was looking at http://kevan.org/johari?name=ohime+nana and saw this unknown person by the name of zzz. was and am wondering.. who is he/she nia.... care to identify??

updates~!

tuesday 28.03.06 - meet jiawei, xiaobai and annkia 7pm @ AMK. bel cant make it.. so.. i'm the only CHIOBU in the group. kinda lik.. the beauty and the beastS. =P anyway, they called chris who was with his gf (michelle) and he said that dont worry, he'll reach on the dot. ya right.. by the time we reached the coffee shop, ordered our food and have a table for us, he's still not here yet. (i'm still confused about which to call a coffeeshop and which to call a hawker centre, and kopitiam is under which category??)

at first, he said his dad will send them over, then later he'll be taking a bus and a cab. -.-"

if you dont know how to tell a proper fib and WILL be LATE, just tell us ok. dont beat around the bush.

why go amk? because our bday boy wanted to try the popular crab there which his friend was telling him about. so we hailed a cab and indeed it was so popular that the taxi uncle knew where it was when you told him its opposite mayflower primary (or was it secondary) school. there were... THREE coffeeshops selling seafood and that popular crab! he recommended the one standing by its own because he said there's alot of people eating there. so.. we went to try.

first food we ordered was the chicken wings. not bad, quite nice but i'd say the one at bedok was better. =P

subsequently, the rest of the food came - claypot sea cucumber (i'd say, the one at the Soup Restaurant was even better. yep, tried it the first time at tampines.), hotplate beancurd(?) (thought it'd come in the form of that hotplate but i was wrong. not really fantastic but still alright lah. its alil spicy and the sauce was not bad.), prawns(didnt try coz i cant eat seafood but it seems delicious. quite big and looked fresh. can try that one), veges(dont know what was that veggies called but it was fried together with three different kind of mushrooms. ok lah, passable) and the last one, the star of that night's dinner - crab w/ beehoon soup. (crab was a female one, VERY BIG, quite meaty. the only fall back was the soup. i tried it and it tasted like the normal fish beehoon soup. they added the condense milk to the soup but overall, not bad. didnt try the crab as usual - seafood. but seeing my friends eating it, it should take quite good. hahah.)

well, we were eating halfway through then chris and missus came. imagine how late that was and he actually ate at his gf's place le.. comments from me? er... hahah, looks quite cute to me and chris actually made one mistake. DONT EVER TELL YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOUR GF IS THE POSSESSIVE TYPE IN FRONT OF HER. really. bad move.

went to meet a friend after dinner to chat up. reached home 12plus? tiring enough. next day, nearly cant wake up. always like that. cant wake up after wednesdays, mayb my mental clock knew that its nearing weekends?

saw that the pics were all quite blur... omg, am i really that lousy? >.<


ah.. a rose among the thorns... tsk tsk.


the food we ordered ^^


the reason why annkia wanna makan at AMK...


finally... chris' gf surfaced


the art of eating...


hmmm.. annkia's new clothes


concluding our dinner.. ah, xiaobai extra.

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wednesday 29.03.06 - met edwin seng 7pm @ tampines. well, was kinda late. took a cab down with dajie, coincidentally, she's meeting ailing there too and all four of us were watching the same show - ultraviolet. didnt book online because i wanted to use up the gv vouchers i had and just nice, i was left with 4.

u l t r a v i o l e t (UV)- it was set in the near future = everything was quite futuristic. alot of CGs and even milla jovovich (sorry for the wrong spellings) was touched up by CG. hmmm, cheesy lines (taken from an american comics, what to expect?). but overall, i'd say the show was all right. they made UV too powerful to the extent she could finish up all the baddies around her?! she looked more like she's dancing when using her weapons (guns and sword which was real cool.the blade was rectangular in shape and had foreign wordings on it.). conclusion? dont watch it. unless you only wanna see hot babe and CGs.


me + edwin seng on a DATE!~*

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last night's chat with edwin reminded me of a friend, who i didnt see for a really long time (9yrs?) when he mentioned that he went to 'The Bayshore' for a swim.

yep, all the pictures came flowing into my mind.

