very cute and its lik a mixture of the puppets cum broadway~. telling stories throu musics. nice. so... overall: thumbs up and worth your 9.50 bucks. (no spoilers ^^)

received a msg fr ah soon. (really a surprise man.. coz he lik MIA lidat..) so touched nia. thanks alot for your encouraging words. ^^ dont worry. my depressing period is over. ^^ thanks for smsing!! miss u man!

okiez. gotta go catch my show~ >>>> Corpse Bride <<<<

haiz... shouldnt have go down simlim last wed... had 50++ bucks with me initially... by the time i returned home. im left with less than ... 20bucks?

bought ethernet card for my new modem, extension cable for office use (lucky can claim that $$ back) and 100pcs bank cds. u should know d price for all bah. forgot to check current price for 512 ram and p4 3.6 (?) or 3.8? dunno to change cover too not. so bloody dusty inside.. ah. mayb upgrade next year. hahah.. after i finish paying for my jp course.

ah well. saw my previous post. kao.. so damn frikking depressing girl. *kicks her away* dunno what came over me. remembered ric saying that im d sunshine girl. wait till he read my post... wonder what will he think nia..

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supposed to go for d october fest last night @ paulaners. dajie said its v packed to d extend that ppl will stand n drink outside. omg!!

ended up @ timbre and d same rugged guy was singing again. quite alot of ppl considering the last time we went werent that packed. lucky for us, we managed to get a table to fit all 6 of us. sad.. thought i'll get to see how its like.. *sigh*

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oooOOO!!! saw sensei's wife!! (d temp jp sensei coz our original sensei was busy at d moment) wah she looked very young n pretty sia! hair cute to d typical jp look and towing a baby pram in front. v cute baby~ XD

ah well, thought im in a better mood right now.. but thought i'll juz post this in. typed em during noon. yet to install modem in office pc. so no internet for d time being. sad.

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y do i have to keep pleasing ppl? y is it that it has to go this way? ppl love u if u please em, they hate u if u dont. f**k. wtf. im living for myself, not for others. y shld i live for others?

y ppl always say its your friendship that they wan, doesnt matter if u r attached or not. yet, once they know d news, they'll avoid u lik plague. that's total bullshit. if ur main intention isnt what u'd made it out to be, pls.. DELETE my number right now. hate pretentious people.

they can act oh so friendly in front and yet, what they want are juz info of that person who happened to b close to u.

in MY opinion. guys aint trustworthy. right. u may say u r d faithful type, etc. but will dare to say the same 10 ~ 20yrs down d road? will u still b able to look up all proud n repeat it? ha. dont say it too soon my dear. u cant tell ur fortune.

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was in a rather foul mood. or rather depressing mood. d music on d radio doesnt help. realised tht i miss chris more than xpected. txt him.

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wanna say a big THANK YOU to alson. for keeping me company throughout d day by txting me thou he's bloody bz w his ever fickle minded supervisors + vex over it. n yet still listen to my all nonsense crappy complains. it really helped made my day. felt really better than. my treat on our upcoming supper~ still planning..

oh n THANKS for treating me d way u used to, whether m i attached or not. THANKS!!

wanna know what m i feeling now?

i wanna have a taste of.. a complete freedom.

to go and study, without giving a hoot.

start my life all over. thou i cant delete n recreate myself.

taste life abroad.

go to japan n interact with them.

the thing i wan most outta my life is.. to drop everything here and go overseas without any worries. yea. should i have the chance to study @ aust.

f**k. d world is dying.

sigh.. dunno y. in a pissy mood now. mayb coz of quidam's music playin in d background brought some memories / emotions back to me? ha. dont see me so playful, but i dont show out my emos hor. so far.. i dont think my buddies have yet to see me cry. did u? no right?

anyway had a big bloody fight with xxx (u shld know if i'd told u) yesterday. really big! nearly tio stroke. aint kidding. i was trembling not with fear but with anger, heart pumping tight n hard n it took me a moment to cool down. really damn frikking angry with that f**ker. muz say, thats d first time i ever felt anger that way. angry till i wanna cry when i think of some stuffs. but nah, unable to cry. ha.

anyway... my mp3 cant play?????? lemme know k? coz my dap is able to find file. if it cant means cant. if it can means can.

argh.. listen more of quidam's music made me ever more wanna cry. f**k.

gonna b in a pissy mood, even more when i see that f**ker. kao. f**k.

ah.. its 0155hr.. been uploading + updating of pics taken today @ quidam since.. 2230hr? sigh, wanted to do more, use flash instead of a simple album but am too tired to do so.

