well, m recovering from my fever - which started today and am much better now. thought i'd just update my blog before watching my csi which clifton had prepared for me. thanks baby :)

the update is going to be very backdated.. managed to 'shui bian' edit the pics just so that i can post it up here. still have super lots of pics which are still waiting to be edit and post. alot of things had happened since my last blog.

maz, my ever faithful friend since poly (we were in the same group and project mates for the whole poly period till our individual FYP, i still remembered the times we had breakfast, lunch and dinner together. our currypuff bites, those gossips that we shared, likes and dislikes, the time we met to go to school together, .. too many things to list) had gotten hitched to hairul. am glad that you'd met him, fall in love and to spend the rest of your live with the good man. :) my apologies for not being able to attend your wedding. as much as i hated to. it'll be a blast, to be able to see u in your pretty gown, to share your joy, to see the rest whom we'd lost touch with. gathering huh.. still yet to fulfil, will organise it one day.

alson, gotten hitched too. after all those talks and discussions, your wedding date seemed a long way then. it was a wonderful night, ailing looked really pretty - even clifton said that she's cute. the flash clip was cute, and interesting in a singaporean way. didnt get much to catch up with you since your big night, but we'll meet up pretty soon enough. really enjoyed our night meetings, and thank you so much for accommodating me always, for making me feel like a princess. hee. and being frank with me. :D hee and through your wedding, i managed to meet up with jaja! and to finally see his girlfriend for the first time, in flesh. being able to meet up with winnie, ah soon, kenneth and his girlfriend (who, also gotten ROM-ed). pity, that chenwei wasnt able to make it.. as well as nancy aka ah nan. :P

attended this event called 'Circle of Life', for the cancer society de with clifton and his parents and with uncle joseph's mom at the victoria theatre. its my first time seeing a ballet dance? cant think of the word that i wanted to use. bear with me. overall, it was a wonderful experience. though i cant really understand what's the story behind the movements and everything but i wouldn't mind going to another similar event again! plus its my first time seeing celine perform. shes really incredible man! her movements were very graceful, i loved her last solo scene as well as the costume. it was great!

oooo, though ther's no connection to the above. had went to the changi chapel with jeremy. bought this book which talks about his experience during WWII. a japanese - shinozaki, titled "Syonan-My story: The Japanese occupation of Singapore". fromt he book itself, i learnt alot about the past, about some of the buildings that were there during that era, histories behind the buildings itself and such.

did i mention about our shop event? we went to play bowling after work, majority of the staffs were there as well as all the managers. such a pity that of all days,i'd to forget to bring my camera on that day.. :(

from there then i learnt that.. most of my colleagues are good bowlers!! omg!! they were like, scoring and striking. i hit the drain most of the times but i'd enjoyed myself thoroughly. it was fun, tiring for some though, as they still have work as per norm the next day.

that aside, pics!! dating from 20/07/07. my first malaysia trip with mr v, chee wah and jason. pity that scandal joe cant make it that time.




our lunch, yummy wanton


dont they looked alike? haaa


us, at the salon. before the haircut.



the we go.. snip snip...


taking a pic together before we head back for home - sg.


our bus ride home..

our dinner at... forgot wots the cafe's name. but its at bugis..

oh dear... i think the curse is back!! ugh.. y cant it last alil longer? its about the same time.. geez. muz try to keep it going!!!!

the craze is back!!!!! am now chasing after ff7 AGAIN! *again - in colourful letterings* blame it on vi.. who showed me the opening cs for crisis core on his psp. blame it on square enix for coming up with such a fantastic game, for making advent children (im so tempted to put the clip in my psp so that i can watch it everyday!), for making crisis core! now im totally in love with the blonde who wished to be forgiven. am headoverheels with the silverhair swordsman who hated mankinds. practically searched for any clips related to ff7 trailer on ps3, cs on crisis core, advent children.

anyway, enjoy this clip. somehow, the lead singer.. reminded me of.. vi. haha

dajie showed me this funny clip.. tot i'd share it here :)





and clifton also showed me yet another funny clip... and i kept humming it while working yesterday... *slaps forehead* plus.. humming another song whenever i heard this word "like". here it comes again.... humming of the song... ugh!!

listen to the lyrics.. its v funny and the song's really catchy.





oh vi showed me the clip for ff7's crisis core.. omg! its sooooo.... sooooo.. im speechless. its v v v v v nice!!!!! nice is an understatement thou.. cant really understand wot are they talking about coz its all in jap. cant possibly ask vi to translate all right? he'll kill me.. especially after a hardcore singing session last night. we practically sang all jap songs, english and alil of mandarin oh cantonese as well. ah.. cantonese part, vi's the only one singing.. ha

just watched this superb anime.. under the same production team that brought you 'Spirited away', 'The Cat Return', 'Howls Moving Castle', etc.. this anime is called 'Grave of The Fireflies'. its about 2 orphans who have to survive on their own during WWII, its very touching... go watch it when free. :)

Full video parts

Part 1



there's also a live production... which i managed to find it.

Live - Grave of the Fireflies

Part 1

went kayaking yesterday with kelly, ah goh and jeremy. shifu was there too. :D
oh along with some other fella starhubbers from other outlets.. of coz, those i dont know de..

it was our working day as well as some company's event. to improve interactions, create bonding, etc.

kayaking was superly fun! i was lucky that they let me off. by not turning the 'boat' upside down. i was scared shitless man. pity i didnt take any pics and pity, that the sun came out just as we are about to leave.. the instructor was a young lady. i like her nice tan.. she looked so sporty man!

just as she was going to give some instructions about the safety measures, how to kayak, etc.. ther was this girl who made this comment that i felt was quite hurtful.. even if she feels that way, she shouldnt said it out loud. she actually asked the instructor to quickly go through and let us kayak. she wanna get it done wih asap.. its like she treat it like some duty that she need to perform and of coz, without any interest.

anyway.. IT WAS FUN!!!! i really love kayaking.. thou it was kinda scary.. when the boat shooked alot as jeremy and i did some serious paddling. at the ending stage, i decided to go into the water.. to swim as it looked fun when i saw kelly in the water. was scared as i held onto kelly .. hahah. die die dun wanna let go of her. dunno how to float in peace, how to swim, relax.. etc. but it was really fun. would wanna go swimming at the pool opposite my place one day.... just couldnt find someone to go with me..

update w/ some pics the next day.

updates...

today was the first time i EVER stayed up till so late that me, jason and julie were the only ones left in the shop! not that im complaining...

celine came over today!! :)
great to see her again and today was kinda different.. i was working.. hee

had my 1st brush w/ gastric pain. it was horrible man!!! seriously.

and..... saw ALOT of cute guys today.. hee. no wonder time passes by so fast.. ther's this Hideaki guy lookalike on his sideview, ther's this v tall ang moh who's quite good looking - even ben agrees! ha! but i suspect he's a gay.. coz he came w/ his partner.. hee. oh! and this cus who came in the morning, who looked rather charismatic. crystal n i agreed!!

finally... my potential-can-be-boyfriend for the girls. such a pity that he didnt turn up today.. haha. dun wanna disclose too much about him here.. :P but kanesh n rest were saying im crazy.. muawhahahahahah... ok. time to pack my stuffs for tmr!!!!
its kc's BIG DAY!! am so excited as im one of the jie meis.. hee...

well, kinda hit the lowest peak of my emotions last night, after seeing clift off..

how should i put it? it feels as though, my life had changed. for the worse. i cant play online as much as i used to, i cant meet up with my friends as much as i want to, and i seemed to stop making friends, stop socialising. period. yes, i felt like i have no life suddenly. as much as i was awared of the things that i'll have to sacrifice - long working hours, working over the weekends, but i guess i didnt expect it to be that horrible. even if im working 8.5hrs a day, but by the time i fin work, my friends are already snoozing away.

yes, i do admit that the pay is good. that's why there are some who actually stayed on because of the pull of it. you cant get that much outside especially if you are expected to go through the same thing all over again and your starting pay will definitely be really low. i wonder, whether will i want to stay here for the rest of my life? will i want to invest in something else, that'll reap rewards at the end of the day? though responsibilities will be bigger of course.

sometimes i wish i could live the life of a 'tai tai'. play games at my own pace, go overseas as and when i wish, do everything without having to work at all! but, having said that, you must be or have something that'll give you that sort of life right? cant really put it through words, you'll get what i mean eventually. not everyone can be tai tai you know?

just checked my payslip today and i can tell you, that its my first time seeing such BIG numbers.. its so big that i can say im earning what he used to earn.

something which jessicat said made my mind click. it made me think, alittle of the future..

i think, i need to open up more. i want to try.. something. but everytime i try to do so, i'll end up failing miserably.. i'd want to try and see and listen on how people communicate and not sounding so fake. which he does sometimes.

oh well, get to see her and unknowingly, she made the rest of the day pass by very fast. and bonus was, i get to chat up with her for at least... 10mins? :)

so many places i want to visit, so little time.

busy busy busy, gotta get prepared for kc's wedding this sat! :)
oh, i need to give my eyebrows a trim....

