I'm not sure if I'm just feeling emo or something, but I just felt very sick and tired of work suddenly. Somehow I felt that I'm being paid to see people's face. They can't make it clear themselves and do they have to be that nasty about it? What fuck is $38? It's SMALL AMOUNT ok? Why kept stressing on that? If I could, I'd just throw the money on that fatass man's face and yes, he's another ANG MOH who think he's that almighty!! Yet another one, who talk alot and said we are the one who's wasting his time! Bloody hell! Sometimes its just them who made me look at people of his same kind in another light and its very HARD to convince myself that not everyone are like that. Yes, I know. Not EVERYONE are like that, but you have to SEE for yourself in order to be convinced right? Damnit! A few bad apples can spoil the rest of the apples in a basket. *PUI!* Still dare say that he'd stayed here for 14years and DARE to compare us with that.. THAT country? Come on! Maybe they see that you are an ANG MOH. ANGMOH = carrot head! Be nice to you and thats all. I don't give a SHIT if you are AM or not ok? What makes you think you deserve that special treatment just because you are different?

Anyways, I'd made up my mind. Die die to continue my studies and no more delay. Hopefully I'll try to find a part time job in an industry that I like. Some may say that it's inpractical and a job is a job. HEY, if you do not like that shitty environment you are working in or if you do NOT enjoy what you are currently doing, why should you stay and make yourself miserable? After TWO years of facing idiotic customers, I must say, it's only the really NICE ones that made me stay.

Sheesh, just thinking of those people made me lost my 'inspiration'.

I.hate.my.sucky.job.at.times!


This song came to my head right now!