Quidam - man.. its a new + refreshing experience for me as it's the first time i have ever been to such event. k.. to cirque du soleil event as with their last performance here, i was juz a poor student. jer told us that saltibmango was much bigger + there's something specially built there for the performers to "disappear".

k, the stuffs there aint cheap. halim told me that d mineral water costs 5 bucks, jer said he'd rather use that $ to buy a beer. masks, depending on the design, costing fr $30++ ~ $600++. (dont remember now. memory's failing as its 0200hr!)clothes r nice but had yet to receive paycheck + spent on d OST ($35) + d book ($20) + magnet ($9). do the maths. oh, wait. and 2 keychains ($12 each).

went up to the Grand Chapiteau to door 4. sat down and ... k, no spoilers. well, was busy trying to absorb myself with the interior (hey, it may look plain but its juz.. u wun find it in esplanade lor!), their own band / singer, lightings (men manning it), the way they make the music go with each performance, how the choreographer made it looked so awesome? nah, not good enough.. fab? hmm.. no words for it.. its juz totally WOW! i love all the performances man! esp skipping ropes, the chinese "yo-yo", etc etc... wish i'd bought the VIP tix instead + bought 2days instead of 1. its juz too much for me to totally absorb everything in 3hours+. gonna dream about it tonight. (well, enjoy 1 of the soundtrack ^^)

sigh.. quidam.. quidam.. quidam... lolx, k. stop it.

oh! met up with halim!! lolx. he really changed man! more matured looking + frameless specs looks better on his now "tanner" body. more muscular but pls, dont stop working out. or they'll bcum fats.. ugh. ohhhh! saw his gf Yasmine~! lolx, mayb always bumped onto em at night, so cant really see her face clearly. couldnt recognise her when she came over. wah! she looked prettier than d last time i saw her man! wee-e-wee!

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head over to pizza hut @ suntec for peng's bday celebration. ate till damn full man.

k.. juz realised that guys' pickup lines for me is "hey, do u play games?" will suffice. lolx. why? coz when i was in dear's aunt's car, melanie asked whether did i buy sth fr kino as i was holdin on d plastic bag. i said yea. gaming mag. showed it to her and chatted alil abt games...

THAT reminded me of sth else too! there's this accident right at my main road, SPC there. motorcycle lying on d road (triangle plate), owner which i believed was on d stretcher and there's this car that's juz by the spc's exit. no idea what happened but a word to all motorcyclist: DO TAKE EXTRA CARE WHEN RIDING, ESPECIALLY ON WET GROUNDS AS ITS SLIPPERY!!

and to driver: DONT BE SUCH A KS! GIVE WAY + GIVE SIGNAL BEFORE CHANGING LANE OR MOVING OUT! DUH.. always see such drivers juz turn without giving a f**k.

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heh, juz learnt sth new abt cars fr RX! hopefully i wun land in d police station juz for trying to peep at my neighbour's car (subaru, dunno is TS, WRX or WRX STI (or fake WRX STI). open car bonnet? hmmm.. peep at d car's wheels? hmm... lik peeping tom nia.. but its on a car.. -.-"

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argh.. every1's tellg me that they'd watch AC! gonna change my msn name le.. grrrr... >.>

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ne chris babe.. d pics u'd sent me.. which i believe 1 is your aussie rommie are kinda SMALL + 'in'visible... kindly use your SONY camera instead to take pics? =P

A thought of you whispered through my mind
I went to look for memories of you,
of the letters that we wrote
As i read through each letter,
i noticed that our friendship is as dried up as the rubber band which once binded the letters together
It broke..

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We sometimes go through each day
not realising the friends that we used to have fun and laughter with
How did we forget them?
Why did we forget them?
Most of the time, we have no answer

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We travelled upon a parallel line of fate
But as time goes by, it got a little crooked
Since then, we each went on our ways
Our last memory from where we left

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23.09.05 on top was juz some poems that my long time pen pal (yea~ since 1998 man.) wanna share it with you guys esp with my friends. hope that our friendship wouldnt dry up. after reading it and chatting alil, we had decided to renew our friendship as we stopped corresponding since 2002? well, due to change in env, he's busy with work and marriage after ord-ing.

ah! today sensei (gan san) couldn't make it so he get a part time japanese sensei to take over him. kinda fun and time practically flew~! lol, lil n i agreed that his lesson was much more interesting. not bad coz he tested us on things outside of the text book.

sigh.. chris called me regarding something.. after that... it all made me really really feel v down. why? coz... nah.. dun wanna say it. it juz makes u feel useless when u cant help or give words of advice to someone close to you..

life is so strange at times. its like a part of a show yet things wun go the way you want it to be.