and lastly... CONGRAZ to cat n doris :)
no worries, i bear no grudge about your D-Day.. but.. show me some of your pics taken on that day can? :)

ah, decided to do a quick edit n posting of some pics taken on my belated bday. *juz remembered that Mr V haven't send me the pics taken on the exhibition... hmmm*

Belated bday celebration at Marina Square KTV


not good.. annkia's sleeping! once more!


informal shot?


my 1st bday gift from them. the 2nd one from them was very helpful too. thanks guys! na mo you wo de xin.. hee :P




gossip gossip...


some shots before we leave.. fun, tiring yet enjoyable.. :D




hee...





more to come.. ;)

am on mc today.. down with flu and slight cough. today's weather doesnt seemed to agree with my body. chilling wind will blow in now and then although its noon already, floor were quite cold, luckily for my mom's slippers which she bought from .. i'd forgotten wher but its definitely not from SG which helped to block out some of the coldness, slipped on long pants to protect my leg and for the first time in my life, i actually sneezed >4times since the morning till now.

just heard some really bad news from master lil. she v moody now coz of her pet dog. he's sick and i'm kinda affected by it in a way i guess coz of the way she'd describe her dog and i get to see him once when i went over to her place for visiting. fierce on the outside but soft on the inside. hee. hope he'll make it through this week! GANBATTE doggie!!!!! >:D

nice mtvs to share with.. :)




lol, this is a very funny video. listen to the lyrics too.



why, i wonder, that when people who cant make it, to meet you, will not make an attempt to at least inform you? i'd appreciate that rather than they keepin mum about it. rather than i put all my plans away and wait, like some idiot. oh well, at least i get to play my games, do all my game patches and miss clift.

seriously, i need to start on my photo postings again.. tons of pics waiting to be edit.. hmmm

outside's having some getai.. luckily im not watching my fave show or sth... its so damn loud... -.-

am soooo bloody pissed off after a phone call made to that somebody. does he not understand at least some SIMPLE english? does he has to keep repeating that frikking words of "you know"? fine, if he's going to have his way, i'm definitely not gonna sit around and keep quiet. i'll make sure that he'll REGRET what he had done! bloody asshole motherfucker! and to think that some person by the name of MICHAEL to call me using his private number. FYI, i can trace HIS call eventhough its marked under P.R.I.V.A.T.E N.U.M.B.E.R! damnit! to call me at a wrong time, he should be kissing his lucky ass that im actually letting him off! he had better not call me again! mei mei feedback that some stupid idiot called her once too and stupidly used his own number.. how daring huh..

so bloody pissed off!

im so uncomfortable with someone using my pc.. should i be selfish and not share it? i seriously do not wish to wipe off the remains man. im so .. gah.

in a really bad mood right now. i'd decided to be selfish for now. im not in the mood to fix another pc. spent so bloody much $. not that im complaining about not claiming it but i just dont wish to spend so much on something that'll not be permanent.

temporary *happy note* she called me today!! yes!! how i wish i wasnt on leave today.. no, how i wish i attended the course.. so that i can sit beside her... and see her in it again..

hee, find him kinda cute in a way... i guess he's like those 'nai kan' thingy? nice song ley.




catchy song. heard this on mtv - TRL. sigh, i just love channel 20..




she reminded me of 1 of asia's artist.. just cant put my finger on it..




thanks to kanesh, who asked me to listen to this wonderful song. i love the female part most!




alil short.. but i love it nevertheless




heard some other songs via TRL, especially this preview but.. didnt take note of the song title.. :(

enjoy them for now. :)

i'd made an amazing discovery today... well, not today but a few days back actually. initially i thought it was just for urgent needs only, however after tonight, i realised that it'd went alittle far.

thing is, im superly sensitive towards my personal belongings, especially my hardwares. what happen if you happened to bring in some unwanted softies and crashes the whole thing down? are you gonna be responsible for it? if you are a responsible person, i dont mind sharing.. but seeing that you are not, i do not feel comfortable doing that 'sharing'.

however, im going to do something about it. i'm not gonna spend $ on repairing something that wasnt supposed to happened. especially when it wasnt created by me.

eventhough i'm not that financially stable right now, but inside of me, i so want to get an apartment of my own. even to the extend of getting rom with anyone (better if he/she has the means to support an apartment without any difficulties) just to get a place of my own. at least, its my place afterall.

oh well, on a lighter tone, she came over to my place today.. was so happy to see her again. :) she looked so... nice in her new overalls.. she didnt see me at first.. until my sharp eyes spotted her and as she was walking off, i quickly waved over.. wished that she'd walked over and talk to me alittle. *blush* i missed her smile.. hopefully she'll come up again. *floats* she still confuses me.. whether is she..

am feeling weird now. am starting to feel something lesser suddenly. should i just drop 'it' or hold on to 'it'?

which card should i apply to.. hmmm, any recommendations?

so sad, chris' leaving by this sunday.. :(
no one to treat me like a princess le!! *boohoo!!*

sigh.. was late for the meeting.. very late man..

as usual, overspent today.. bought new speakers, 4gb memory stick for my psp as well as burning crusade - the normal version. limited edition costs around $400+ and clift was right about the colour. guessed i didnt see the colour clearly the first time round.

reached home after a dinner with mr v and installed the sound card, speakers, webcam and BC. phew~ never been so hardworking before. luckily mr v was too lazy to pack his bags and his screwdrivers are still in his bag. :D

cant wait to play BC.. time to train my warlock when possible.. shucks, as well as my FFXi..

went to buy DS Lite w/ transformers some days back.. now hooked onto this game called 'Phonexi Wright'. V interesting and it really makes your brain tick man!

ok, its midnight now.. time to sleep. tomorrow and d day after - long day.....

was walking past this comics connection shop last tues after buying my lunch and something nice caught my eye that made me stop and walk backwards to where i saw it. it was..... the limited edition box for WoW's burning crusade! super nice, super tempted to buy the box without much thought.. i can imagine me drooling when i saw that Ltd Ed box.. price wasnt too friendly on my pocket at the moment though.. mayb... mayb i'll buy it one day.. just one fine day. hohohohohoho. *evil laughter*

i....
misses you when you are not around me
love the way you laugh when i tickle u
love the way you sleep with your head covered with something or with your head burrowed under the pillow
like my mini Shrek pillow that HY gave me
will never forget the way you walked in with your uniform
like your smile, that special smile
cant forget the time when you tried to go all the way back home to get your notes just for me
love my new camera, my precioussss, my 2007 bday gift from you
like my psp, that i'd given a realy long consideration before giving in to do the 'op', and that i will NEVER lend it to anyone else because its a gift from you
misses those times when we went to watch movies, telling me jokes, your problems, etc
want to thank you for thanking me for being your friend
love the way you treated me like a princess
thank you for waiting for me so patiently, for keeping true to your word - static party

ugh, clift's going to the TGS.. NOT FAIR! i wanna go too!

yep!! my internet is finally up! well... at least i know how it feels like getting everything together. can really related that with my customers.

will post lotsa pics up.. had managed to download them into my new computer! next thing i'll WANT will be speakers! *hinting to whoever is reading this!* kyakyakyakyakya....

sigh, had tried an attempt to keep in touch with my fellow trainees via email but.. i'd failed. not everyone replied, and even if they do, its juz short ones. even to take a pic together was also qutie difficult..

well, next tuesday will mark my relationship with clift with a 1 year anni.. but he wouldnt be in town to celebrate with me. now, he's enjoying himself in the states and me, still stucked in sg, with new problems, which i wanna solved and yet, my request for wednesday wasnt granted. terrific.

omg... im sooo sorry for not updating here as well as my friendster!!!!

so lazy to reply to messages for now. coz whenever i have a pc w/ internet connection, the first thing i have to do is to check my emails for updates, etc.. blah blah blah. can get very tiring one you know?

wanted to wish deirdre a happy bday via sms since i cant go online to wish her via friendster but.. i cant remember where did i named her under!!!!!!!! only till yesterday then i realised that i'd forgotten to txt her a bday msg when i saw my initial msg to her chucked in the 'drafts' folder!!! im sooo sorry babe! Happy belated and hope you have a wonderful bday party!

xoxo to all my friends..

i have sOOOOO many frikking things to update but.. yes.. the same msg - it'll have to wait till i get my internet connection up. yes yes.. its getting up soon... soon. think i'll just invest in a new modem!

had a rather disturbing dream last week.. it's bugging me till now. sigh..

anyways, work is good. Co's d&d is coming and its my first time ever attending my co's d&d! kinda nervous, excited and in fact, am looking forward to it. WHY? since i was whining that i wasn't looking forward to it ya? BECAUSE... i'd made great friends and got to know more about my colleagues! sigh, if D&D came later...

kinda under stress starting from tomorrow.. :(
hope i'll JIAYOU and not let my shifu down.. haiz...

just checked my friendster and realised that i acutally added comments but.. i cant remember accepting them. oh well, mayb friendster added it for me automatically? so touched that halim remembered my bday esp when he'd just touched down to sg AND the fact that we din really .. hmm more like never contact one another le.

i really enjoyed wot im doing though im not earning like 3~5k per month. i just wished that people will not critise my job..

alex's fixing up my pc and i'll get it ready soon! ops, gonna get stuffs from gab first. sigh, gonna miss him when he gets ready for school.. :((

found this video while searching for a very old pc game called 'Phantasmagoria'. Heard of it? Tried it before? They have censored and uncensored versions.. guess u should know wot it meant right? anyway, enjoy the clips..




the opening of the game.. damn creepy lor i tell u. ( i mean the gameplay, as u progress deeper n deeper into the story... i played it when i was in.. sec 3?) just to show u one of its cut scene. for more, go check wiki or youtube. enjoy......

