Saturday, December 19, 2015

To stay or not to stay...

And so, my milestone for 2015 will have 2 changes in my life instead of one major change.

Sometimes I wonder whether am I dragging this for too long and even until now I'm still dragging the inevitable. I guess it's bound to happen, it's just a matter of when only.  I do think whether my decision is right or wrong; will I regret making this decision; will I be able to stay firm with my resolve to move on?

Sure, there were times when I did feel happy but that was one of those rare times while the unhappy times are more? That tight knot in my heart is always adding weight to the unhappy scale.

Maybe I'm running away from issue unresolved; or I'm just walking out because it cannot be resolve...

I hope I'm making the right decision this time and won't look back with regrets. 

Friday, December 18, 2015

The Last Time

I'm sooooo tired now yet I can't help but to post this happy feeling swelling inside me. 

My buddy finally has a partner!! It was wonderful hearing how my buddy actually gushes about the partner and how he was so happy while talking about it. I can't wait to meet the partner. ;)

It kind of brings back memories of when one just started a relationship and you can't help but wanting to share your happiness that's bursting inside you.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

2 weeks to 2016!

It's getting really inconvenient not having my own laptop else it'll be easier for me to post all my stuffs one shot over here instead of breaking them up into many different posts.

Wow.... it's been quite a while since I last posted... that was in August? 4 months had just flew by and in a few more weeks we will be welcoming 2016.

Many times I wanted to post something here however my thoughts doesn't stay on until I take out my phone to type.. So I'll just forget about it and leave it as it is..

Now, I made it a point not to take out my phone whenever I'm on the train. It is quite irritating to have people being in their own world, using their mobile phone while walking.... especially during rush hour. I mean, come on lah. Spare a thought for those who wants to do brisk walking. Plus I do not want to rely too much on my phone as well.. Like checking the phone constantly for messages or checking out social media like Facebook and Instagram. So during my journey to work, my phone will be used for just listening to music. I do hope my future boyfriend will not be someone who relies too much on his phone as well.. except for playing mobile games (while he's at home / work and not when he's walking) and only needs it for calls or messages. Sounds socially backward huh? Haha.

Anyway, not long after joining the company, we had this Star Event where it was done on a quarterly basis if I didn't remember wrongly. Different department has to think of a place to go / visit. So this round it was to Madame Tussaud. I think the last time I been to one was when they were here on a 'visit' basis and not here on a permanent basis and that was like..... almost 17 years back? I went there with my good pals and davie, took a lot of photos then.

There's Zoe Tay's handprint!




And Michael Jackson's!!




I felt so fat when I took the photo with her... and short. Lol.




It's the butcher!
Nah... it's just Madame herself making the head... if I didn't remember the caption wrongly.




Bought some new games..... that was like few months back. Completed my favourite Lego game, yet to touch the Witcher yet. I'm trying to complete Final Fantasy Type-O HD. Speaking of which, Final Fantasy 7 Remake is coming!!! I simply can't wait and I hope apart from making Cloud looking good, I hope they will spend some time making Sephiroth look good as well. Not just villain ugly but villain handsome.

Anyway the Cloud in Remake wasn't that good looking... his face is too sharp.. I remembered reading an article where they were asked why didn't they use the Cloud in Advent Children.. They responded with "AC took place 10 years later" after meteor hit Earth.. but the Cloud in Remake seemed older than Cloud in AC to me..

Just hope the remake will be good as there's no room for disappointment.




Bought a pair of new shoes! It's so comfy that it fits your feet and it's light!




It was Mid-Autumn festival and we received a lot of mooncakes from business partners. I was totally amazed at the creativity of those mooncake boxes. I mean, I had the idea that the mooncakes could be placed in normal looking boxes but these are ... WOW! They really spent a lot of time and effort on making the boxes looking so nice just to hold the mooncakes. Had too much of them that I got sick of mooncakes after while... I'm not a big fan of them as well.






All the way down to this detail.




We bought these snowskin mooncakes from Grand Hyatt. There was a roadshow for mooncakes near my workplace. Tasted all the different flavours and super love them all!!!!!





















Ubisoft had an open house for charity... it was an eyeopener seeing their office and studio although it was quite far.................. Office space was quite small too, so it was quite squeezy with all the people there. It was like a dream job to work there though... all the TVs and sofas.. playing games in office... sigh. Not forgetting having a life-size character from AC standing there watching you.




Bought these as a keepsake. :)
Super can't bear to wear the tee-shirt.


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Okay, shall continue the next part another day... haha.. time to rest. It's 10pm now.

Sometimes it is best to just move on with life and stop looking back at the unpleasant past and present.

Things don't work out all the time and ... sometimes when it's time to let go, just let go.. There's no point in holding on to something just for the sake of doing so without a reason.. And no point in changing oneself when they can't change themselves at all.


Anyway I have been dreaming too much... I need to pull myself back to reality at times to avoid disappointment or get my hopes high on a one-sided thought / feelings. Aiya.. also don't know how to put it in words.

Hope you guys have planned out lots of Christmas Parties for this month with close friends and family!!