24.09.05 went to makan at seoul garden with dear, dajie, jer n mei @ tampines. din really wanna dine there but well, dajie xchange her perk points for a seoul garden voucher costing $25. ya.. cant really change much for something useful. d last time she changed her points for was a night's stay at pan pacific hotel with us all. kinda fun. ^^ i love hotel stays, local or overseas.

after that, we walked around. bought a cute notepad from cards n such. it says "a note from anna". quite unique. hmmm then dear n i went to meet his family + relatives @ changi airport as his brother + his 2 cousins returned from taiwan. seems like they "chi de hao, zhu de hao". -.-" forgot to get my camera back again.. argh. i missed my camera!! >.< already missing it for.. 1month? omg.. gonna hug it to sleep everynight.

^^ dajie, mei, peng n i (k, darling + jer too) were and ARE very excited coz we'll b watching Quidam in 12hrs time!!!!! shall let u peps know how's it as everyone who'd watched it said that its very nice!

okiez.. chance upon this many Qs while i was on the topic of Scotland coz was chattg with chee chung earlier.

1. is scotland using euros or pounds? -Scotland's currency is Pound sterling (£)
2. whats the difference between Great Britain, United Kingdom and Europe? anyone care to explain?
3. y is ireland part of the European Union Members but not scotland?
4. what is Great Britain n UK exactly?

oh, for those who wanna know which countries are using euros. there's the list:-

The euro (€; ISO 4217 code EUR) is the currency of twelve European Union member states: Austria, Belgium, Finland, France, Germany, Greece, Ireland, Italy, Luxembourg, the Netherlands, Portugal, and Spain

a friend is currently reading the article i found about UK to explain it to me. ^^

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Is scotland under a different ruler? or under the same ruler as London's?
***Edited*** Q.1

juz heard the alarm (dunno what do u call that) n radio broadcasting the announcement.

although i do know that its juz a "fake" alert yet it still leaves a "war's coming" effect on me. lol dunno y.. mayb coz of d alert?

whenever i hear d alert, i'll b thinking:
"what to do?" "wher can i hide?" "when will it happen?" "when/wher will the bomb drop?" "what will i do when it happens?" etc.. many many thoughts will run through. then i'll b thinkin wher/what/how will my family be? if it really happen, i'll b grabbin my sis n my hp n run to d nearest shelter.. which i dunno wher it is.

lol, when i reach d shelter, will i b greeted with a sight of many ppl tryin to squeeze themselves in lik d MRT train scenario? or there's no available space n i gotta go to another shelter? will army/cd personnel be dispatched immed? will i reach there n c them already standby there or i'll b there b4 em?

v bo liao hor? waste my brain cells thinkg such things.. but cant help it. lol.

d radio then broadcast another 2 alerts: warning (i think) n all clear. warning made me imagine (again) how's d feeling's lik during wwII? the scene, d env, etc.. then it totally made my skin went cold. i mean.. u wun know when will another war happen right? will u know what to do? juz lik wwII, bombs dropped when u aint prepared. kinda made me feel scared. coz u dunno when r u gonna die.. and.. how r u gonna die.

and who's willing to help n defend d nation? will they pack their bags n run for their lives? or stay n fight?

heh, juz tried this test. ^^ go try it k? - if u haven done it yet.. coz i wun b emailing it out.

The Shower Test

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Mine's:-

D. Hair:
Artistic type. Daydreaming is your hobby, but you can achieve what
most other people cannot. Dedication is lacking, but you will work
tirelessly towards goals which are to your liking. Money is not
important. Friends are but only intellectuals and fellow artistic
types. Make the best sex partners as you are most willing to explore
and please ther other partner. Talent is your main strength. Your best
partner in life will be those who chose A (Chest) and E (Privates).