OMG!! its like.. almost half a month since i last blog!!!

hee.. missed me? didnt get the chance to blog much after a series of unfortunate events. :P

okies, becoz.... after i'd moved..

1. i dont have a pc at home. yet.
2. due to work, i dont get to go back to my home to use the pc.
3. house pc was sent for repair.. so did clift's...
4. ... well, now that clift's NEW pc is up n running and i get knock off early today.. thought i'd post up something before im forgotten!!

busy with work, stressed at the same time. need to be on my toes at all times! (which job doesnt?)

too many things happening that i dont know whether to update here or not..

OH! had watched 'The Girl who Leap Through Time' - Actually taught us to try and look forward instead of trying to mend the damage that you'd done. the more you try to fix the past, the more you'll have to clean up after yourself in future, 'Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer' - well.. i'd say the storyline wasnt that great and its my first time watching F4. so why watch this now right? because of SILVER SURFER! omg! he was so darn cool in the previews and even cooler in the shows! the way he pose on his surf board, the starting stunts he made, his powers, his hard and solid body.. im drooling now! imagine that! haha.. only thing was.. his face.. he reminded me of.. this boss in this show '300'. you know, the abit ah gua face, over-trimmed eyebrows.. totally spoilt my image of the SS but.. i still like the coolness about him.. hee & 'Transformers' - totally awesome! there was a dab of humor in the show.. to release tension? i like the way they transform from vehicles to robots and vice versa. the opposite team - destructors or something (forgot liao) have a really nice piece of police car. i love that car!! sigh.. i can go on n on about how wonderful and great that show is you know? i dont mind watching that show again and... seriously dont mind owning one machine like that! will there ever be transformers? mayb my mom should bring me to buy cars.. i'll opt for a really ugly one. anyways..... They were ALL great movies!!

and... i actually bumped/saw quite a number of my poly friends! like today! i saw jason! he still look the same.. haha. and i saw ben with ty too and not forgetting delong and huiyi.

been feeling kinda like a pig ever since i started on this job. kept thinking about food.. sigh. really man, i need to cut down on my intake.. otherwise my stomach will burst one day. imagine my internal organs pop all over the staff room.. whole room covered in blood.. with my intestines hanging somewhere, my stomach (bits of it) splattered... ok, i'll stop here.

took ALOT of pics during the CommunicAsia - thanks to my part time photographer who happened to be using a much much better phone than mine.. and as well as pics during my belated bday celebration. took as usual, funny pics.. haha! cant wait for my pc (thanks to gab man! his parts are soooo... and thanks to clift) to be up and running. only thing is.. im still considering to sign up for which ISP..

okies, shall end here. time to WoW alittle or mayb.. youtube alittle?

hmmm.. miss me will ya? xoxo

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btw, saw this mtv and it was really impressive. i mean, its kinda like, not what you think it was lor. enjoy it. so far, its the best mtv i enjoyed esp when its by usher and r kelly *im not a big fan of them*

LISTEN carefully to the LYRICS ok? :)

yoyo!!! long time no blog liao! missed me bo? heee..

anyway im doing good, busy with work especially during the weekends. still trying my best to remember things, especially the process n procedures. missed playing games coz i'd moved and m saving to get a new pc! *YAY*! wanna sponsor some parts, anyone? :P

oh ya, my case w/ that quack is over! YES! i'd just say its more of a compromise thingy bah n lotsa miscomm. i'd have get more out of it if my supervisor was there.. oh well. it was over and im glad. abit tired of waiting for this case le. plus.. this case also lemme know more about some ppl.. think i dun wan help ppl look for jobs liao. help them but when u need their help, they pretend to 'vanish'. been through that before?

oh oh! found a colleague who's a temp staff at my workpl who lives near me! erm.. i mean, near my own house? can jio him out for supper at times le! woohoo!!

sian, am home alone, clift went to work, sandy checked and has to go back school earlier.. gonna play some games bah. hungry................

now headache.. thinking whether to do this or that...


ps: HY! i tried finding your email but dunno why its not in my inbox anymore. cant remember whether did i reply to your mail or not. if i did not, can you please fwd it to me again? thanks. will try to reply on this weekends after receiving your mail. :)

take care of yourself in Aust. when r u returning? buy candies for me!!

yep!! am a super super duper HAPPY girl today!!!

got my birthday gift in adv from clift! am sooo happy! *hugs darling*

started snapping away as soon as i got hold of my camera. though i felt kinda guilty that he bought such an expensive gift for me.. (think, my bday gift from vi last yr, only that this is slightly more more expensive)

SOO HAPPY! *katamari's colourful letters* nothing in words here can express my joy lor. :DDDDDDDD

oh yah.. did i mention that clift brought a girl home once? and ... i was at his place then.. dont like her.. coz she's quite pretty and sexy... took a pic of her though..

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(oh well, pc's down, clift's pc do not have photoshop, juz make do with this BIG pic)

had a really big surprise on last monday! received a big package from Japan and its contents were... Japan's snacks! well.. had tried ALL of each (chocolate, mashmallows, finished 2 packets of snacks, the sticky mini sweets).. YUMMY!

SO.. now i need a help from you guys.. any idea on what's our local snacks? so that i can send some back over to my japanese friend? seriously man, i do not have any clue on what to get for her.. sigh. clift gave a very good suggestion - kaya (hope she'll like it), dajie suggested our very own 8-days, and.. what else? help me!

well.. was feeling rather pissed for the past few days and no thanks to that fella! oh well, no more of him, thank god! just so cant wait to start packing and bringing my stuffs over. no thoughts of returning to that place to stay with them..

was watching mtv earlier and found some rather nice videos that i'd like to share with you.

today was the last day of our training, sad. ended up, only jackson went to watch 'blades of glory' with me. raymond needs to collect his car, the rest have dates with their other half.. oh well, shall organise another gathering or mayb i'll dropby their workplace to say hi hi.

enjoy~

James Morrison - You Give Me Something: US Version



Christina Aguilera - Candyman

this guy is irritating the hell outta me. mayb its just because im baised against him, somehow he just gave me an impression that's so superly negative. laugh ugly-ly, talked monotonous, and now, he eat so LOUD! for god's sake! why cant he close his mouth while eating? why cant he be more 'si wen' when eating, like clift?

anyway, enough about him. just bear another few more days and he'll begone!

oh yea! am sooo proud of my baby!! heee, im gonna be a tai tai soon! *juz kidding* ;)

and.. he's going to thailand this week again.. to find girls - like real! :(

found this rather nice game, and quite meaningful if you are able to read traditional chinese. a hint: remember your first number.

enjoy~

Choice

sigh.. super love this mtv by Gwen Stefani, she's sooo pretty!!



today's CSI: Las Vegas was super exciting! its kinda sad that Mike has got to go.. :(
though they sacrifice him in an honourable way.

today was my 1st cable training, learnt alot though i seriously need to bring the book back to read up!

just looked back on my previous posts and realised that... it'd been a really LONGGGGG time since i last post up pics.. :P

and also found out that my pics posted last time.. was GONE! damnit!!

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Dated: 21/05/07

a lunchdate w/ clift brightens up my day~~~

finally managed to syn and get the pics from bel's shared folder. met up for lunch at parkway's thai restaurant on the 20th may. surprisingly chris was there, it was good to see him there though aint as close to him as we were last time. as xiaobai has yet to upload the pics taken on that day, so.. my pics are gonna be all outdated ones..

below are the ones we took during our dinner at fish & co @ changi airport. heee, i'll bet that most of the girls would love to go there as there's one cute waiter working there. throughout the dinner, we were lik teasing about him indirectly.. :P

i have a feeling that vi's gonna puke if he sees this pics..


our food and drinks.. my drink sux. its the yellow one in the centre, forgot what's the name of the drink but its a mixture of tequila and some other stuffs...


fooling around while waiting for the food to come.


me enjoying my fries!


2 chiobus eating @ fish & co!


our lone ranger.. not exactly but he's the only guy and its either he or me sit alone. I triumph!!


i looked lik some passerby who went over to sneak a pic w/ bel n xiaobai.


our super delicious dessert!!


the ride home....