of him, the times he walked us through, when he threw the binoculars over and asked me to see the guy who was suntanning by the swimming pool, arguing about which guy was better looking, etc. really brought back some memories. it was really fun then. he, me and zhiwei. oh, and saw his cute siblings who was still very young then.

realised that.. if he's aint gay, i might fall for him.

oh, and nadya reminded me of him too. for some reasons.

and i was reminded of the dream i had.

had a blast of a time last night. yep yep, in game.

had a party of 3 japs, 1 angmoh, me and lil. they were strong man! never once we have to raise a dead body or overcure someone. then later, a jp gotta leave, and since i was sooo close to lvling up, i asked if he can stay till i leveled up. he said ok. omg~ i was over the moon then. hahahh. yea.. was stuck at tht lvl for quite sometime and i really need to see a change in the lvl number. hahah.

anyway, after he left, the rest was standing there.. waiting for .. i dont know. so i told them that i nd to go in an hr's time, can we make it a 5 man party? apparently, 1 of the jp (and d other who left earlier) understood english. only the 3 one does not. so he said ok too.

omg.. i can tell you, this is the first time i ever have a party with a mithra (kinda like a catwoman with a tail - sexy) who doesnt grumble/complain/demand/request (coz only 9 out of 10 miths in my party all do that... unless they are jp) and SHE's an ang moh lor. sigh.. i felt sooo lucky man. heng i get her instead of some others.

first time i ever had a five person party only and we are doing pretty well. lol.. thats the part where i started to do mb. lil n i were joking that the other players muz be thinkg "why this redmage now then go mB (magic burst)?" or something. not bad, my magic damage hit as high as 290! woo woo. hahaha.

but.. ya.. something is still bugging me.

after we have decided to disband, i asked the party to lot of the items in our treasure box. the jps just warped out without lot-ting, leaving only me, lil n the angmoh to lot. and she said something tht really made me felt kinda guilty too. to think of it. but i would say, that was the first time we ever lot of items in our treasure box when party was disbanding. next time i think i'll juz leave it as it is (but.... i see so many items there, if just throw them away, kinda wasted).

hmmm, made up my mind. dont lot le. the feeling is really bad nia. >.>

well, yep. thoughts raided my brains again.

was chatting with rx via msn on sat night and he was asking me what kinda guy i'm attracted to. i managed to list out some (oh.. seems like everyone know i play games only. >.> mayb i should start showing the other side of me that no one or little people knows? nah, keep it that way better. more mysterious. hehe) and back to the story.

would like to add one to my list. HE should at least be able to play an instrument. anything, like violin, piano, guitar, drum, anything as long as its related to music. i dont know why but it just attracts me so.

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anyone knows how to comfort a person when he/she's feeling down, heartbroken, etc?

i dont know how to but i can only lend my ears (still, it depends on my mood and how close we are). some people seems to have the potential of giving advises thou.

ever been in a situation wher your friend's crying her/his heart out to you and you felt so helpless coz u cant help them? cant give must comfort only to stay silent? and dont know whether are you helping much and giving the comfort they are seeking from you?

me, always. felt like.. im too lousy to help, to comfort, to advise. (the only ideas i can give are excuse to evade your parents, other half, etc. er and ya, to disturb someone, court someone, etc)

and you cant tell the person in d middle of their mourning this "ey sorry im not good with comforting words" right?

oh and the part where you found a partner and sort of neglected your friends and wondered whether do they hate you for that and ignore you?

i dont know about some but i guess, those who really care about you will only talk/complain (yep.. like me) but in times when you really need them, they'll jump.. no, FLY over without any hesitation.

was chatting with ah soon on sat and yea, he really 'touched' my feelings out. hahah. ok, he pointed out my thoughts and feelings. i did feel jealous and disappointed at times when friends (esp my very close friends) who put their partner over me. and come to find me only when they need me or when their other half is not free to meet them. abit like spare tyre.

but well, did feel all that but i guess, its because i was too used to having them all to myself? now i need to share them with someone who holds a more important role than me. i'll have to get use to it. yea, still complain and grumble but hahah, i guess thats that. empty complains only but in reality, i dont really care as long as u still remember me will do bah.