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btw, am gonna test putting a poll here.. u'll see it once its up. XD

okiez.. updates on what happened yesterday.

mom was looking at the outgoing call list in d office and note down all the repeated numbers that our helper'd made. she got v angry as she looked throu + think of the things that she did + didn't do. so, she told my dad that she's gonna send the helper back to the agent. dajie + mom took cab back home, got our helper, went to agent's place. mom list down all the things and the agent scolded the helper. then she asked the helper about using the phone to call others without permission. (mom actually asked the helper in the morning on what the numbers are for in her diary (sort lik those AIA organiser). helper said that its for topping up her card.

agent asked helper, helper kept saying she dunno. -.-" here's how it goes.

agent: who's numbers that r in your diary?
helper: i dunno / its for top up card.
agent: dun lie to me. did you use the phone to call other people without permission?
helper: no.
agent: i give u one chance. u better tell me the truth. u go tick all the numbers that u know on the list.
helper: (ticked some)
agent: then what about this number (pointed at the specific no)
helper: i dunno
agent: (flips open the diary + saw the same number written there!) huh? u say u dunno? then y the number in your diary?
helper: i dunno

-.-"
agent scolded her, etc. feedback fr dajie: helper's facial never change at all (as most will cry, talk back or what). she din lor. dajie's conclusion: helper's v thick skin! and to think she was caught red handed n still wanna deny. omg.. there's alot more but i'd forgotten.

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List of what my helper did / din do:

on her calls:-
1. we found out that she did once went downstairs in the middle of the night to make a call to the bangla worker @ 0030hr.

2. made plenty of calls fr 5am onwards till 7am (coz dad always wake up by 730am.) then continue her calls after we leave for work (930am onwards).

on her food:-
she spent so much time chattin on the phone with bangla (oh, i made the calls to find out who owns d numbers. heh.. i pretend im fr a recruitment agency. btw, found out this: bangla + indon helpers v stupid. ask them for name, country, work place. they'll all give u. BUT philippino helpers r very smart! they'll ans u curtly. saying "i think u got the wrong number." n u cant get any info fr them. unless they r nooBs). back to story.. ... that when its 5pm - 530pm, she'll anyhow whips up some dishes esp d soup. soup needs 3-4hrs of brewing.. she.. haiz. we all complaint abt it n dad v pissed off that he din go marketing for 1 week. helper asked mom y no go market. mom said coz her food sux.

cleaning of house:-

1. she can bring in + put all the clothes in a basket n leave it in my mei's room for a week before packing them into our wardrobes. -.-" dad once ticked her off n she still "si xing bu gai" (leopards cant change its spots?)

2. only vacuum + mop wher its visible. i saw her clean once, told her to remove all the stuffs and clean the dark corners / beneath tables/sofas. (juz found out.. she din clean 1 particular room at all.. walked in, found it very dusty.. kao)

overall: she sux badly.

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but.. i get to have a taste on mom's cooking. XD
din eat her cooking for dunno how long. went to the market with dad, mom + mei. fun sia w/o d helper. but.. tiring coz gotta wake up early.

realised that if im to do housework (last night did alil. fun man!), i cant do on a regular basis. unless im cleaning only once - twice a week, im ok with it.. plus.. no stairs in d house please.. n as lil furnitures as possible. hehe.. ez cleaning. fingers kinda painful now coz been washing plates, etc last night + today helped mom to do d marketg (vege muz wrap then put in fridge). fingers abit rotten nia. v dry. we (dajie, mei n me) have sensitive skin.. so if hand is in contact with detergent (washg plates or clothes) will get v dry. dajie worse. will rot. (not that kinda rot lah.. skin peelg off, etc)

hopefully by monday there'll b at least a temp helper. mom's gonna be a temp housewife till a new helper is here. XD more of mommy's cooking!!

09.09.05 was very very tired after a night of yoga the day before + did some yoga with dajie in the office. (those standing ones only since we dont have any mats..) was really looking forward to the JP basic lesson. 1st lesson, YAY!!! dont have that irritating guy~ ok.. sensei's picking on me and anne coz we are the weaker ones... very nervous + cant read fast enough + cant hear fast enough. really! if u speak simple jp (apart from those konnichiwa, etc), i will give u a blank look lor..

went to city hall's starbucks to meet dajie, jer n ... AH NEO!! heh.. decided on a place to go.. initially thought of going chijmes, but drinks aint cheap there, neither is Jazz too.. so ended up at timbre~ not bad. got this guy + his guitarist there singing. his voice is not bad + dajie n i agree that he looked rugged (k, dajie pointed that out while i was mentioning about his mini 'beard'.) with that mini "beard".

chatted + drank.. heh, drank fruit punch! k, shared alil of dajie's beer. ate d fries + drumsticks. quite nice. gonna bring liner + dear + chris to eat there + listen to jer's friend who's a regular performer there. ^^ you dont have to drink alcohol juz to be there~ but bad thing... they dont serve iced water.. sheesh! muz buy their evian or perrier. kao..

stayed there till 2am. man, i was already half dead... waitg for jer to go off as he met his friends there. sigh, as usual. he seems to have friends all over nia.. walk on the streets then suddenly there'll be "Hey, jer!" or vice versa.

