I did it!!!!!! Hahaha, went to the gym today and instead of being greedy, I took 2km instead of 2.5km. Last week I clocked 26mins for my 1.8km. This time is 18mins for 2km. Saw the improvement?? I'm soooo happy! Poor Joe, he fell off the treadmill and hurt his knee..

The bus ride back was exceptionally long today. Most of the passengers had a lot of enquiries about the stops they wish to alight at and sadly, the poor driver just started on his job and he speaks mandarin only.

There was this particular passenger who is a tourist here, showed the driver her hotel name and asked if he'll drive past it. So, out of desperation, he scanned the bus for someone who was able to help him translate and I was unlucky one. Not because I do not wish to help but I'm not that familiar with the route and so I told her that the bus most prolly do not go past it. She was pretty upset and I guess she decided to take a cab instead. The moment the bus drove off, nearing to the next stop was.... her stop. I felt so guilty about giving her the wrong info.. Sigh.

Just returned from the gym and wasn't surprised to see that I'd clocked a frikking 26mins on a 1.8km run on the treadmill!! Horrible! To think I could get away easily with an 11mins for a 2.4km run during my secondary school days. Horrible!! And could managed a 25 situps within 1min.. How sad.

But it was really fun to go to the gym during night time as there wasn't anyone in the office and the gym simply belongs to us and no one else. Well, except for the cctv in it. Bet the guards must be laughing their ass of while watching our every movements.

Ahhhh, I'm so tired. Sleeping time. 2 more days to off day! Nearly forgot about my 'Dim Sum Dolly' theatre show on Sunday if not for my dajie's reminder. So many errands to run. Sigh. Good night!

Ps: did I mention that I'd signed up for the StandChart Marathon? Well, its a 10km run only, not even the half marathon (full marathon is 42km). Lol.

Found another run under the Yellow Ribbon Project.. Unfortunately the individual category were full.. So can only wait for their response for corporate cat.

It felt kinda strange to be waiting for the bus with the sun still shining on my face.. Went for some workshop and was granted my always-missed family day, so I get to knock off at 3.30pm instead of 7.30pm. haha. It was so sudden that I didn't know what to do with the rest of the day since most of my friends are still at work.

Anyway, was watching TV and seeing the MV for the latest National Day song. Check it out here!




Dear sis, if you are looking at this blog now, this video showed you some glimpse of how Singapore is like. ;)

Had registered for the StandChart Run.. Decided not to be too greedy and to regret it later, I opt for the 10km first. Unfortunately I will not be getting the finisher's tee, so I just have to settle for the normal one. Time to start motivating myself, but I still feel shy... About going to the gym and run on the treadmill. Perhaps, I can try to go during periods where the people are back at home already...

Nothing interesting about my life except for being weigh down by bills. Sigh. To stay at home and spend less money. Gotta start saving up for my trip next year and for my studies. Still considering to do part time or full time.

Damn... why Restaurant City has so many connections error?!?!?!?! Grrrrr!!!

Poor Von, Buddy, PP and Father are gonna starve without me to feed them..

Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?

Yes, I'm still thinking of the above question... I still cant picture myself in that period.

What about you? Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?

I'd made the most difficult decision last night. I'm retiring from ff11. I know master lil is gonna be so sad lor afterall she'd been waiting for me for SO long! But I guess I really can't find the time to play and I had been paying for so long and yet I login no more than 10 times. So, yup, retirement for me. All my 'cai chang' shall goes to master lil. Heh. I will wait for ff14 and D3 bah.

Gomen ne master lil. m(_._)m

First thing, blogging has become so convenient especially with my new phone where I can post up anything I want whenever I have certain thoughts in my mind. ;)
No more is it going to be thick with spiderwebs. I HATE SPIDERS!!!

Anyways, for those who ever saw or heard of this Anime - Beck will find this link pretty interesting. :D
I wonder how is it gonna be like. Thanks to Clarence who gave me this url to see (nearly thought it was some virus lor. Coz there were some links which will bring virus right to your doorstep popping up in msn. Irritating!)

And had just look through some website (equivalent of Friendster, shit.. after watching FMA, my sentences always contain equivalent exchange.. Onwards to the movie then brotherhood, after i finish Kuroshitsuji.. with the very cool and good looking pek pek (uncle) demon butler. lol, master lil is gonna be soooo angry reading this line!) Back to what I want to say.. I realised that when you dislike someone, best is to just keep it to yourself. Or to tell someone who's not working in the same industry as you are because that someone may have spies and it's nearly impossible to know who are their closest friend. Too much political issues. I hate that, why does it has to appear in every company, no matter how big or small? Just when you feel that person is someone whom you can trust, it can turn out that they may just stab you on your back. Gonna start being cautious about things around me. The environment has changed.

Before I sign out. Went to the gym with pp today and tried the cycling equipment for half an hour. Reached home to feel the area around my pelvis hurts, or rather, aches. *Ouch!* It was pretty fun though. We were like some mountain turtles trying to figure out how the machines work. Luckily there was this guy who noticed that we were in 'trouble' and came over to help. Next I shall try will be the treadmill!! I may train myself up for the upcoming StandChart run. Hahahahha! Kinda ambitious eh?

