Sunday, January 11, 2015

What is justice? It's just a one-sided affair.

I don't know. Something just happened to someone close to me. Nothing to do with accidents or death but it was enough to affect my mood.

Maybe it's because of what had happened that caused me to have insomnia last night. I couldn't sleep and was just wide awake till 4am. I wasn't thinking about what had happened... Perhaps my brain was just trying to block it out.

Why make a person go through the humiliation when they already have no intention of listening to their employee's side of story and had decided the conclusion?

Why call it an investigation when it is not really at all for they are more worried about their xxx than protecting their staff because that xxx is not really right in their head and was bitter over a bad breakup????
(Sorry. It's up to your imagination on what xxx is because it is a little sensitive to put in the full term.)

Why have DOUBLE STANDARDS and not supporting their employees for following the correct procedures? Instead contradict oneself by bending towards their will? Doesn't that say something?

Why listen to one side and not have some trust just because they are (maybe) worried that words get round to high authority? So by covering themselves they chop off the limbs of an able worker. 

If you don't place your trust on your workers, if you don't support your worker, why do you think some will stray? 

HR although is powerful for they can make or break you however aren't they supposedly the ones to support us? Are they the one whom we feel that we can trust and relies on? How can they just let people suck up to them just to earn popularity points just to safeguard themselves? Throughout these years, my impression of HR had been diminished. I had always feel that HR are the people's person where they won't be biased or be influenced by others when passing judgement nor will they play politics. That we can go to them without worries knowing that their judgement will be fair and we will be safe in their hands and our secrets will stay with them till they die. Unfortunately that doesn't seem to be the case.. How can one act to be concern for you and changed suddenly like they are trying to play balls on both sides of the court? To show they are nice and mean at the same time. I really have lose hope. 

This incident is enough to tell me all.

We are expendable. 

What's the point so giving so many days of leave when I don't have the luxury of clearing them. Planning and taking leave is supposed to be fun and exciting however it seems to be quite the opposite for me. It is stressful not from planning of itinerary but from work.

Teamwork? What is that? It doesn't seem to exist here for the 'parent' seem to be finding ways to break us apart and maybe be an individualist where we will become selfish pigs and started stabbing each other's back while they look through the glass windows.

What support when they are more concern about what others think of them than what we think of them. They are more eager to please the externals than the internals.

I just feel unjust for the victim who was not given any chance nor any slightest 'benefit of doubt'. No justice. Just treated like a weed who needs to be removed because it stood out like a sore eye.

And that wasn't the first victim nor the last I dare say. 

And finally, practice what you preach! Please la, you don't just point at the person just because they happened to be there for you to poke but touch your own heart and ask yourself the same question that you shoot at others - DO YOU NOT DO THE SAME???????????

I believe in karma.