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muawhahahhah... 2days to annkia + ys return. heh.. cant wait man!

managed to contact sharon chan~ to think time flies man.. she'd grad fr uni n d last time i met up with her was my 21st bday! and its a short one, as she hopped out of the cab, passed me a bouquet of flowers + a card, hugs n hopped back into cab.. ~.~

next person i wanna keep in contact with DEZMOND! he mailed me a postcard saying he's in russia (i tink) for training for 2yrs! think by now he should be back.. =
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today ah.. stayed in office study jp till very pek chek ah! tongue kept twisting. lucky lil encourage me man.

mom damn dulan with the maid. update tmr lah. tired + lazy + mom's telling me today's incident with maid + agent.

today's soup sux.. there's a mixture of salted-vege, carrot, red dates, d small red thingy, corn n some other herbs. shall see what's mom's comments when she return.

was reminded of a rather disgusting act by this guy. was on my way home last .. monday. there's this couple who sat in front of me. d guy picked his nose and usually ppl would juz flick it off or what right? NO! this guy, he actually hold up infront to admire his work (his gf was right beside him but din say anything..) before trying to dispose it. then dig for more "gold". ugh.. its so disgusting! ok.. least he din try to rub it on the handrail/window/back of d chair or d seat itself!

XD ah neo's mayb joining us for yoga tmr!! she's coming to see how's our class held. din see her for weeks! missed her man! oh then after shall be my JP class! cant wait man!!

heh.. and also countg down to the days wher chris' returning (THREE months to go~) + yong siang + annkia fr taiwan. k.. look forward to YS.. coz m v excited to know how did his training go! he'll be returning next monday i think. sigh.. today's a rather boring day at work.. coz had managed to finish all my work yesterday.. today v v v free till im counting down the time to knock off man!

ah ha! in order to "commemorate" with the upcoming ff 7 advent children movie, i decided to post this pic up + 1 of the theme from AC. wanted to put their main theme but file is too big, hence...

pic dont really go with the mp3 but i love this pic.. so here it goes~

oh, last friday was my last JP pronunciation class. this friday starting my Basic with lilian ^^b

and good news.. the thai girl - Anne (if i din remember wrongly) also taking on basic with me. XD

so.. next fri onwards, dajie no need accompany me for dinner. heh..

okiez.. gotta go~

take care all n mooncake fest is coming~ time to hang some lanterns. ooohh.. counting down to QUIDAM~ lcuky bought d tix early.. its already 1/2 full for the whole mth!! imagine that!~

juz been to ffvii - advent children (jp) web. seems like they changed alil of the template. to d index page, there's this background music + countdown timer. kinda makes d visitor feel the story within it. hopefully the content of the movie will not be disappointing as i heard that its only a 90min movie.. unless they decided to lengthen it or add some sound tracks - heard some and its not bad. do hope that the aftermath to ffvii will be.. good. very good. otherwise it'll defeat the purpose of producing advent children. lol, AC seems kinda gloomy upon viewing the trailers. but it should be.. coz nothing is happy after the earth's nearly gone ya? k, cut d crap + go catch the official trailer to find out more. if im not wrong, there's gonna b 2 versions of it. eng / jp.

ffxi came out with their own album too. tracks fr the game, plus addition tracks sung by someone if im not mistaken. heard d preview, its quite nice. but doubt sg will import such tracks. so if u wan, u gotta order online. waiting for the final compilation of their album n mayb.. if its worth, i'll consider buying. ^^

k, gotta go. d music fr advent children is making me moody.

scary incident: was on the way home one night fr dear's place. cabbie started askg me this Q in mandarin: wei ser mo zhe mo chi chai hui jia? (y so late then go home?) my mind was going ??????. huh? y he asking me this Q? then i said huh? he repeated it and .. forgot wht did he say. i was lik.. i go home late or early.. your biz meh? plus its only 12+ lor.. not 5 - 6am wor. i juz smile and mumble something.

after his that Q, my mind was running many possibilities. - what if he's like the cabbie in d 'Bone Collector'? (channel 5 juz aired that show somemore..) - what if he's lidat.. wht do i do? (glancing at the cab's window and wondering the chances of surviving a jump fr d cab. - what if he suddenly drove off course? to some ulu places how?

of coz v scare lah! skalli he's a psycho i mati! anyway, lucky he delivered me home safety. but abit uneasy to let him know wher i stay.. coz cab lingered outside till im in my house then he drove off.. mayb i think too much lah. gemini mah.. ^^ rena said that im a dreamy person. i totally agree. oh, plus very imaginative too.