and oh yea, the thought of ah soon being snatch by his poo pooH also frightens me lah but what to do? life still have to go on and he need to settle down too. hahah. just hope they wouldnt forget me will do. or i'll die as a lonely CHIOBU ah mah. (aka beautiful old woman) hehe. *ouch* yea.. thick skin i know. so u hit me also no use. wouldnt feel a thing. hahahAHAH!~

additional note (juz remember): bian bian nan was askg me, if given 2 guys to choose from, 1 is good looking but poor, the other is juz the opposite, ugly but rich, which will i choose? oh, both have good personality, to think of it, sounds like the first is you leh.. heheh.. JUST KIDDING!!!! you are more like a mei nan zhi (pretty boy). hahah. aunties love most.

i was unable to give an answer, till now also cant choose because poor is alright, but what if he's very ambitious because of that? i dont know but i dont think i can be the woman behind every successful man. as for the rich one, ever read the newspapers? those rich man very playboy and have alot of mistress. so.. no thanks. i dont wanna feel insecure in a relationship.

so... i think... staying single with plenty of lapdancers and toyboys will do. muawhhahawhahahha...

oh.. chee chung said that i sound lik a man eater? -.-" (was it him or another friend?)

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btw, anyone knows where can i get an epilator?

oh oh! and those who shave their underarms, please dont!!! either do IPL or wax it because i read it in a magazine that the skin at our armpits are the thinnest, so u are actually thinning that layer by shaving it. notice those skin flakes that appear in your blade (is there? dont remember le), they are your skin. ( i think.. )

if IPL is too ex, then try waxing it. but recently i found out this new toy called the E P I L A T O R where you can get it as cheap as 50bucks. it like an electric shaver but i think it doesnt shave. they remove the hair by its roots and somehow it made the regrowth longer. ^.^

but long term wise, i think IPL is better as i heard that your hair will take 3~5months to grow and it wouldnt grow thicker as shaving do. cost more but more effective. wax = not 100% remove i guess if you are doing DIY otherwise under those professionals, it should be better.

ah ah.. more updates..

clients came up, brought their kiddos along.. damn noisy!!! wish i could slap and toss them out of the office! cant stay still, ran about here and there and made so much noise. omg.. i nearly thought i'm going crazy with all those commotions. bleh.. this really confirm plus choppy that i.cant.live.with.kids.

i just realised something...

my msn has alot of names whom i have no recallation of WHO they are. gaming kakis? sure, who? which game de? coz.. didnt chat up with them (vice versa) for a really long time! deleted some and thought i'd cleared all, leaving only my friends in my list. then saw the popup (whn someone in your list came online) and was like.. who is this person??

then went to talk to them, they'll say the same thing. no idea who u r. -.-"

and i found out something.. the irritation of talking to someone and d answers they'll give are one word or in such a way where its deadend. unable to go further...

kinda irritates me off and made me dont feel lik meeting / chatting with that person. bloodyhell, u expect me to do all the talking? i dont mind but just dont gimme answers that are... one way can or not? it juz.. sux.

worse, ask you Q, you dont give answer.

and worse, sms me, i replied late, afterwards, never hear from that sender le.

CONGRATULATIONS TO TEAM SINGAPORE for winning GOLD, SILVER AND BRONZE medals ALL in one shot!!! Its the table tennis team. WOOT!!!!!!~

felt so PROUD to see ALL THREE flags were SINGAPORE's rising to the national anthem. *.*

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World Cyber Games is coming soon, the prelimary rounds will be held around may~june. I WANNA go see.. thou its Singapore is the host country for the Asia region only.

I WANNA SEE CANADA'S CS TEAM PLAY!!!! ok.. I WANNA SEE HIM AGAIN!!! but too bad.. canada's held in NA.. *cry*

before i forget. =P

THANKS to my dearest maz.. thanks ah.. for listening to my problems.. sorry that you always have to listen to it. >.< *HUGGIES for you*

and ah soon, hahah thanks too!! ey.. u v idiot leh. do you know that i was in d bus (some days back) and was thinking of what job to switch to and spf of coz came to mind constantly and.. i remembered your words.. u said if i ever become 1, u'll b d first to flee, and thieves wun be scare of me.. blah blah.. and a laugh was creeping back. i wanna throw my head back and laugh out loud nia.. >.>

but i was in d BUS so.. muz 'REN'..... only smile and ppl tot im some idiot.. smiling at nothing. -.-"

nyak nyak.. that reminded me to lil.. LOL! the background thingy.. omg. m laughing abit whn i think of it again. hahahah...