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saw this camera while waiting for san last tuesday and it was love at first sight!


i simply adore the one on the left, with black rings. nice........ aiming for that! *drools*

AHEM!! my bday coming le hor... so u know what to do hor? hee.

well, u KNOW that im just kidding right? O.o


Dated: 18/05/07

yessh... clift brought his guitar back last wednesday. didnt try it out as i was as inconsiderate as him - for his dad was sick that day. :P

well, now the song 'surrender' kept running through my head and cant stop thinking about wanting to unlock those that are within my means. i wanna 'touch' the guitar, feel how is it like in my hands..

oh well, its my 3rd day of work at Plaza Singapura basement 2. get to know more people especially so after having a late night supper after closing with some of my colleagues. learnt more names and everyone agreed upon one thing - that i looked like Goldie, our trainer. luckily its her as she's quite pretty. heee. so i looked like Goldie = i'm PRETTTY! okies, enough of that, dont want you guys to start moving your pointer to the 'X' button on the top right hand.

the first person who took very good care and whom i have a very good impression of was my in charger - Christina. She's also quite petite like me, quite pretty n was as well as IS extremely helpful. she's very patient with me though im already on my third day and am still making some serious mistakes. am trying hard not to be too dependent on her for she's a very busy girl and she'd always get someone to look after me just in case i need help. am very lucky that she's quite nice, otherwise, i think i'll be stress-er than i am now. everyone was very helpful, sometimes i felt kinda bad for always disturbing others just to check what i'd typed, etc when they wer busy with their stuffs themselves.

all is well, am starting to get used to my job which i think, its the best-er than my previous one for its really fun. though its just the start but people there are very fun to be with, have already met some kind of people and learning to put what i'd learnt into use as well as trying hard not to get 'hooked' with irritations - remembering what my other trainer, Serene had taught. am always busy, time practically flew and i still missed my fellow trainees.

am now feeling very.. whats the word for it.. hmm.. not sure but its definitely not a very good feeling. am just hoping that all will pass and nothing will happen.. no complains.. i hope, about the mistake i did. :(

did closing yesterday and i was sooo hungry. headed to carrefour to buy sushi for dinner as i'll be meeting dajie n friends to eat alittle after work. as i was walking in towards the food section, i could smelt SUSHI immediately! so.. i was practically floating over, like in the cartoon where the sylvester the cat was floating over to the food.. bought some of the yummys and 1 small carton of fruit juice.

time passed really fast as it was weekend = BUSY period. soon, i was heading over to city hall to meet dajie, ah neo and ailing for my late night dinner. couldnt recognised ah neo man!!! she looked prettier in her short hair and it was my first time seeing her in makeup.. hee.

we went to the Gotham Penthouse to see... guys dancing. it wasnt much of what i'd expected - guys strip dancing, u know, like always how the girls would dance. it wasnt like that. damn, why such a big diff between girls and guys?! think: crazy horse (jw said 'mad horse' lol) however, overall wasnt too bad. given that their dance were nice, body kinda tone (they have to be!), ok looking, and not doing just 'strip' tease, but a mixture of strip/dance tease.

saw some crazy women who macham never see hunks before, were wildly trying to grab/touch the dancers. poor fellas. i'd bet that the dxxk were the one that they wanna touch most.

oh well, it was an experience.

am looking forward to organising pulau ubin. :)

Life is great!!
as usual, good life, good job, good family, good friends, good boyfriend. what more can i ask for?

had just started my 1st day of OJT 1 yesterday. kinda started late at Plaza Sing as we had some briefing as well as some short trainings. it was kinda.. well, i shall keep my comments to myself but that day, it made me realised how much i missed my fellow trainees!!!!! oh gosh.. i missed seeing them, chatting and eating with them! or mayb i missed being comfortable with them. do hope that we'll still keep in touch despite our busy schedules!

and.. i just heard one very very nice piece of news from cat... :D
CONGRAZ!!!! this year seemed kinda.. 'happening' huh? suddenly all my friends seemed to be ...

OMG! i'd just received WCG's newsletter and... YESSS! Singapore is once again to host WCG Asian Championship and this time... Korea is taking part! OMG!

"The WCG Asian Championship will run for 4 days from August 2nd to 5th in Suntec City, Singapore" quoted from WCG

though.. of course it'd be better if WCG 2007 itself is here.. i wanna see that canadian guy again. *blushes* i wonder whether is he taking part in this year's tournament.

oh yea! next tuesday will be my 1st On-the-Job-Training (OJT) at Plaza Singapura (SP). ahem.. admirers of mine, dont have to go there peek, just come up and say HI will do. HAHAH! (super THICK SKIN!) am kinda looking forward to OJT and yet at the same, am not looking forward to the last day of our training.. felt kinda "ser bu de" to be seperated from my fellow trainees. I mean, yea, though good things will come to an end eventually, but i do hope that we'll all keep in touch always as batch H26!

did learn alot in this 1week's time - cant believe it man, especially the books were kinda thick. am definitely gonna JIAYOU!!

hmm, about my fellow trainees, there about 2 who reminded me of my friends, and especially one, who made me realised that im still missing her and wonder how is she doing now, whether is she still at Night Safari?

tried Guitar Hero II last night, its was AWESOME!!! (imagine again, katamari's colourful words) the whole concept changed, alot much difference from the old guitar hero on Playstation (if im not wrong, its called that i guess). played from 10pm till 2am, was totally hooked, songs are nice, there's a mixture of fast and soft, rock and country genres. i nearly do not wish to sleep which i did in the end - getting ready for bed.. alone, as clift was out entertaining his overseas colleagues. BUT the moment i hit the bed, i heard the main door unlocking. hee..

vivi, clarence, JIAYOU wor!! ;)

and.. just remembered something minor happened to me last friday..
i fell on the MRT's escalator while going down the steps. yea, coz it happened to rain that morning and i guess the soles of my canvas shoe was slippery. the chances of slipping increased as half of my foot was on the edge of the steps, slipped down a few steps. luckily i was wearing jeans and it kinda protected my skin, so instead of having open wounds, its just some scratches. funny thing, the lady beside me just looked down, no one came over to help or something. or maybe they did but i was having my earphones on, cant hear if she did ask any questions. nope, didnt feel awkward. was just surprised by the whole thing and instead, i was thanking my lucky stars that i didnt fall headfirst nor did my back get hit by the edge (as u know, its quite sharp) otherwise.. i think u guys wouldnt be reading this and will be at the hospital visiting me. lolx.

am back! yep! had just started on my training since monday the 7th. class size was about 10 people altogether and it was really fun as all of us clicked on the first day, the trainer - goldie was really nice an friendly, in fact she reminded me of my secondary school maths teacher Mr Tan Teck Hock (if i didnt get the name wrong, who was quite patience and always answer our questions patiently) and the managers welcomed us. the class was full of laughter most of the time and somehow i dont feel really shy when it comes to Q&A - which i will be unless the person im asking is my maths teacher or my trainer.

the managers and Goldie reminded us though, that training will be very fun but it'll be the exact opposite when it comes to the real thing which we have to be prepared for. throughout my 3days of training, i did learn ALOT of things and more or less understand how things work. tomorrow will be my test and hopefully i'll do it well! am planning on using more of my memory and less of book referencing. next tuesday will be my On-Job-Training aka internship at Plaza Singapura for a week before returning to Har Par Centre. will finish the whole course by end may.

abit stress but i'll make it!! GANBATTE!!!!

ok lah, update more again. got BIG distraction here, cant remmeber wot i wanna type here le. shall tell more about my fellow trainees this weekend. ciao and take care!~

found this good stuff, thanks to roy. :)

MOM - Contract of Service

wow! i think its my first time going for a medical checkup where it involves taking xray. mayb its considered common for some who worked in big mnc companies but its definitely my VIRGIN MEDICAL CHECKUP!!!

did eyesight/colour blindness tests, height (least i know im not shorter than 150 - that's not my official height ok!!!)and weight, urine tests - where they gave me this thin strip of plastic with 3 mini 'sponges' at 1 end for me to 'wet' it, doc check my eyes, pressed my tummy - very funny lor. the female doc was very friendly and nice. she asked me to lie on the bed and before she presses my tummy and asking me to 'deep breath', she first asked im working as a cashier huh? with which company followed by how old am i and that i looked very young like 18. while she was talking to me, i need to reply right? but how to reply when i need to 'deep breath' and reply at the same time? i only have 1 small nose u know? anyway i managed to do both.. lol.

guessed what's the first thing i have to do b4 doing the eyesight/colour tests? take xray!! there's a female doc inside and a male assistant. as i was wearing plain t-shirt, she asked me to just remove my bra will do. easy peasy! strip fast, wore back fast too. should have wear my sports bra instead. wanted to wear that initially leh.. but dunno why i wore bra instead. otherwise i wouldn't even have to remove anything except for my necklace..

oh ya, there was super loud thunder followed by very heavy rain that sat night. dont know why, i felt very scared and afraid.. (i used to like it very much) that feeling, was almost the same as when i did something very wrong and felt v scared lidat. tried to hide under the blanket and use clift to cover me too.

same as last night. reached home not long and it began with some thunder b4 a very heavy rain. felt so scared that i covered myself, brought my feet up because (with good imagination) i scared something will pull my feet and another thing to bite my neck..

anywaySSSSS, today is last day of work. felt very happy. really happy.

clift left his hp at home. eventhough i was informed yet i nearly forget and wanted to txt him. imagine how the message will be like if i sent him one and later remembered that he didnt bring his phone out.

#1
OUtside raining heavy leh, take care ok?

#2
ah, i forgot that u forgot to bring hp out.. accidentally sent u that message.