3months to chris return~ ^^ starting countdown timer le.

XD
omg!! chris!!!! heh *hugz* yea.. time flies. but it still felt lik yesterday when u left. yep yep! i did have a SWEET dream! wahahha. actually i did think of making a photo frame to put d pic inside. but by then.. it's already too late. no worries. ONE will b ready for u when u return for your holiday~ ^^V heh, okiez! shall go n peek at your blog to see if its up. =\ thanks babe! gotta find some place to put my mp3 man.. btw, did ya "eat full, slp full"? (translate to man) hahaha! yea + no1 to catch d cat if she ever run to your house again! imagine your mom shoutg for.. while jumping onto the couch.. =P shhhHH! dont tell your mom! me tooo!! hey! how's school?? you know what, i should have go over study foundation with you first. anyway i found a school tht offers foundation. juz need to chk to see if UWA accept my future cert + funds. ne, your dad wanna sponsor me? heh heh do take care k? miss ya! *bear hugz*

went to cut + highlight + partial hightlight + hair treatment @ reds (suntec). total costing only 170 bucks (after discount. lol no nd present discount card coz he's jer's friend. next time mention his name can le). not bad considering my hair length was shoulder length(?) cut to abt 1-2 inches after ear. next week gonna do hair steam (i think). got discount of 20 bucks. original was 40+. XD too bad cam's at peng's there. shall post 1 here when i get it back nxt week, or use dajie's cam to take pic. dear + mei came over to meet me + mom. ate, walked alil (nth to walk coz its 2130hr, shops closed le - majority lah). *chris.. i think if your dad ever come over to look at my blog.. he'll have close d IE straight.. coz.. too much singlish + bad grammars + etc + you-know lah.. lol. remembered d night your dad "lectured" us. speak proper eng.. wah. from then on, i v stressed juz speaking to your dad.. lol!*

aiya.. forgot wht i wanna update liaoz. -.-" *senile* anyway take care all + start making your New Year's Resolutions le loh!! *ran off to make list*

psst, do you know that "ciao" is actually Hello / Goodbye in italian? XD

OMG!!! this is definitely gonna gimme SWEET dreams!!!! saw chris moi babe's post on tagboard!!!!! *ran around jumping shoutg!!!*

lol i MISS u alot alot man!! gonna save up to visit u nxt apr (if possible). my darling approved my leave. hehe~ + i'd checked up with my mom's friend, apr is nice to go. not v cold yet (since june's gonna b winter ya). btw, wher's d pic of ur roomie? heh.. pity man! he's aint 23.. lol! dun KILL me!! im juz overdosed.. by your 2x posting. lol. so.. TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR LIFE IN MEL ok? i wanna know since.. some idiot din reply my long text.... + drink more warm water, dun kick your blanket off + dress more ok? how's your school? started yet? or next monday then start?

ps, my mom send her regards to you (she happened to see the posting XD ) + asked whether r u lonely there.

sad man, u aint here. i need to call up your mom personally to ask her help me record my show.. T_T scare i'll trouble her nia...

anyway, TAKE CARE babe~ + miss me k? oh, write when u r free. heh. XD XD XD XD XD

ah is my working sat today. T_T

went for jp class. my 3rd lesson which happens to b my 2nd last lesson le. so fast... learnt katakana. lol. katakana's d opp of hiragana. kata's characters all square square de. a lot like mandarin. hira has alot of Os type. anyway gotta memorise all by next fri~

oh yah! supposed to have 4 peps (incl. me)but 2 person din come. a lady who came last week + d irritating guy. sensei said that everyone's from different countries. guess im d only sg. wonder wher d other 2 come from. get to chat up with the girl ^^ she's a yr older than me + is from thai! (initially thought she's indo.... coz she's v fair. VERY fair. really!) but coz she's a thai chinese. XD no wonder she's trying to learn eng + mandarin now. wonder y her chinese counterpart din teach/talk to her in mandarin? mayb they dont speak mandarin too.. she's v cute! XD

went over to city hall coz dajie + jer were having dinner there. last order at 2130hr. reached there around that. luckily dajie ordered something for me. yum yum!!

after that, we went home to change into something more comfortable n headed to blooies. tried stella artois for d first time. taste totally.. ugh. jer said coz my first drink was stronger, so i'll get this kinda taste. but d glass they used was quite unique. pity i din bring my cam along, or i'll take a snapshot of it. 1 side of d glass stem has this craving of a rose i think. v nice.

sigh, counting down to the days when chris returning fr aust on dec. cant wait to see him man! missed him so. XD tmr meeting darling + get to see baby~

dunno can wake up so early not.. i wan my beauty slp... ~.~

juz ordered MAC's delivery. heh. yum yum. shared 20pcs nuggets w dajie + mom... then shared 1/2 of big mac w dajie.. -.-" bloody full + 1 large ice tea.. omg.. gotta shit all out by tmr lol. ar bo cant fit into my pants.