oh oh.. did i mention that i called up UOB corporate line and was served by this guy. wah.. his voice v nice ah.... pity my call was a short one.. hahah. v tempted to call back but but.. what if he's ugly/old/married/etc?? hah.. no lah.

im starting to sound lik some ah pek perv.. ~.~

something is missing in me.. in my life? i dont know. was walking home yesterday. suddenly, i felt like.. there's something missing. something but i cant figure out what it is. nope.. definitely not a partner. -.-"

i dont know.. just wait and see.

do you believe in fate? me.. i do believe strongly in it but sometimes when things happened, my belief in it will decrease slightly. i'll start questioning, is this my fate? is this suppose to happen? mayb since it muz b fate that its like this.

mayb.. i think too much, read too much. but i just want something to happen. just like the way i want it to be. haha.. but ya, it wun. definitely wouldnt happen. not a chance.

the stronger my belief in fate, i guess.. the harder i'll fall.

went to check on my hamster today. was half expecting him to be sleeping or waiting for his breakfast. looked around and saw him lying in a corner... dead. yep. not last night for sure because i did check on him. so most prolly was during the wee hours. too bad i cant give him a burial today so i asked my helper, siti to help me instead. same place - under the christmas tree where my 2 hamsters were at.

kinda missed him thou coz he was the most animated one. luckily dajie took some pics of him some weeks back and sent one of them to me, to cheer me up actually coz i was having a lousy day. sigh... no wonder i kept thinking of him last night. >.<

**heartbroken**

ha, wher to start from? okies, the puppetmaster first.

thanks lil~ for giving me the link to the 3rd new job's screenshot. for those who's interested, can go and take a look. i love the new jobs AF man! beautiful.. *.*

and you can soon bian go and take a look at their latest trailer.

Puppermaster + trailer

i dl it, saw it and the starting was not bad but.. the middle to ending are kinda not interesting enough? perhaps they should show abit hints on the 'sudden attack' war thingy and such coz i think that was part of the bigger attraction and show abit of the 3 new jobs, the new people (which there's some sneaks. v beautiful esp the part wher there's this guy walking down a row with a line of armies). abit disappointed lah.

oh, speaking of which, went to this new map (for me) where the scenery and music are so soothing! would love to take pics there when i get the chance to.

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hahah, now disturbing ty to tell me more about her new job. she mentioned that theres always vacancy and i wanna try see see. juz dont blacklist me lol.

oh, hows the new colour?

well, still racking my brains to think of something for the background but cant think up of anything yet coz... i dunno what to put behind. so i'll juz leave it as it is. plain.

ey.. bel.. i did not revamp my site when you posted in my tag board but.. NOW it's revamped. lol. blue~ yay! kinda sick of that orange color. nothing fanciful yet. juz now time no mood and am lazy to do something nice. takes alot of time man.

hy - serious? hahah..

hahah, anyway found this one too. didnt forward it but if you want, just let me know ok? -as usual-

there's still like 115 mails to clear in my inbox but worry not, i wouldnt be forwarding them till.. next week?

oh! before i forget.. u'll notice there's no pic this time. yep.. accidentally mailed my screenshots to my hotmal and there's something wrong w d ie here.. cant forward/email anyting out from my hotmail... hence... gotta wait till i return to the office to fwd, edit and post it up.. if im not lazy then. ^.^;

btw, Dreamz FM was a local group. some might have heard of them, some might not. some said its nice, some said its so so, some said its not nice. me? i think they are great, only that its such a pity they had disband. hope to get my hands on electrico and ronin soon!!! oh oh and the observatory. ^.^v

enjoy~

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Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one...
IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. No lines at the supermarket

5. A special glance.

6. Getting mail

7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.

8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)

12 A bubble bath.

13. Giggling.

14. A good conversation.

15. The beach

16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.

17. Laughing at yourself.

19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

20. Running through sprinklers.

21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

23. Laughing at an inside joke.

24. Friends.

25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.

27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).