#3
doh, why the hell am i sending you a message to explain that when u cant read it now? O.o

#4
ugh. =.=||

isnt it how funny that some people who have been single for almost all their lives whine about how lonely he is, how he is gonna be alone till he become an old fart and die alone, how he saw some girls he is interested in but have no balls to ask her out unless his friends do the job or even if he asked her out, he have no guts to go further. waiting for what? the most he'll do is to offer to give her a morning call if she mentioned that she cant wake up on time, text or maybe call her to talk on the phone - and it doesnt always lasts more than 2hours.

but once he found himself a girlfriend, and he'd say its no biggie if he's single again. life still goes on and furthermore he had been single for almost half a century. come'on. earlier u were whining about how lonely u are and asked people to introduce girls or the most u do is get to know them through friends or through some other source but do not dare to go further. only hoping the girl will know how u felt towards her, wondering whether will she feel the same, ... U think the girl is a psychic is it? and feeling only regret when she's with another fella or when she's not here anymore, ...

sigh, such idiots irritates me.

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was talking about shit w/ mr stm earlier and he said im a sicko after i announced that i'd finally managed to pangsai. hence, he termed our talk as 'topic on different types of shit' and funny thing was, he was LOLing in his training class! even if u r sitting in, dont have to do that bah.. the lecturer will get offended one u know? haha. he was actually imagining me with shit popping while walking around.. =.=

v good imagination but i like it! :P

am so feeling low now after receiving a call this morning. damn, i'd just take it as my really bad luck to have come across such person. next uob called me, trying to promote some insurance thingy and was hard selling it even after i'd told her that im giving it a miss and im already holding quite a number of policies. though its not really her fault but it just irritates you when they overdo it.

oh well, last night's dinner was superb! dajie and i were early so we went to get a table first and started feasting first while waiting for the rest to come. ver's customer came late as usual and we were already eating for 45mins before they reached! luckily most of the food we ate was light - veggies, mushrooms, hotdogs alittle of meat (the meat tasted funny), dad tried out the giantic clams (pity i didnt bring the camera along.) it was really big! almost like the size of a 7year old fists or slightly bigger. but dad said it tastes funny too. not as good as the normal small ones.

kept telling myself that i need to edit pictures, need to clear this and that and i have yet to touch any of them!!

i actually nearly L-O-L-ed in the train on the way home as i was thinking of the pictures and reminding myself to get the pic taken on annkia's bday to post it up and.. i was reminded of the video that xiaobai took. the funny gestures annkia did.. wah lau. there was this cute guy sitting opposite me then and i was trying hard to stifle my laughter. so paiseh.. told xiaobai about it and he went (=.=").

it was good to chat with a friend who 'mia-ed' for some time. haha. you'd taken the first step by taking up english, so just let nature takes it flow and im sure u'll know what u wanna do in time to come. JIAYOU wor!! :)

we celebrated my grandpa's birthday last sat at this Orchid Hotel (which i believe alson'll be holding his wedding there too). my uncle reserved this room in this dragon xxx restaurant. cant remember it exactly and they served mainly sichuan food, meaning there'll be lots spicy and sour dishes. spicy none, sour yes. there's one spicy n sour soup which.. i think the sourness is overwhelming. added lotsa pepper to kill the sour taste. dajie and i wondered whether was it the food that were quite sour or salty that made us drank alot of water. oh well, the food wasnt that wonderful and we were actually served with the 4 different kind of meat - pork, duck, chicken and fish. omg.... it was too much le. 1 of my cousin commented that its almost like we were having a wedding dinner or some feast. haha. didnt really enjoyed the food, stomach was bloated from all the meat and food but we did get to interact alittle with our cousins.

though we took up 2 tables but it wasn't exactly noisy - like family gatherings. cheryl n mom wasn't there, 1 of our uncles wasnt there and the rest weren't staying in sg. sigh. hopefully when the kids grew up alittle more, it'll be funner. as usual, baby raymus was the star of the night. everyone want to carry him. haha.

watched 'Wild Hogs' that night. would recommend it. its more like a comedy and a funny one.

sigh, ate too much meat that i cant sleep well at night. cant breath properly, stomach felt too full, cant shit, damn!

the next morning, i avoided all forms of meat.

tonight going celebrate my dad's bday with steamboat. gonna stuff myself with lotsa veggies!!!!! ugh!

muz prepare for sat or sun feast again. louis' 21st birthday. haha. time flies. soon, dajie will be celebrating her big 3-0 birthday soon. starting to sound alittle old now.. her, not me!

yesterday was very funny and no thanks to my boss.

lemme re-enact last tues on wot did he say before going on to yesterday's stuffs.

boss looking at the flyers and the photos printed there.

boss: anna and chris looked like a couple hor?
everyone's attention turned to the pic with immediate effect and nodded.
amir: wah! lidat we have a husband and wife team in our group. good huh?
everyone nodded. (+.+)

yesterday, kelvin was asking wot is my bf working as and..

kelvin: what's your bf's name huh?
me: clifton
amir, kelvin: huh? christon? chris?
me: no, its c-l-i-f-t-o-n
amir: chris tan?
me: (=.=) no, its cliFton...
amir: ohhh, what's chris surname huh? is it tan?
then, i knew where was he going...
me: no, its ho.
amir laughs and the rest laughed along too. me, txt boss to 'scold' him for his great handiwork... then he went on to 'promote' amir. ugh.

though it doesnt sounds funny here but it was yesterday. the room was practically filled with laughter man.

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speaking of which, i was reminded of this guy whom we nicknamed as 'bai tu'. met him through a friend whom he was then courting her i think. found out that he took the same bus home as me, we met up almost everyday to go home together. it was fun for me as i was the only one who took a different bus home compare to my other girlfriends. i think i was in sec 5 and he in sec 3 but he was really tall for his age. should be around 177~180 thanks to his italian/chinese background. i remembered how awed i was when i found out that his hand was so much more bigger than mine and he did something funny - he clasped his hands around my little one. surprised i was as i quickly removed mine. it was kinda awkward lah. and he did the funniest thing one day, by asking me to be his other half at the bus stop! though i wasnt sure if anyone heard us but i was felt paiseh and oh well, rejected him i guess. so everything just start and end at that particular bus stop which i remembered so well.

oh! savage garden's 'truly madly deeply' is playing right now on the radio.. ah, that song brought back a particular memory. though what past is past, but as long as its a good memory, i'll keep it. :)

just like my 'poetic postman'.

am currently trying to control my 'junk food' eating habits.. which means, i'm eating fast food once a week. yea! its sooo... difficult man, need to practice lotsa self control as i passed by mac/bk/LJS everyday!! and everyday im craving for fast food.. sigh. now im itching to eat mc chicken burger meal and i can only buy it next week coz this week i ate whopper jr w/ cheese liao.. sad leh.......

fast food is like drugs to me.. JIAYOU!!!!!

think i'm getting addicted to watching movie alone..

went to watch 'Shooter' last friday before going over to BBF for terence's bday. i didn't know that there's so many factors that a sniper must take into such as the wind speed and direction, the areas where you can successfully take out someone (eg: not too out in the open, which storey you'll have to be, the distance, etc), timing, distance, etc. alot of calculation and alot of concentration. the main lead himself displayed a very impressive stunt of a train ex-soldier. trained to kill and trained to stay alive. if you are someone who likes FPS, using snipers, etc, you ought to watch this show. and the best part? no romantic story - oh well, you know how those directors love putting at least 1 scene of making out. *roll eyes*

everyone wore quite formal for terence's bday.. felt abit paiseh that i didnt dress up. aiya, im not the 'zhu jiao' anyway. :P
haha, somehow, the image of clift dancing kept popping up in my mind.. cant wave it away. it's kinda like.. the barney the purple dinosaur dancing you know? haha. hard to tell if he's really his age or he's the age i first assumed he was then during such events.

wow, yet another nice game. this time its more about the '20s. geez, universities were so called very prestigious man and i really cant imagine them wearing till so smart just to attend uni. plus, they were quite influenced by the actors, actresses and people behind the brands such as coco chanel. try it out. u'll learn something. its not the usual escape the room nor puzzles. quite informative.

The Roaring Twenties

just felt the need to post this up.

had made a few calls to enquire something and i happened to call this lady from ERA regarding a particular unit in the west. as the units under the numbers were not placed together hence there's a chance that you may call them more than one time. yes, it so happened that i called the same lady again regarding another unit.