Time to becareful on my every steps. Invest in chess playing. Not being political but being tactical. Had made up my mind on what do I want to do next year. Starting to feel a little sick of the silly political game. Be low profile.

Its funny how one thought can link to another..

I was brushing my teeth while thinking of what tee-shirt to wear (was going downstairs to buy brunch with my da jie). What I had in mind was a DMD top which reminded me of my freshman's yellow top (when I was still in poly) which reminded me of my red top and the IT club that I used to join... And the event we had for National Day where I performed for the first time in front of a crowd.. And the people whom I used to hang out with and slowly stopped contacting each other.. Then I was reminded of Halim who reminded me of Clarence and how their actions are quite alike, and funnily, they are both in the airline's industry. One an air steward and the other an air traffic controller. Lol.

Argh!!!! I'm so pissed off! Stupid ABNN! I was preparing to leave my seat to alight the bus but seeing that it was an old lady in front, I let her go first. To think while the old lady moved down the steps, this ABNN quickly moved forward. Wah lau!! Can't he be a frikking gentleman and let me go down? (There's a line of people behind him, so if he moved, I'll have to wait till the rest alight then its my turn and that's gonna takes ages!) So I just moved down and blocked him with my bag. Don't care if I'm in my uniform or not. Bloodyhell!

Had attended a friend's father's funeral. Frankly speaking I don't really perform well in this category. To make someone laugh, I can make a fool out of myself to do that but.. To console, I'll just have to wait for the person to find me and I'll be glad to lend my hugs or shoulder. But advices, nah, I'm bad at that too. So, when I reached the funeral, I don't really know whether should I smile and look happy so that he wouldn't feel sadder than he already is or should I have a solemn face and to remind him of the bad experience. So, I just did a little of both. Its really weird but I'd just attend a funeral because they are my friends.

Anyways, after hearing his story of what had happened to his dad, it kinda made me shudder at the thought of how fragile a human life can be. Even if you are a healthy person who doesn't smoke nor drink, you still will not be spare from the hands of death. Cardiac arrest, how did it happen? What could have trigger it?

My dear friend was full of regret now. Not being able to see his father one last time (he was recall for reservist, to serve the nation), not being able to celebrate the belated father's day, and his father not being able to at least see his 3 sons getting hitched. From what I'd learnt that if a family member had passed away, you'll either have to get married within 100 days from their death or wait for 3 years after. It made me think of all and what would happen if its on me, on my family members. *touch wood!!! I pray everyone is healthy and happy! And of course with a job, or those searching a job will have one knocking on their doorstep soon!!*

Anyways, enough of the gloomy stuffs. On a lighter tone, I'm currently at tampines outlet to relief for a week as they are having some events there and may need an extra hand. I missed oub a lot but its a blessing in disguise to be at tampines because I get to catch up with some of my friends whom I'd worked with in the same outlet last time. I'm glad that ms yang is pregnant!! Yay! I really can't wait to see how her baby will grow to be like whom and how ms yang is gonna perform as a mom. We always teased her, saying that she's gonna be one hell of a hot mama! Haha. (Oh, took a pic with her today and my gawd!! I looked so fat! Even shiling was already poking fun of my flabby arms.. ), saw hairie's cute baby girl, she's sooooo cute that her big round eyes are gonna attract the bees around her! But I still misses oub, I misses my darling, my hachiko and my father!! Haha. Oh, no way I gonna post up the fat picture of me! Time to hit the gym and not be lazy.. Lol. Its like the hundredth time I'd said that huh? To think fat fat, jw and annkia asked me to run the standchart 10km run.. *twitch*

Forgotten to bring my handphone out today. Did I miss it? Nope, in fact I only bother sms-ing one person about it, in case he can't reach me and gotten worried. I wonder, how many missed calls or sms unread will be listed in my phone? Maybe none at all? Maybe there's a lot? ;)

Suddenly felt kinda lost. Had a conversation with joe and that got me thinking of the recent events. Regarding my job, my relationships, my education, my friends..

Frankly speaking, I have no idea what do I wanna do in life. Clifton posed a question to me - where do I see myself in 5years time. I don't know.

What do I wanna do tomorrow? Why do I look forward to sunday? Why do I look forward to going to work? Why do I look forward to knocking off?

Well, today is another offday and funnily, I'm wondering how's my mom treating my camera. Part of me wanted her to just spoil it so that'll gimme a good reason to get a new one.. But part of me would rather her to take good care of it coz I happened to love that cam. :/

I had a recent brush through with someone whom I thought was closed to me. But.. I guess I was wrong. Maybe just no fate to have friends of the same gender? Why people can get angry with you for a long time over something small? Why some people can't just say that's on their mind? I'd rather we talk it out than just sayin that its 'nothing' and ended up still treating me differently (which is very obvious by the way).

That at the same time made me appreciate a friend of mine. The one who got a blur look and always get disturb (of coz cannot overdo) by us all. We did has some misunderstanding before but once with friends' help it got cleared up. Another was a recent one too, which we'd talked it out.

Well, I love my other family especially my buddy!! She's soooooooo cute! That I envy sometimes.

Oh well, on the way to hachiko's house to play some games!!