28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

29. Playing with a new puppy.

30 Having someone play with your hair.

31. Sweet dreams.

32. Hot chocolate.

33. Road trips with friends.

34. Swinging on swings.

35 Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

36. Making chocolate chip cookies.

37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

38. Holding hands with someone you care about

39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.

40. Watching the _expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.

41. Watching the sunrise.

42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

43. Knowing that somebody misses you.

44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

found this in my email... didnt forward it.. but IF you want, i can mail it to you. by requests only hahahha.. how true is that? i dont know...

anyone, guys or girls, care to share/enlighten me with the below?

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33 Facts about Guyz

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3.When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

7. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

8. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

9. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow".... so true.

10. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

11. Guys love their moms.

12. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

13. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

14. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

15. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

16. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

17. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

18. Guys are very open about themselves.

19. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

20. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

21. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

22. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice ... very true.

23. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

24. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

25. Guys think too much.

26. Guys fantasies are unlimited.

27. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does! ... very true.

28. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

29. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

30. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

31. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

32. Guys hate girls who overreact.

33. Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

somehow, my brain was counting down mentally since last week.

it was going one week till chris return..... four days to chris' return... ONE day to chris' return...

time passed so fast that i was patiently waiting for chris' plane to finally touch down tomorrow! yep.. cant wait to meet him but of coz, he cant wait to see his gf.. so i gotta wait for another week again. lol.

Right after lil told me about the new stuffs in the latest expansion for ffxi, i went straight to take a look at their latest updates.

man, chris, you are gonna miss out on alot but hopefully u'll bable to play while u r back in june, waiting for your uni next year.

new ones:
New jobs
- blue mage (kinda like the enemyskill material - ffvii players should know)
- Pirate (kinda like ffx, the 3 girls, 1 of them carried a shotgun. well, this job too!)
- puppetmaster (but i have yet to see it online so.. no comment)

new scenes - v realistic! cant wait to go there and take a look!!!!!

new battles - well, they are creating it like a real war! but i guess Se's main purpose was to make everyone cooperate with each other (JP n NA), to break down communication barrier and work together. fun! coz there'll b sudden attack and u have to help out and fight. no exp loses if you died in d battle. COOL!

lol, i shld be a games editor nia... hahhahahahah

for MORE info, pls click on the link below~
Check this out!

have some thoughts.. but shall save them for later!

heart is feeling sour after my post yesterday. after my decision to give up the police career. ugh. i cant make up my mind. how fickle minded... darn.

was thinking of what the Qs the interviewers are going to ask if i get call up for other jobs im going to apply for this week. i cant think of any answers. the only answers i can give wholeheartedly to was.... the Qs the officers are gonna ask if i go for spf's interview.

still thinking. thinking. thinking.

first thing - CONGRATULATIONS to HY for been accepted into Monash, Gippsland! that's sooo wonderful! hahah, IF i get to visit chris next year (IF he PASS his college hehe , >.> dont hit me... u'll pass one ok? Ganbatte Chris dear~!), i'll soon bian go visit you. ^.^

well, my weekend was not bad i guess. get to meet some really nice japanese players. even saw one last night who partied with me! hahah. he very funny.. not as in the humorous way. he talked to me in english and me in broken jap. >.>

oh... dont think my jp very powerful ok.. till now, i am still unable to form a nice sentence, still trying to memorise the words from three different groups and.. still consulting master lil on some words.

well, didnt really go out. no life? i'm starting to think that way too but... but.. no $$ how d f**k i get to go out and enjoy? order food/drinks also muz consider carefuly and muz save some $$ since chris' returning = will have gathering = spend money. not tht im complaining but... im juz saving aside my $$ just for that 'star'.

time to send my resumes this week.

am thinking of moving out... thanks alot serge.. for saving a room for me.. (lucky fella.. always travel here and there. >.< i wanna travel too!!!)

still thinking lah. mayb i wun b taking up the police career afterall as much as i hate to pass it up. but what will happen to my jp if join spf? v wasteful to lose touch with it. thou i'm still dreaming at times during my sleep, that i'm w going through d interview w spf and going for the 6mths basic training course and donning the uniform *.*

haiz.. too many choices, too many consideration, too many....... and just one me.

hmmm, ok. am in a dilemma now.