(after i finished making introductions)
lady: who is this?
me: anna
lady: anna, can you please check properly and call to make enquiry all at once?
me: huh? (blur, made too many calls)
lady: i think you called me once regarding xxx. (flips through her papers) ya ya, you called me earlier. can you please check all at once instead? i have alot of calls coming in.
me: (so? have alot of calls means u cant take my calls is it? having alot of calls coming = business no? u rather no calls huh? v funny leh. u r an agent, you should know that right? that you'll have to handle alot of calls.) ok.

and so i went through and once its done, she just hung up. no goodbyes, nothing.

another was a guy from dennis wee properties. said he's bz and nearly hung up on me. he placed so many ads under that number and when i called to check with him, he said they were either dummy ads or he dont recall posting them at all and he sure sounds like he cant wait to put the phone on me. finally, he buay tahan, he said "I'm very busy, cannot talk to u. its mostly dummy ads lah hor." and there, im hearing the busy tone. wtf? busy then? busy then dun want take my call huh? busy then dun wan do business huh? can at least say "can i call you back as its inconvenient for me to talk on the phone right now?" wah lau. i really hate some agents. some can be really nice, some can be damn fuk up and majority of them are like that!

anyway.... on a lighter tone. heee, my baby had gotten me some good stuffs, sounds like drugs hor? but its not! its G A M E S (imagine katamari's colourful wordings again) like TMNT and Rayman Raving Rabbids as well as my CSI which i'd missed last night and clift was so nice to tape it for me. xD

so, i'm a HAPPY (again, katamari's wordings) girl right now. lalala~~

sometimes, it can be quite irritating when someone asked you to calculate something for them and u'd forward them the results but they do not take note of it. and they'll ask you the same question days later. gave them the answer and having them to ask you again after a few days. cant they EVER take note of it no matter how busy one can be? imagine telling them the same thing not once nor twice but as many as 3 - 4 times.

forgot to post this for last sunday - where we went to Bright Hill for 'Qing Ming'.

sigh, its only for 2 mths and now, my baby nephew is growing up fast. soon, he'll be walking around when we see him during CNY.

afterwards, we thought we'd be lunching together but instead, my aunt has had her own plans and soon, we each left seperately. then we realised.. why didnt we ask our cousin what plans do they have. oh well.. least we get to go to labrador park (source: wikipedia) to see the 'secret tunnel' which i'd always wanted to go. :)

as there was 45mins before the trail starts, we took a walk along the path to see the guns, the bunkers and such. it was really interesting man as most of the holes were sealed up so we were discussing what exactly was the holes for, etc.

the exploration was great! the tunnels, which was built entirely using bricks only without any steel structures to support it and the only holes they have were to run the cables for generators to generate electricity, holes on the ceiling for air ventilation and another hole with stairs to enable the soldiers to climb up and down easily.

additional steel beams were added in the third room where the bombing took places throughout the passageway till the end of the tunnel to support the ceiling.

the walls, were very thick man. its about 50cm thick and imagine this - the bomb which were dropped in one of the long passageways did not destroy the interior except for the middle supporter which were destroyed as well as the british who tried to blow up one of the rooms to prevent the japanese from finding the tunnel only managed to block the entrance only. the walls stood despite all these.

at the end of the tunnel, in one of the particular room had its walls slightly bent due to the impact of the bombing on the passageways yet the walls didn't crumple. its like, they really built the place sturdy. oh, and that room was also the so-called resting place for the soldiers as well as storing of the ammunitions. they displayed about 3~4boxes containing the artifacts they found in that room which suggested they actually eat, sleep and stored shells in that room? they even displayed one of the bricks used by them then with the company's name still intact. unlike the bricks we used these days, theirs were totally solid bricks without any holes in the middle. really.

next, the guide brought us to the next tunnel which was preserved without any modifications nor additional supports or whatever. it was really dark man before the guide on the lights - which doesnt really helped but it does made me wonder, how do they worked in such a place that's not brightly lited. imagine the heat in the tunnel or mayb,.. its not hot at all then. but having so many people cramped in a small place, i'd say it's kinda uncomfortable working, sleeping as well as eating there. the walls were splashed with some maroon coloured thingy. nope, not blood. its actually the oil from the lamps they used then to keep the mosquitoes away.

the total duration for the journey took 1hr. it was really.. an experience for me i guess. i dont know how to put it in words..

interested? go see it. it cost about S$8.40 (its not really expensive considering the cost to maintain the tunnels & u'll find that it's really worth the money) and if you do not have any private transport. no worries, u can actually take a shuttle bus (bus 408) down from harbourfront.

did i mention that the sea water there was blue/green? yes, it's VERY clean man and i was surprised to find that there. and we were told that if you go to the sea every morning around 10.30am on fridays & sundays, u'll see the cruise liner - superstar virgo. we saw it and it was huge for the cruise was very VERY near us. we watched as it turn away from us with our mouth gaping.

and that, some of the structures were built during 1892. yes, that's about 100years ago. then, they built to keep away the pirates and after, it was to keep away the war.

its a pity that the old(former) ford factory was closed on sundays. we were quite disappointed and frustrated at the fact that it was opened only on weekdays. why? they should close on mondays instead since that was the time least people will go view the site and the only day we are free will be on saturdays and sundays. sigh.

and next stop shall be the Changi Chapel as well as Changi beach where the infamous massacre took place.

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sorry to friends for last night.

had a really weird dream yesterday. took a short nap then and had this really weird dream. dreamt of a friend whom i'd lost contact with for like.. 4, 5years?

wow, last night was my first time catching a show alone. hmmm, i should say its a very pleasant experience as there werent many people in the theatre and no disturbance and there was no one sitting beside me. its definitely my first time to watch a film in peace.

oh, 'Freedom Writers' was a very good film though it like those 'teacher got very lousy class, managed to bond well with them and bring them to success' kinda thing but this time, it touches on the different colours, racism, family, etc. and they actually talked about the people in the past, anne frank, etc. very good film, ought to catch it.

heee, juz found this nice escape the room game. go try it!

Sphere

need any help, ask me. heee.

just played this game. go try it!

Escape the Room - Rainbow

needs ALOT of clicking at precise spots but its nice. need help? look at the forum here!

wah piang. early morning .. ok, its early noon got this girl who made me so pissed off. dressed so well but doesn't know what is 'stand behind the yellow line' and ok, she looked alright but i have a feeling that she thought of herself to be very pretty. yuks! then never mind. when she was swiping her hair here and there like .. she's doing some commercial ads! omg.. please ley, take a look at yourself in the mirror. then nevermind, she walked off to the side to find her ezlink card and i was behind in queue, she wanted to cut in. -.-"
i fuk care her, just pushed my way through. at most, play abit rugby with her if needed. thought i could finally get rid of her, she came up and stood beside me at the escalator. i happened to be reading a msg fr clift and my smile just vanished the moment she swipe her hair again. this time, it was 'slapping' against me. do u know how irritating it can be? just because you have long, rebonded hair doesnt mean you can keep sweeping that irritating black strings of yours. when we reached the end of the steps, i was going straight, she was turning left. of coz, again, hit on me. wah lau! if you wanna turn left, stick to the left side can? bumped upon me, she still NEVER said a word of 'sorry'. so i just told her straight in her face 'what a biatch!' and walked off. dulan.

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sometimes why must people plan out things for me? i already know what to do, just asking or informing only what. why always must keep telling me what to do? fuk care lah. U GO AND PLAN IT YOUR FUKING SELF. never listen to me anyway. dont ever ask why i never talk.

don't know whether was it just me or what, that lately, it seemed to me that people are always cutting queues. i mean, come 'on, although we were always encourage to give way to the older people but it doesnt mean they can actually cut queue by pushing u right? they really push you lor!

and for my case, it's always about queuing for the bus at the interchange. people dont want to queue up and waited by the sides. when the bus driver walked up to the bus, people in line went up as well as those by the sides. ok lah if you are those 60s who's having difficulty walking but no! they were young peopple or aunties and uncles who can queue and walk on their own. what do u gain by cutting queues apart from getting a seat? isn't it unfair to others who queued? and they can be so thick skin. are people getting more and more thick skin? damn. its so frustrating to see people who doesn't give a shit about others unless it happened to them (hopefully in a painful way) then they'll know how others feel! just because they were older doesnt gives them the right to abuse that and do whatever they please and think they can get away with it. when the time comes when it gets too frustrating, people dont even a fuk about giving way to them just because they are old since they are abusing it.

im almost to that point where i can just say fuk those old people who think they can just abuse the fact that they are old and we must give way to them and that they can do whatever they want they can get away with it. although it doesnt apply to all but from what i see, its almost like 80% are just doing that. respect the elders? screw it.

how to deal with those uncivilised people? apart from staring at them to make them feel guilty (ya, for a while. those thick skin ones, they dont even give a fuk!). its so irritating to have such people. what are the queues for if people dont queue up?

had read an article on a shop that's giving out free items that had expired. people actually showed their ugly and KIASU face at that scene. wah lau. expired goods leh. if something happened to them after consuming it or something, how? who to blame? blame that shop owner? people like to blame others when they did something wrong themselves (indirectly).

which reminded me of a place im working at. most of the property agents are so damn rude and do not have any basic courtesy at all.

when they are waiting for the elevator doors to open, they can actually PARK themselves in fron of the doors. didnt they realise that there can be people in that lift who's trying to go out? cant they just wait for the lift to be emptied before going in? its not like the lift is going to close its doors after the people walked out and zoom up/down to another levels without letting them get in. the lift is has limited space, if you try to push your way in instead of letting them out, are you just making things worse? you may actually hurt somebody. and it doesnt hurt to wait for a few secs for people to clear the limited space within ya? why must they be so damn KS? rushing for time? no matter what, they still have to wait for the people to get in/out of the lift before reaching their destinated level what. what diff does it make?

acting blur when people are running towards the lift and pressing the 'close' button repeatedly. wah lau. why are they always in such hurry to get to somewhere? not like they are doing stocks or dealing with some life/death matters what. its so damn irritating.

