Suddenly had this feeling again, of being tired of working, of being tired of doing things that i used to have passion with. Of being around with friends that i like to be around with.

After meeting up with ys and gang for dinner, i was reminded of the first time i met up with vivi. yes, he was the only FF player whom i has the deepest memory of. Funny huh. Him and Clarence. When i met vivi at AMK's Mos Burger. But what i remembered most was the cute plant in his room. Lol. It was there, standing alone, on some table. Second time, it was by the window, absorbing sunlight. For survival. Remembering that FF book i saw, in Japanese, till now i still have the urge to steal it from vi's room. Lol. No, i'll take it, GUAN MING ZHENG DA de. Us, having steamboat porridge? And it got burnt and Clarence thought vi and i were cousins. When we still meet up for dinner and such, to discuss about games and other stuffs.

About the many gatherings i had with my OLD friends. When we were still "free-er", we practically celebrated everyone's bday on time. Without fail. No later. But am still glad, that we are meeting up occasionally, to catch up, to bitch.

Sigh, i don't even know what am i talking about! lol.

Suddenly felt that emptiness in me again. Unable to find anything that can fit that emptiness. Nothing. Nada.

Was watching this anime that Clarence had recommended - Detroit Metal City. Damn funny. lolx.

Losing my touch. Still have my column for my magazine, yet to touch on. Yet to do anything about it. I am so lazy. I have 2 pages to fill! Gosh. What to write on?

Im so stuffed. Yet empty at the same time. Feeling kinda poetic, but cant think of any words now. The inspiration i used to have, was long gone. Or was it lost? Hidden at the back of my mind? That artistic part of me, is slowly disappearing. Where is that tiny string, for me to pull it back?