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had tested out on some sanitary pads (FYI only) as i noticed that there's a new range of kotex pads. some ppl may wanna know the length of d new range as they din indicate. felt kena cheated on d new range as they put overnight n still its not long enough.. -.-"

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those using tampons. pls buy d super or xtra super 1 if u r having xtremely heavy flow coz they'll still leak if u r using it overnight - slp. tampon at most can take it 2-2.5hrs if u r having heavy flow or they'll leak. tested >>>> mei. to be safer.. put a pad behind while using tampon for overnight use. more info tonight (hopefully) + pics for better reference.

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*dulan* how can there be such a wife who doesnt allow u to go out w your friends n yet she can do so herself?

- doesnt do housework, juz watch tv, laze around, surf net, etc on her off days. (she's stayin w her in-laws mind u. buay paiseh meh (doesnt she felt embarrassed)?

- contribute only $240 for household expenses. enough to cover for marketing, scv, PUB bills, etc? doubt so. hubby paying for car installments alone, paying for BOTH hp bills, paying for car petrol (+ wife expect him to send n fetch her to work when he's not working or knock off early. damn!), pay for household stuffs, etc. hubby not earning 5figure man. he's earning enough to maintain d house if d wife helps to contribute some. *fuck!*

- took all 1200 of d house rent (they rent their apartment out while stayin w hubby's family). yea. all d $$ goes into her personal savings! so what d fuck open joint account for?

bleh. hubby talk to her also no use. end up fighting coz wife wun give in. hubby once drove to desperation, took mug n hit his head w it. wife sat there do/say nothing. *wtf!* hubby later went out n bro helped to clean his wound up.

bloody hell! wht is she man, y muz she do this to him? she ought to appreciate him since he's already giving in. driving him into depression. man, he doesnt feel lik going home! he's already felt he has no life.

wanted to scold his wife but.. wtf, im not their family members. bet if his mom finds out (or already found out), she's gonna b damn heartbroken. wife's parents already gave up on her! ought to send her to a psychiatrist!

damn angry when i heard of it yesterday. bloody angry! he's my friend man! yet i cant do anything.

bet even gary's wife treats him better than my friend's does!

guess today's a day of emotion for chris n family. he's must be in his plane, on his way to melbourne now. wonder hows the life like over there. hows his room mate like. hows school there. ya da ya da ya da..

bet his parents muz b worrying for him now. haiz. im too worrying for him. somehow i dont feel as sad as i thought i'll be. haha. *dun kill me chris!* COZ its already registered in my mind that u'll be returning on dec. so.. ha. i know that i'll see u again!! ima gonna book u for a day before your holidays end! XD

now m counting down the days.

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btw.. for that someone who received a really wonderful gift today.

hey, its really rare that you'll received such a much effort put in gift. i mean, for d girls tht u'd tried courtg, or like me (yea.. i admit.. lol im lousy..), did they ever made something like that for u? (ok, mayb they did but im not there to witness it..) its really v touching to get such a gift n im sure u know it. juz try considering her ok? she seems lik a really nice girl. rare gem. ^^ + she made extra effort to re-contact u, to pass u d gift through a way wher i wun think of it. XD
ok. i'll stop here b4 u put me in d Nagging LIst. lol. juz do what u think is best.

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missing darling + chris.

19.08.05 today v busy. ha. breakdown of time.

1700hr: getting ready to close the office.

1730hr: reached siglap centre, print pics + had macdonald's dinner with dajie.

1810hr: initial plan - to take bus 40 to bedok interchange then change to mrt to somerset for jp class.

1815hr: panic coz no sight of my bus. went to 7-11 buy sweets juz to get change for cab. tried flagging for 1.

1830hr: lucky me. some1 alighted juz in front of me. took cab. pie jam. -.-"

1855hr: stomach really cant take it. been holding it since 1800hr. went to toilet to relief myself b4 its too late.