you see, mom's going thailand in apr. for a month. which means, either i go find a job now and most prolly will get in by end of this month and leaves dajie alone to face the monster or i'll wait for mom to return and everything.

if i jump ship, things might change between me n that monster. mayb i might have to go out find a place to stay? i dont know if it'll comes to that.

if i stay and wait, i might regret my choice. no pay n loses a good opportunity to get a better job.

did my tarot readings last night. its v true and they didnt really tell me much but were voicing out my thoughts and worries. a change in work will be beneficial to me.. but.. its a choice. of family or work?

i dont know lah. anyway things here are making me so frustrated that even mom is getting on my nerves at times. everyone is getting on my nerves. not a good working env, not good for my body and health. mentally too.

gotta check something with chris. if i get a good job and things changes, mayb... mayb... shall see how and update again.

mayb as wht dajie had suggested. wait till mid month and see. my savings are not infinite. it'll depreciate (is tht d correct word used?) in due time..

frikking hell.

weird. saw some funny mini cuts surfacing on my fingers. not 1, 2 but.. 4!! i mean.. i didnt do anything nor touch anything sharp to have caused it, unless the papers managed to flip themselves over my fingers coz the cuts appeared juz below my nails.

anyWAY, had served a pretty client! she was tanned (not overly done), had makeup that doesnt makes her face look so white, big diamond ring on her ring finger, tall (my guess is about 170cm minus her 1-2inch heels) and slim! guess she has no kids and can imagine her hubby muz be quite a hunk. cant wait to see how her hubby look lik when they come over again. *.*

it's been a rather depressing week since... i dont know when.. anyway, the sight lil's msg or alson's perks me up. oh oh, and the occasional calls from my dearest chris. ^.^ thanks lots!

hey, thanks for calling eventhough u just wanted to say hi only but i'm feeling sooo bad.. what if your bills rake up so much $$ how? anyway u'll be returning soon (yep, m counting down mentally hehe.. 9 days to go!!) so dont call me le lah, juz msn me when we are online. hehe, and dont forget to bring back a handsome hunk for me.

hmmm, nothing much to update since i dont really have the mood to go out. wher got mood to go out when you are on a budget? >.<

but am praying that lil wouldnt be going out this sunday and that i can go her house stay overnight on sat (though i think might b difficult since her parents only met me once...) to pak games. keke.

a depressing day today.. even the skies outside made it even worse.. its cloudy..

at this moment, i'd wish chris was back here in sg. coz his room was like my haven. v cosy, peaceful and guess lotsa memories? lol.

wanted to try the police force. yep, after my army stunt which i didnt join in the end due to some reason. i'd decided that i dont wanna just have a monotonous life. i want my life to be filled with action? but... just remembered that there's a height limit. geez. 158. can i stretch my limbs to that much? i wanna work as a clerk in CD, CMPB, etc etc but seems like only those signon personnels can do that. though am glad i didnt join the air force because im not really tht interested in repairing aircrafts, thou i love to see planes. ^.^ oh.. and their pilots coz its soooo cool when they were wearing that mask!

ok, i DO have a fetish for tall n lean guys esp when they are in uniforms/shirts & pants (for better effect, to be w tie and a suit? the black jacket), short cropped hair and ohh lala, tanned skin. hahah and lil had a spot on - i like guys with silver hair nia... (which i didnt realise till she pointed tht out)

ah well, i juz wish the gov will stop sayin the economic is gettg better when in fact, for the small time biz, its juz not getting better esp after they'd removed the rebate for the land rent. it just adds to their burden and thou they are giving out money, its just for temporarily effects only. imagine having to pay the full land rent, the salaries (sg ppl cant afford to have low pay coz its juz too ex here), the taxes, cpf, bills, etc etc. but what can they do? juz hope they have earned enough to get by or better, some profits.

and the money the gov is giving out.. they perhaps should try targetting families with more than 3 children since they are encouraging people to have more babies and also to back what they are trying to spread to us, the citizens. perhaps there's a change in the budget thingy but seems to me, they are targetg more on the elderly aged 50 and above i think. anyway its juz my humble opinion.

hehe, super sweet dreams tonight.

coz.. CHRIS DEARIE called me juz to say HI! XD

*SUPER BIG HUGGIES for U!*

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well, juz a thought.