there's 14 floors total that the lifts are serving. you are not the only passenger. if you are going to the lets say 10th floor, do you think the lift will go straight up to your level? you VIP huh? people will come assinate you is it? standing in front of the door not only pose as an obstraction, blocking people's path.

some lagi best. as the lift will announce the floor level once its reaching. people dont listen, stand in front of the door and always made an attempt to walk out the moment the door opens only to realise that its not their level and people are trying to get into the lift. some went straight to the mirror in the elevator to look at themselves (please lah, are you trying to make the lift breakdown with your fugly looks?) thus not noticing the level announcement. some were on the phone - cant you tilt your head up to see the level while on the phone? cant multitask? then either a) dont enter lift while on phone b) dont answer phone till you get out of the lift. oh, the best scenario. people walk straight into the lift and dont press the button. when the last level reached, they realised that and quickly press the number they wanna go to. what are they thinking man? are they from the future? sorry pal, we are not that advance yet. the lifts here cant predict where you wanna stop at, they are unable to remind you that you haven press the button to your stop yet and i bet they are trying to tell you to stop looking at yourself in the mirror because you are making it puke which it cant other than jamming the system only to have the whole passengers blaming it for being untrustworthy and not being thankful that they dont have to climb the staircase till as high as what, 30th level and the mirrors are gonna crack but they cant because they'll get sue if your fugly face gets fuglier by the flying glass.

even taking train is the same thing. people standing in front of the doors. WOTS THE YELLOW LINE FOR?

how to handle those KS people - take a big bag, yes, a big but not empty bag, put it in front of you and use it to push people out of your way. (that's the most common thing people will do it others are blocking you the in-considerate way.)

i-d-i-o-t-s.

oh my god.. please help me.... i'm thinking and craving for the nasi lemak i had w/ alson last wednesday beside Chong Pang Camp. i'm craving for the rice and the yummylicious chicken wing.

would love to bring my lover over to try it out.

its all your fault ys, for bringing me there to eat it. now im hooked onto it. :(

think i dont mind eating there everyday man. it's even much more delicious than the one at changi village. wonder, what did they put in their rice that made it so addicting...

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heee, get to see my baby last night. missed him lots man! pity, i forgot to bring mine over. :(

wonder, was it my eyes that were playing tricks on me or was it because i missed him plenty that he was very good looking last night. with his that unshaven face, the way he propped his head inbetween his hands, that...... *drools* sorry, the rest are just for my own knowledge only. heee.

wonder, whether was it he who brought it upon himself to have such a fate or was it his children who are abandoning him. was it his fault that he has to live a life alone. is he blaming his children for causing him to be in such a predictment yet unknowingly, it was his actions that caused him to be in this state? is he still looking for some sense hope?

if you look at him with compassion, you'll find him pitiful. a lonely man whose family left him.

if you look at him with one's conscience, you'll find that he deserve for all that is going to happen to him and he shouldn't be pitied.

anyway, an overseas call from HK with that particular strong MANLY voice just made my evening brighter. :)

*happy? i use MAN instead of BOY leh. ;P

wah lau!! how nice i decided to check my other account because of the ebay thingy and saw an email from starhub asking me to go down for the 2nd interview dated on the 16th!! HOW CLOSE MAN! because she asked me to go down on the 21st March at 5pm! heng not early or something or i could have missed it entirely. but funny thing was she said she cant get me through my mobile nor home. cant be ley.. i never receive any calls from her. hmmm.

anyway am gonna be thick skin and just go down for the interview at 5pm today. but.. i'm not prepared - never bring my certs along. hopefully everything will go well.

heeee v(^.^)v

watched 'The History Boys' with vi last night as crystal wasnt free to meet me to go to that QUACK's office. ended up he's not in too. ugh. this friday must make another trip.grrRRR!

just had a chat with kc and he sort of summaries the whole thing with 1 word - Bureaucracy.

for its definition, click here.

should they want to try to threaten me (as usual) with the usual threats, i'll fight it with MINE! wots the point of threatening people when the results you'll get is negative or if you'll only make things worse?

me? im making things worse? i just want to do what i want.

wah.... in a way am kinda touched when i realised that there's some low profile friends who although do not have much action in your life can actually understand you the best. just went msn and through just mere words, she can feel that im in a bad mood.. :P
*huGs*
no wonder she's called master lil... haha.

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anyway, these are just my own opinions.

am in a very bad mood. more like frustrated. feel like punching sth to release all the frustration within.

why people always want to feel so comfortable with life that sometimes they cant accept the changes? the world is constantly changing, why people cant adapt to it and change with it? why must some people b ------- when the world is going /\/\/\/\/\/?

then whn sth major happened, they cant adapt to it and kept thinking it must be somebody who changed that person. but have they ever thought that it could be some other factor?

they do not understand the real me, what i want. because all sgns dont speak out their mind, their thoughts. the thoughts i used to have since sec sch surfaced. the thoughts that i used to tell zhiwei. why am i born here? since then, i have always wanted to do this and that and try this and that but they disappear slowly with the period.

now that i have the 'push', i wanted to really do what i want to do and they just cant seem to accept the fact that its what I want to do. why do people like to always push blame to others available? why cant they just accept the big changes in life?

just because i kept quiet for a really long time doesnt mean i can keep doing so. its like feeding water to a bottle, sooner or later it'll be overflow or burst if covered.

it doesnt matter if i'll regret it later if i do this and that. i just wanna try. even if it hurts terribly, at least i know that feeling. i dont wanna regret not trying. i wanna do the things i wan. i want F-R-E-E-D-O-M!

over caring is harmful, not caring is i-dont-care-if-u-die. caring alil here and there is alright. care ok, but dont because i go out till late u have to have a say in it. 25yrs old so what? people 18years old already tried most of the things i have NOT try before. they are already doing something. 25yrs old is SHIT if its empty.

tot i'll just bump in here to type something short.

haiz, have had been missing clift since last night. although he'll be away for 5days and we wun be meeting till sunday when he returns and i cant see him off tomorrow and he'll be going to bangkok to find girl..... :(((((((((((

anyway most prolly wun be moving in till april i hope since im bloody broke, it'll be good if that Dr QUACK guy can actually give me my salary which is 3months overdued le! hope his magazines will close down since everyone's complaining that its a very boring one while others who subscribe to it to support their friends who USED to work there and the 1% who are xxx deprived idiots who cant get any females in life. pui. oh and lastly, that fella to burn in hell. yes, KARMA for him please.

ys's in japan enjoying his honeymoon, vi got a job that he enjoyed, me, praying for a job that i'd applied to be given to me. ASAP!

lastly, wish i could just fast forward the days to the weekends because i just lost the 'looking forward' to work part. instead, i just dragged myself to toa payoh, couting time and wondering when will friday come soon followed by saturday while i push sunday away.

life sux but there's always something in life that makes me find it wonderful. for instance.. my friends and my lover. not forgetting food.

well.. and finally, my LATEST POST. phew.. too many things to update but my pc just doesnt allow me to update. sianz.

i wanna say a huge THANK YOU to jiawei, annkia, dickson, alson and clifton! for helping me to move my stuffs and the 2 sofa beds at such timing! (10pm lor)

and a big THANK YOU to clifton's friend though he wouldn't be reading this for donating the beds and helping to wrap the mattress up in plastic, helping to move the beds out to the carpark and even offering to help to send one over to the flat should alson's pickup cant fit them in. so paiseh, he give bed still make sure they are 'protected' and do labour job.

we spilt into 2 groups when the beds are in place. clift went with alson, i went with the rest. we were practically 'touring' tiong bahru while clift n alson were on the way to the flat... lol. it was fun though and we were laughing all the way. hope annkia wouldn't feel offended by our remarks. :P

sigh, after the whole moving thingy then i realised that... i'd missed out 2 boxes! wtf?! haiz, will have to ferry them again when the room is more or less missing.

15/03/2007

was packing stuffs earlier. while clearing some of the drawers, i saw lots of letters n especially photos. brought back gd memories such as the trip to beijing during secondary five (i believe). the candid shots - how 'on' everyone were then, and also a friend who's from china called his chauffeur to fetch him to buy a cake for a surprise early bday for me. so touched. very stupid hor? got rich kid after me i also dun wan. haha.

and also the pics taken during my nyp year. during my 21st bday, amir and anwar were the most helpful. they practically helped to bbq everything for my friends. wah lau.. so paiseh. but it was super fun man. they bbq and ate at the same time. sigh, to think we were very close as a group with hairul, shahrul and maz! where they used to come to my house during chinese new year, had potluck and the times when maz n i finished our project till quite late and asking anwar n amir out at the last minute for dinner. haha.

those were the times and also get to see how much everyone had changed. serge had became more grownup, more mature especially since he's married and have a family to look after. :)

would love to ask friends over to look at the pics together and LOL over it. it'll be fun!

well, there's a total of 3 big boxes and 4 small ones. mayb need another small one to pack remaining items. (yes, its confirmed!)

CONGRAZ to xiaobai for getting a job!!

now i pray hard that i'll get my dream job too!

