Stay Home Sunday

I was really glad that I stayed at home last Sunday instead of trying to go out again. It has been a really long time since I last stayed home on my day off. Thinking that I will save money if I don't go out was WRONG! I spent money at home.. on my xbox live account. Sigh.

Feeling really guilty everytime I looked at my xbox for I have not accompanied him for a really long time. I mean, I used to play with him almost on my every off day unless I'm going out. So I could almost feel him jumping in joy, beaming away his green light when I picked up my controller. Haha. We misses each other.

I had decided to renew my xbox Gold membership so that I could play online again and enjoy the perks again. Ok... I just missed being on the Gold account. I was hoping that Xbox will have the promotion for renewal programme just like what I'd gotten 3 years back where they offered a 3 years promotion for $X. It was really convenient and cheaper plus I do not have to renew it for 3 years! I removed my card details because I do not want Xbox to do the auto renewal in case they are having some good promotions for Gold membership.

Here comes my Gold Membership again!! Oh, this screen shot was taken with my Asus Transformer! Isn't that cool? Hell, it makes things going a lot easier for me now! :D

I also bought some points at the same time. I was calculating whether was it cheaper to buy more points or just what I need. In the end, I realised that they all costs the same. Perhaps the Xbox team might want to consider doing some promotion for buying more points instead of just making them cost all the same whether you buy 500 points only or 5000 points. Like some perks you know? Buying more points = buying more xbox arcade / Online games. Anyway, I went ahead and bought the 5000 points one because there are quite a number of arcade games I wanted to get.

So it was a good Sunday for me. Stayed home, relax and played games. Oh! And my mom gotten someone to paint the ceiling for they were peeling off like mad. So until now, the room still smell like it's been renovated, like fresh paint smell. :)

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Anyway, I was wondering, why do people say mean things to the person they care for the most and best part is, they do not mean it. It just spew out of their mouth.

Is it because they are being hurt and angry?

Why huh?

If someone mean to change, will they really change? Can they? Or was it just a temporary phase only and will return to their old self?

Do they mean it?

Or they stay because they feel comfortable only and nothing more?

So many uncertainties.

Please post something here.

It has been some time since I had last posted something here.

Because sometimes I do not feel like letting a particular person to read what is happening right now. If you have the ability, please go ahead and do what you have been doing, if you are able to achieve something, I'd applause you. For from the start, you should know what is going to happen.

I don't really care. And I hope that person will stop asking that someone to read my blog for if that someone wants to, they will read it religiously.

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Anyway, I had lunch at the Carousel, Royal Plaza @ Scotts. It was the Spanish fare until August. Didn't really like the food although my date seemed to enjoy it very much. It must be the prawns. Prawns jumping on the frying pan. Wish I took a video of the whole process. Anyway, it was quite disappointing for me. It must have been nearly 10 years since my first and only visit to the Carousel with dajie and her then-colleagues. I would say it was a pleasant memory and I wish it could stay that way. I remembered enjoying the company and the food, especially! I can't really say my company that day was a bad one but it was the food... Bleh. I would like to return for porridge at Goodwood Park Hotel and buffet at The Line again. Fond memories and Mr Tan made it so.


So, my date took some random photos of me and I had decided to post them up here. Don't really care if I look fat. Hah!


Which station should I attack?

Nope, not sleeping. Not yet.

Hmmmm... drink plain water. Good for my throat...

Can't eat much desserts. Sux big time.

I realise the desserts are quite limited there.. Or was it just me? Sure, there were a lot of cakes but.. maybe not quite what I'd expected?

Some of the places that I loved to go had become history because they were tainted by someone. Damn. I should be glad that I kept some of my favourite to-go places a secret where it will be visited only by me and my special friend(s). Hell yeah!!!

Pretty sad that one particular place where Gabby brought me to... could not be revisited anymore for I must admit, the food there was quite good.

Damn. I shall just keep my special places all to myself and not share it with someone else for fear of 'pollution'.

Anyway I shall keep this short. For I still do not have the mood to type anymore here.

Should I just move my blog to another server?

F**k.
















Many times, I wish I could do something to that person.

Yet, sometimes I could be wondering what is that person thinking; feeling; doing?

Guess that is just me.

Weird.

Crazy.

I just wish that person will stop reading my blog one day.

CAN YOU DO THAT?

CAN YOU STOP READING MY BLOG?

JUST.STOP.READING?









Or do I have to spell you out?

Beachy time!

I was glad to have indirectly arranged the meet up because I felt that it has been quite a while since the group has their last meet up and the only time everyone could make it was on a special occasion. And I was glad that I could make it. It was really fun playing under the sun, getting burn (and feel the pain later. haha), getting tan and playing beach volleyball!!!!!!! It has been ages since I last played it.. that would be 4 years back? Haha. It is a pity that I did not get to play in the water, I would love to take a dip in the sea water. When a separate group asked us to join them while we were waiting for the rest to arrive, I was feeling very nervous because I am a NOOB and they were like, season players. My thoughts went: What if I screw up and made my team lose? What if I can't hit the ball? What if.... Many what ifs. I felt stress to perform and sometimes I couldn't 'feel' which direction is the ball coming. Will it be coming to my side? It was all good, they were really patient with me and I felt that I really sucked.

Frankly speaking, I felt really relieved when the rest arrived and our game was coming to an end soon. We played on our own and they were really really patient with me by letting me do a take 3 on serving the ball. Somehow no matter how hard I try, I couldn't get the ball over or it gets served over to the other side but it was all out of court. All in all, the event was quite fulfilling, I learned some things about volleyball and learned to serve although I need many more practices which means more beach outing!!

So many things I want to do. I want to hike again (missed the time where I hiked for 2 hours up a mountain in Japan), I want to bike around in Pulau Ubin again, I want to play badminton again, I want to play in the beach again.

 

Got burned on the day itself! Loving it!!! Now the skin is peeling and I wished my burns are on a more... easily accessible area so that I can peel them off!

 

Ate yummy ramen. It was a small shop just like those in Japan and I loved it! The place was quite similar to the one I had near the Gallery Hotel.

S was so sweet to have remembered my birthday and went to buy a gift for me during her trip to U.S.A!! I couldn't bear to use my two new gifts because I do not want to dirty it and such coincidence was, both gifts are from the same brand and are from two of the nicest people I love. This year would be my best birthday because I'd received gifts from the sweetest people as well as some taking time to celebrate with me! :)

 

I had a movie/supper date with D! Finally, after one year then we meet up and he still has the cheek to say our next meet up will be a year later, like some annual event. =.= So exclusive huh.

We went to watch 'Pee Mak'. I can't say I enjoyed the show because it was quite boring, although there were some funny parts. The ferris wheel scene would be the one that I paid quite a bit of attention to. Perhaps it was the music that caught my attention, meaningful lyrics that matches what the female character was feeling then or the dialogue between the two of them. That, no matter in life or death, their love towards each other was so strong that nothing can keep them apart. The character in the show was scared of ghosts, and when he saw her true self, he did not turn away, he did not exorcist her, he did not shun her because he loved her. Instead, he accepted her the way she was. It was quite touching.