I can't make myself like you

Yes, I met her again. The one who was biased against me when I was the chosen one to be on the list and she had another person in mind. One whom she liked very much, her pet. Where she will show her displeasure and unwillingness to accept the fact that I got it.

It sucks and my heart really sank when I heard that she was joining us. Nonetheless, I just be friendly and hope she'll change her view overtime since half a year had passed. I was wrong. Realising that we will never be close, she is a back stabbing 2 face, act all friendly and cute in front of people she liked. God knows how many people did she talk bad behind. So I just ignored her and couldn't be bother to entertain her. Fucked it.

I have people who are genuine around me anyway. Hope her next generation will not share her traits. Oh boy, I can't wait to see how the next gen will turn out to be. All the best of luck.

Time for 大扫除 !!

Yessss, I spent one of my day off to really pack and clean my room. Took me the whole day and I was already very very tired by the time I was done! I started cleaning from 1pm to 3am! Yes!

I'd managed to clean, pack, threw away 2 big plastic bags of stuffs (time to clear some which I once held dearly), moved my furnitures, washed my carpet and a mat and rewired my extended cord.

From before:


Everyone who saw that photo went "anna! are you a girl? is this a girl's room?!"
Even Germermaid who came to my house cannot stand my room and walked out almost immediately. hehe


And the new look:


I'd just put my carpet and mat in place and shifted the low table to where my carton boxes were.


Carton boxes containing my trophies! Halo below - damn 舍不得 to let another box to be stack on top but the top was already opened so i need to "seal" it with my Gears of War box.





And it's time to throw my precious away..... letters dating as long as 2002! No point keeping since we ain't writing to each other. One of my hobby - letter writing the snail mail way!





I had my 'talk' with one of my boss and he told me that I did not quite make the mark and was dropped from the probation list for promotion. Later he added that the management had decided not to have any promotion for this year. So.. it sounded like the first reason was a weak one and the MAIN reason why I was dropped was because there'll be NO promotion for EVERYONE! If he stopped at "I did not make the mark", I'll have accepted it.. but to add the second sentence behind was..

At times I can't help but be angry at the newly hired senior staff for he just applied and get the role while I was under probation for 7 months! It's like they're making of us to take over the duties of the missing senior staffs and remove us once they are fully trained! I was hoping to decorate my resume with my new title but oh well.. there's no reason for me to stay anymore and funny that they'll say that we are still an asset to the company and not to quit because of this setback. =.="



Just checked my timetable and I'll be starting my first day of school on 4th Feb!! I'm so excited and I'll be comparing my timetable with my girls' to see when are the days they can wait for me to finish school! My dear MxL already asking me not to slack.. hehe.

Don't think I'll have time to blog after today - preparing for CNY, hence wishing everyone:

新年快乐 :: 身体健康 !!

一转眼就是2012!

Yes! Any New Year resolution(s)?

Me? I'd gave up on it because I knew that I will not follow through any. Just hope to earn enough discipline and study hard.

Now I'm looking forward to Chinese New Year. Hoping to be able to catch up with some friends and family/relatives. Did not buy any new clothes this year - gotta save money for studies. Not cheap even though the fees were heavily subsidised by the government. And I'm planning to wear some top I'd bought last year but yet to wear.

There's been many construction around my area lately that it's making my house very dusty. Having vacuumed and mopped the house yesterday and today I'm feeling a new layer of dust settling down on the floor. =.="
Kinda 白抹一场。。。

たいへんですね。。。

我不是一个把钱看的太重的人。So I was quite turn off when a friend whom I'd been messaging will always talk about money because it is his dream to have his own business and become a millionaire. I know it is good to have one's own dream but it is a big turn off when one keeps talking about it. I know you have that dream, you have a direction but you don't have to keep telling me about it. It is like repeating a story over and over again. I wonder whether was that part of the reason why his girlfriend left him. I know I'm being mean but I can't take it anymore. Stop talking to him? I did... In fact I chatted less frequently with him now. It was so different talking to him comparing last time and now.

My mei and I are planning a short and cheap holiday trip. I was thinking of going to korea if it fits our budget. I wanted to visit either Taiwan or HK but mei don't want to go to either places.

In fact, pigu asked to join him on his Japan trip but it was in Jan... Cold!! In the end his JP trip was not fulfilled because he can't find anyone to go with him. His girlfriend also didn't want to travel with him. =.="