13/03/2007

okies... found out my pc cant post anything up in blogger.. so gotta do the hard way - set a draft, find another pc and post the body up into blogger. sigh... *smack my itchy hand*

first of all,　CONGRAZ to vivi~ he got a job at Fish & Co. yummy, next time....

me: i request your cook by the name of elvin to cook new york fish & chips for me.

HAHAHAHAHAH! mayb.. should add this: i requset your crew by the name of elvin to serve me and cook for me. HAHAHAHAHHAH!

ok, i wouldn't do that of coz~ i dont want him to 'drop' the fish on the floor and step on it before coating it.. *twitch*

and.... board the bus, i saw.... president nathan going for his haircut at the barber shop outside my house. :)
very low profile, only 1 car ferry him over and 2 bodyguards was with him.

last sunday, went to attend a friend's wedding. not naming names coz i dont know if he wants me to. but i felt really VIP then. heee.

oh, i took a cab over to Furama hotel and as i walked up the stairs towards the main entrance. i felt alittle weird, looked around for signs that says i'm in the right hotel. saw this sign "Furama City Square". me: (o.o?)

luckily i was smart enough to walk over to the receptionist to ask. but the lady wasn't helpful at all. >: (
instead, as i was leaving the counter, there was a guy who must have overheard my question, waved at me and took out a map to show me my exact destination and location. wah, if i'm the boss, i'll fire the woman instead. so unhelpful. kns, if im an AM, i think she'll be smiling all over and cant wait to answer all my questions.

anyway, walked out of the building and the doorman asked if i want a cab. me nodded and noticed that there's a guy who's waiting there too. first thought that came to my head "Shit". anyway, while waiting for a cab to come (its almost like.. no cab will enter that lane lor), the guy asked if im going to furama riverside. i nodded my head and from there, i got to learn that he's attending a wedding dinner too! but different level from mine. haha. such coincidence. we shared a cab (heng!) and he paid for it. so paiseh.. i wanted to pay half at least, but he insisted on him paying. haha, (heng! got free ride!). waited for a friend there before going up together. overall, dinner wasn't too bad. :)

and as i was leaving the hotel to find a bus stop to ride over to cine, i saw the guy who shared a cab with me earlier! such coincidence. haha. he offered me a ride but as he's going to jurong plus.. i dont know him, so i just told him that i'll take a bus instead.

heee, felt kinda weird to witness a friend's wedding but it was good.

hahaha! found this Singlish in Wikipedia after clift told me about it. went to check it out out of curiousity. very interesting. mayb i'll print out for my friends to understand it better whenever i use that lah, leh, meh, etc.

go, check it out. Singlish

in fact, im rather proud of it.. haha. to think this even appear in places like that.

had a super strange dream today.. it was soooo real! and i could almost feel it. i hope it isnt gonna happen anytime coz it'll means.. *shook head furiously*

that reminded me of a dream i had few nights back. seemed kinda funny that i had actually dreamt of that before but this time, it was too tragic that i actually woke up with crying.

dunno why, i find it harder to smile now. instead, i seemed to be always trying to hold back a bunch of leaking water. damn. mayb stop meeting people for the time being after sunday. must look happy. just for his sake. :)

yes.. am still in the office. supposed to help search for some stuffs which will take very fast but... due to some questions raised and having no answers yet, i am still stucked here.

oh well, hows my moving thingy going on? many headaches that came to a point where i'll just 'mai hiam' and take anything that is being offered as long as its usable and is clean. as for the rest, perhaps i'll try to think of ways to get it.

but on the bright side, at least i get to taste how is it like now! rather than not tasting, not getting own butt burnt, not knowing anything at all till i'm grandmother years old and definitely not until when i get married! (well, that is still not in my list of plans yet, so dont look forward to it alright and yes.. i know im not getting any younger anymore. stop reminding me-self.)

okies, just gotten my answers. back to work. this week is gonna be a busy one.

originally to be posted on: 04.03.07
sigh.. so many things happened in a day. who's fault? mine lor.. why? due to my misjudgement and calculations and forever assuming things. unless im a super lucky person who always have things that go my way, mayb i can just assume all i want, plan all i want and things will just happen. ha.

did some thinking last night and though all along i knew that he was very good to me but somehow it just hit me hard that how very very good he was, that made me suddenly felt very lucky to have met him, know him and to love him. sigh, anyhow, that realisation made me treasure him even more. he's a gem, to me. thank you darling.

also felt extremely horrible last night till today, still feel alittle bit bad. wonder whether was he disappointed in me. sigh.. sometimes i'll feel that im actually Ms Trouble. always bringing trouble to him and this time, its really a BIG one. from already headache w/ work.. and i brought another load of headache to him.

though.. im more or less prepared for something bad to happen to me.

originally to be posted on: 03.03.07

decided not to wait for the rest of the pics to be send over to be edited together and upload.

edited whatever i have had on hand now.

on the eve of Chinese New Year, Reymus was the centre of attention because 1) he's the only baby (6months old only) 2) he's the cutest and funnest to play with. hey, u can only carry babies around ya? Oh, we get to see Cheryl who's stucked in London and was unable to return in time for CNY due to school. Had a so-called tele-conference with her. it was kinda funny.. to see that it was so bright (daytime) over there and while over at our side, it was nightfall and was very dark.

anyway, 1st day of CNY, we went to Kong Meng Shan Temple to pray to our grandmother. A yearly routine, to pay our respect to her. Followed by a round of phototaking sessions. Felt kinda weird that i didnt have any camera with me to take photos with.


lucky fella.. got 3 pretty girls swooning over cutie.




cousins only


"Jie Mei Hua"


Time flies.. to think the Red and the Blue used to be carried on our arms..


Wee-ee-Wee! Models~ haha


sigh.. charmer of the day. he's our main focus man. imagine, 4 'gu-jies' playing with him leh! wher can u find 4 girls 'cooing' with 1 boy right?


took alot of pics and videos of him but these 2 are the goodest. 6 months old only but already know how to turn his attention over whenever a camera is facing him. very li-hai at bai pose.


me and dajie took a pic while on the way to grandma's place

Afterwards, went over to Louis' house for bai nian first. Saw some lion dance performance before we began to make our way over to our mom's mommy's place for dinner. It was quite a difference switching from my dad's over to my mom's because of the increased no. of people in a house. We'd counted. Mom's side has 11 female cousins, 13 male cousins. (if i didnt recall wrongly). Dad's is only 7 female cousins, 6 male cousins. And there were more kids at mom's side. heee, 2 new babies born, 2 cycles after me. it was very noisy at that side and fun too. haaa. uncle garick would plugin the pics and zoom in at the faces to see who's 'sleeping' during phototaking session, whoever suay, tio pimples, etc.




the brothers and sisters + wives & husbands of the 'Heng' family. Not all are present though. :(


Cousins only aka the younger generation


picked this out of many because the kids looked very natural esp Jinny's daughter. Nan de hor, she get the 'V' sign up.


CHIO BUs and 1 extra. :P


cousins again.. at a different pos. erm.. again, not all are present.

2nd day of CNY,
went to su-ling's house. erm, forgot what's that auntie's rank liao.. :P
looking forward to the food as usual and this time, saw the 2nd baby! she's v cute!! ok, she's mixed. mom's a jp. baby has mom's features, looked abit jap. kawaii desu ne~! think i still prefer an asian mixed baby than eurasian baby because its unique to me. eurasian see till sian. nowadays see AMs here n there... -.-"

back to my CNY, this year's CNY was quite bz. as after going to my aunt's house, i gotta rush down to fort canning park for 'Good Vibrations' concert. pity, my camera's spoilt.. oh well. it was raining before that and i kinda like it.. abit like the 'concert' feel. stand under rain (it was raining that heavy then), listen to them sing while some will dance to the music. stopped raining afterwards. met up w/ san & sandy there too~

get to see Electrico perform LIVE! haaaa, it was fun though i felt alil weird. mayb i watched too many of those shows and well, we are in singapore.. so, it tend to be different. BUT, overall, it was a refreshing feel~ nice.

3rd day, gotta run many places. boss' boss, darren bro's place n finally aunt linda's but i skipped the first as that's mainly for managers and above. kinda fun and abit ser bu de to leave darren bro's place because of.. baby reymus the star~!

so.. imagine, ate lunch around 3plus, rushed to aunt linda's place for dinner around 6plus. stomach how to digest?!

4th day, kelvin invited us to his place for bai nian.. his son was very cute! smiles easily, let people carry around!

saturday, went to boss' place to bai nian.. his daughter (another 2 cycles after me, heeee) was sooooo CUTE and chubby! very nice to carry and only 5months old. not bad, let people carry around and not cry. haiz... very cute. :P
and sorry, not hinting anything. only find babies are very cute and fun to play with but.. as they grow older, they're like little devils.

okies, cant think of anything now. v tired and sian from all the packing. shall update today's (sat, 03.03.07) another time. damn wasted.. no pics were taken. sigh.

damn.. i hate this new blogger. why change? not i wanted to. muz be that time i too tired and never notice or something, ended up went to switch over to the new blogger because i cant find the link to the old blogger. OLD blogger better.. no problems and this new blogger is giving me alot of dulan-ness. Cant post my stuffs.. grrrRRRR.