1700hr: juz nice. sensei only checking ppl's works. heh. sensei praised me. said my writing not bad + i can write/pronounce all 46 characters. today taught us lotsa of new stuffs which i thought was v difficult at first. but afterwards, find it not bad. ^^ lesson's fun. got 1 extra girl n we all at first shy shy dun dare to read after sensei. later we all dunno y, in harmony. XD girls r FUN! oh.. there comes d irritating guy. who, as usual, went out (dunno do wht) never excuse himself. then sensei was teaching us the silent char - つ (tsu). the book was printed correctly n any1 can see that its smaller than the usual chars. but tht fella as usual, wanna find trouble. i was fighting d urge to scold him nia. give sensei a hard time. he was saying that the char looks d same size. -.-" of coz d book print em alil bigger but not that BIG till it matches d rest. for us to see easier mah. then sensei said no, its smaller. guy - oh. then book had printing error? yada yada yada. grrrr... muz he do that? shld have ask d girls to glare at him together. muawahhahah..

2100hr: ended lesson. noticed had a missed call fr chris + 6 msg. went to capitol building to meet them - christabel, jiawei, xiaobai + chris.

2130hr: made me way in. went to the wrong restaurant btw.. went to magic wok. then c dun have my friends, walked alil further up then realised its actually stamford building. XD saw them and xiaobai became my part time sensei. heh. he was tellg me d hiragana. so i nodded my head as i listen alil. then he said: u know all right? me: yep! ^^ (coz 1st lesson taught le) but din know that xiaobai learnt jp himself last time. next time ask him read some out. yay! can converse in jp w him loh!!

-lost track of time-: next went to marina square to see if there's any movie for us to catch. bel dun wanna watch horror show + its v limited there. ended up playing arcade. FUN! walked to suntec. b4 that.. was kinda lost in MS coz cant find d exit (main doors locked). went to suntec's starbucks. XD took nice pics.



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counting down to d number of days he's flying.. T_T

went over to chris house last night with the intention of playing "nurse". but since he's able to take care of himself.. heh. so end up watching tv - king cobra. really changed my impression of them after watching it. 1. d king cobra will moved to a side n watch u + her nest when u used a stick to disturb her nest. -usually snakes will atk u if u go disturb their babies, i think- 2. not all the eggs will hatch + some will rot. T_T their numbers r descreasing already.. 3. when u walk away fr her nest, d mother will return to take care of her babies. 4. when its time for d babies to hatch, d mom will move away from them. coz king cobras r snake eaters by nature... sad sia. i mean, u cant get to see n take care of your babies. fyi, d baby cobras r already a whole 15" long when they juz hatch + learn to fend for themselves once they hatched. oh, they gotta stay in their eggs for 24hrs to absorb d nutrients in d eggs first.

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=\ chris wun tell me what time is his flight on monday coz he dun wan us to see him off. ~.~

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finally learnt all d 46 hiragana characters in my head!! now can read lik flash from d flash cards tht i'd bought. XD but.. tmr's gonna learn more hira words - adding of extra " + o. n more bad news for me.. saw d back of the book n think that's d katakana characters. omg.. there's a whole diff set of chars with the same pronounciation!! no wonder lilian asked me to memorise all by hook or by crook ar bo i'll get confused at the kata part.. /sigh.

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oh yah. watched this show that's similar to "extreme makeover but this time they wanna look lik a superstar. this girl who's so desperately (that i think she's a bimbo + psycho) wanna look lik 1 of d actress, she saved up USD13k for a boob job + liposuction. ugh. saw d whole process n its so disgusting! the lipo was lik.. ugh. needles poking through, in n out, bleh. save u d details. anyway, d after effect was worse as she's still bleeding, having difficulty peeing (she literally did lipo on her thighs, butt-tht might xplain y she's having a painful exp on peeing, waist, stomach n back.). she was whining + whimping on how painful it is n felt like dying (b4 that whole incident, she was saying she dont might dying while doing this op -.-"). after 9 weeks (9 WEEKS of endurement! no thanks.) she went back to c her doc. oh.. her boobs fr U U to O O n its super big that looks totally fake. really fake that her tube top was having difficulty holding up. if she attempt to jump/run, she'll have to do that naked. u can c d needle marks (worse n bigger than blood donation's needle man!). its lik an inch or half inch wide. ha. its not lik she's ugly or what. she's pretty only tht she nd to workout juz to kill those fatty stuffs on her body. sigh.. that made me wonder.. so many rich kids that's lik a bimbo. brainless with lotsa spare cash to waste. coz there's more to come. she's juz 1 of em.