if a guy compliments u.. saying you look beautiful whn you had on your makeup. its nothing flattering. if u put makeup n yet, dont look beautiful, its not doing it job. makeup = enhancements only.

if a guy compliments u.. saying you look beautiful when you are .. well, just the way you are (no makeups, dressed in your norm tshirt n jeans), that's something flattering. coz u ARE yourself!

dont understand?

well, went to HMV with dajie yesterday since we still have some time before our class starts at 7pm.

decided to look for our LOCAL bands namely ronin, the observatory, the suns (used to b called boredphunks if i din get d name wrong) and ended up, got more than what we had expected. we also found this gruop called electrico (which Her World happened to interview their lead singer) woot~!

oh wait.. while searching for them myself, i searched all 3 floors.. and i cant find them!

asked the lady at d 1st storey whether do they carry local bands? she said its on the second flr. ok, mayb i missed it? went to find again.. cant find it. (they works the alphabetical way right? R - nada. T - nada too.

went to ask d fella there and he showed me the exact spot - in a corner where not many will go n notice. -.-"

i was lik.. wth... hey, ITS OUR LOCAL BANDS u know? shouldnt u try to put it in a place wher its MORE NOTICABLE?

will listen to their albums, buy and let u guys hear it for urself. ronin's cd is nice, but i prefer the observatory - all black, simple and mysterious i would say.

muz support local bands. if u dont, who will? and its so embarrassing to find that the suns was / is very popular w the australians there.. when i din know till i saw their interviews here. omg. pls, hit me.

what's wrong with these people?

is looks really that important? that you will only talk to them if you find them good looking enough?

from last time till now, things just wun change.

i used to write letters, STILL do now but am glad that its a really nice lady ^.^ and anway, some years back, i once wrote in again under the penpals column. received lots of letters and... lets say out of 10 letters, 8 of them are quite straight forward. asked u to send your pic to them. -.-"

what happened to the other 2? oh, they asked for one on the 2nd letter.

i was lik.. wth?! do YOU think i trust you enough to enclose my pics to u? (yes thou im puttg my pics up in my blogs.. but im contemplating to rmv all of them.. including those in my friendster)

had signed up for this wholivesnearyou thingy, -no comment- on that but this guy.. actually said these.

guy: hi. how are you? do u have any pics?
me: -.-" im fine. pics? nope, i dont have.
guy: go take lah and send me 1 leh.
me: huh?! take for what? for u to see? what for? sry but i dont know u well enough to entrust my pics w u.

i was like... ey mister. if U are looking for a GF through that thingy, please lah. either go up to girls in the street OR ask friends to intro OR go places where there's lotsa girls wher u DONT have to ask for their pics and can choose on the spot ok? there, settle it once and for all.

shy? ha. if u r shy, u wun b askg for pics and takg d initiative to chat up w peps le!

anyway, m deleting that a/c.

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*SUPER SQUISHY DUPER BEARY HUGGIES to LIL~* thank you!! for helping me buy my ice staff. keke. now aiming dark staff le~ muawhahhaha.. cant wait.. to end my blm's life. am going to lv her till 40, for warp II and aiya, 3 levels to go only... chop chop. hopefully wun get some crappy members. nyak nyak~

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one last time - IM NOT LOOKING FOR A BOYFRIEND nor m i interested. PLEASE STOP TRYING TO HINDER WITH MY LIFE. WHAT i do OR WHO im meeting IS TOTALLY NONE OF YOUR BIZ!

keeping at friends level only. IF you wanna be MORE than just FRIENDS, forget it. i'm out.

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dunno y... m feeling so damn bloody moody. pms? nope, not the time of the month yet. mayb because of something.. geez.. heck. dont wanna think too much.

good news? i managed to give myself a 3 days spelling on some words and managed to pass through it. now, im going on with the other sets of words to learn. >.>

any CUTE guys who's living alone?
need a housekeeper?
provides lodging / food?

please, gimme a call.

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juz a sudden though... its kinda weird.. and it seems lik "opposites attract" is kinda true.

u'll see good looking guys with *ahem - dont bash me* not very pretty girls

tall guys with v short girls

or vice versa - super pretty girls with not v good looking guys

tall girls with guys shorter than her lik, half a head, a head, etc...