dont know today consider what kinda day it should be... dont know what kind of feeling should i be feeling now.. and for the whole of today. nope.. not feeling gay nor warm.. mayb a little touch of grey and black? plus some silver streaks of lines across the dark clouds? no no.. not lightning. i'm not refering to the weather today. it's bright, warm and happy from what i see here.

read: silver linings across the dark clouds. otherwise known as friends for bringing some rays of warmth - laughter. they and their jokes. *chuckle*

for now, i'm standing at a point where my path splits into a fork. am still standing there.. waiting. perhaps, after today, i might take the first step since... god know how long have i been standing there. perhaps, after the path im gonna take, it might split up again. life's lik that huh? every steps you take, you pray to walk a path where it wun splits, where you can go on and on forever, always admiring the warm rays from the sun, feeling the tender breeze caressing your face, listening to birds singing and the trees dancing to their sweet tunes. ah.. how wonderful can that be?

alas, yet for some, you'll have to choose a path to walk on. they never revealing the picture you'll step on until you made a choice. perhaps, if you are lucky, you may feel a gentle push on your back to guide you on your first step to where you should be heading to. otherwise, you'll have to be prepared to pay for the consequences if things doesnt turn out right. if you are lucky again, both paths arent really that harsh. except that you'll be experiencing slightly lesser of wot you should get on the other path that you didnt pick. lucky you. lucky lucky stars shining upon you.

for the unlucky ones, fret not. perhaps, the starting paths are just a test of your courage and your strength. a test of your perseverance, 'ren nai li'. lik this phrase 'taste the bitterness without complain and you'll taste sweetness soonafter'. (i made up one lah.. -.-" )

tears that you'd once shedded will return to sprinkle colourful dust upon you. (how katamari~~*)

for starters, you'll walk a rocky road, climb a steep mountain and brave the stinging cold accompanied by the occasional stabs of rain. grit your teeth and face it bravely. you'll find your path, making way for the sweetsmelling of victory. angels embracing you with warmth, orange rays colouring your pale skin. overwhelmed with sweet success, you'll soon breakdown, with tears of happiness.

oh how gloomy this post sounds.. but doesnt it reflect on some people, no? i'm sure you'll know who's the angels are. oh~ ignore my poor grammar because i add and change tenses as i deem fit. so dont scrowl; or stop reading if it hurts your brainless head badly.

updates again.. will b put on hold till..... when im home early and am free~~*

ah do not worry, u'll see a smile afterwards. i cant stay gloomy for long. esp if i have my angels w/ me. *huGs for all -i lik only- ~~~*

oh oh, its lunch time.. wot to eat? =\